"we are not together" I stated firmly punctuated each word with a sharp poke of my finger

"we are not" he acknowledged with a bow of his head his arms crossed over his chest he assesed me with dark honey coloured eyes

I paused for a moment getting lost in them before I viciously shook myhead

stay focused lexi

I grunted angrily motioning to my neck

"this is not on" his eye widened innocently and I growled he leaned forward and sniffed my neck growling apprciativly at what he smelt there I growled agrily pushing him away i stepped back

"no" I stated firmly "we're not mates, an alphas beta does not do that"

and he chuckled at me quickly wrapping his arms around my waist he pulled mecloser his lips capturing mine

as he spoke through the link

"but lovers do"

his tongue traced the seam of my lips and by then I was a lustful goner my body turning to jelly in his arms

"what happened togetting angery?" blue teased I didn't answer her to lost in the sensation of the kiss to care

something soft was placed against my back

he pulled away leaving me breathless and panting as his nose nuzzled at my neck and I whimperd quietly my tongue passing over my swollen andmost likely bruised lips

he pressed torturosly slow kisses against my neck as I tried to form coheret thoughts

my back was pressed firmly to the matress

as I laid there panting softly allowing my eyes to slide shut at the sensation of his lips against my skin

thatwas until I felt canines press against my shoulder and my eyessnapped open and I growled Shawn leapt back at the noise and I sat upquickly

onlyfor him to come closer again with determination in his movements Inoticed that it wasn't Shawn but Wolven who was in control

hepinned me to the bed easily his mouth latching on to the soft spot onmy neck causing an involuntary moan to slip past my lips

Istruggled to make sense as my mind was clouded with lust

“noâ€I growled out loudly my alpha tone thick in the one word he yelpedand leapt back as I sat up sliding against the head board

Ituned my head to face him to find him, Wolven, laying on his sidestaring at me I raised a hand and rested it against my neck feelingthe tender skin of a hickey there

"you tried to mark me" I said accusingly and he whimpered "was thatyou or shawn?" he made a small whimpering noise again in the back of his throat

"me" he said quietly as he started whimpering apologies to my and beggingfor forgiveness

"weare not mates" I stated firmly, "we are not together, we are notlovers, we are not anything"

his eyes turned from golden to honey in an instant

"then be my something" he pleaded but I shook my head

"i can't," I breathed

"you can't or you won't" he asked desperatly

"I can't" I stress "you have another Mate I can't do that to you"

"what if I don't" he seethed "what if he was the only thing that I had,the only thing I would ever have, what then?"

I said nothing not looking at him,  mostly because I wasn't sure what I would do

would I take him for a amate if he asked? blue was won over chanting yes in a fast pace rythem

but what about me, that fact that I wasn't sure scared me

I bit my lip I had forgotten the reason as to why I was here in the first place and I struggled to rememberit

strong thick arms wrapped around my body holding me tightly as the owners chin rested on top of my head