My heart was literally in my throat hearing these word. I wasn't sure if I could even speak or not, and if I could, what do I say? My head came up with a hundred reasons why Ryan should not love me, but my heart felt nothing but love.

"You don't have to say anything Kels. I just wanted you to know." He said softly, and I could read the emotion in his beautiful blue eyes.

For once, I listened to my heart, told my head to go to hell. "I'm in love with you too Ryan."

I knew at some point, we were going to have to talk about everything, some of the fears and concerns that I was feeling, but not now, not when his lips captured mine, and my heart literally exploded with love. I decided all of that could wait. His hands caressed my hip and side as he kissed me senseless. Yep. I never wanted to leave this bed.

So this is what love really feels like? It's a little terrifying, yet exhilarating. I was in love with Ryan Blaney, and he was in love with me.

We just lay there kissing, holding onto one another. I never wanted to let go.

"I feel like you know so much about me, but there's a lot I don't know about you." He finally said after we caught our breath.

"You know the important stuff." I reminded him.

"What about the little things. I don't even know your middle name." He laughed.

"Elizabeth. After my mother." I replied.

"You never really talked about her, only that she passed away when you were a teen. Do you want to talk about her?" He prompted.

This was such a change for me. Someone who actually cared enough about me to want to talk about me. I actually did want to talk about her. I told him about losing my mother at seventeen to cancer. I told him about how the kindness of the nurses involved in her care inspired me to become a nurse, to work with cancer patients. I talked about how the loss of my mother caused me to shut down. It was when I first began closing myself off to others.

We didn't talk about Kyle. There was no need to. I had already said everything I needed to say about him and our relationship. This was about me. I let myself become vulnerable once again. I was trusting him with my heart. Something I had never done before.

We talked into the night. From serious to silly. Happy to sad. I learned more about him, things that the public did not see. We talked until we both drifted off to sleep, his arms wrapped securely around me.

Ryan's POV

I stood under the steaming hot shower. I felt amazing. Not just from the shower, that was okay. What felt so amazing was Kelsie down on her knees with my dick in her mouth.

When I awoke this morning, Kelsie was still asleep. My intent was to let her sleep, grab a quick shower, then attempt to cook breakfast.
I wasn't much of a cook, but I had seen the waffle maker in the kitchen. Even I couldn't screw that up.

I didn't expect her to join me in the shower. With her wet, naked body pressed against me, I had no choice to get hard. Damn I love this woman.

Before I could say let's take this to the bedroom, she had dropped to her knees and had her luscious lips wrapped around my cock.

I took immense pleasure in the fact that she loved to suck me off. Even more pleasure in the fact that she did it so well. She knew exactly what she was doing. All the little tricks and spots to hit to give me the most pleasure. When to apply just the right amount of suction. Where to swipe her tongue to make my toes curl.

She didn't neglect my balls either. She made sure to give them love as well, whether it was through licking them, or taking each one of them into her mouth to suck on them.

When her nose hit my pubic bone, and my dick hit the back of her throat, I was just about gone. My hands were tangled in her wet hair holding her head against me, ready to release, yet never wanting this to end. She placed her hands on my ass, urging me to fuck into her mouth.

It only took one and a half thrusts before I was spilling into her hot mouth. My knees nearly gave way underneath me, as she sucked me dry and I went limp.

I looked down at her as she licked her lips. "Mmmm you taste so good, but I'm starving. I'm going to go make breakfast, then we'll continue this later." I was unable to speak after my earth shattering orgasm, and my legs still felt weak, but I helped her up, and she placed a steamy kiss on my lips. "Hope you like waffles."

Ha. She was a mind reader too.

I had heard that women reached their sexual peak in their thirties. I always thought that was a myth, but what the hell did I know? I completely wasted my time on twenty five year olds. Kelsie was insatiable. Luckily I peaked rather late for a guy, so I was able to reap the rewards. I was just as insatiable as she was.

We dried off, and I watched Kelsie pull on one of my racing shirts. I swear I almost forgot she was a fan. I never hook up with fans, but this was different. I was in love with this fan. Totally unexpected, but I don't regret it for a second.

Another thing that caught my attention was that she didn't even bother putting underwear on. She really meant it when she said we would continue this later.

I sat down with a cup of coffee and looked on as Kelsie poured batter into the waffle iron. Every move she made caused her T-shirt, that ended at the middle of her thighs, to rise up, and I could see the curve of her bare, perfectly shaped ass peak out. Later might come sooner than expected.

I ate the waffle she placed in front of me, but my hunger was not for food. She ate slowly. Way too slowly. Savoring the buttery, syrupy waffle, sipping on the coffee in her cup. She took another bite of her waffle and when her tongue darted out to lick a bit of syrup from the corner of her mouth, I almost lost it on the spot. I knew all too well what that tongue was capable of.

She finally finished eating, then took both of our plates to the sink to rinse then. When she bent over to place them in the dishwasher, I was treated to the sight of all of her glory.

Holy fuck! She was hot!

And wet! I could see her folds glistening. At least I wasn't the only one aroused.

I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her against me. She let out a slight "oh" when she felt my hardness against her bare ass.

"We have a few hours before we have to pick Mason up." I murmured suggestively into her ear.

Her response was to turn around and smash her lips to mine. I lifted her up to sit on the table, and her legs instinctively wrapped around my waist. She pulled away slightly and laughed. "Just not on the kitchen table though."

As I lifted her up to carry her into the bedroom, I just had to say it. "You have to leave that shirt on."