Rayyana's POV

"What?! are you serious?!" Rabia asked Sabha who sat on my sofa in our new house. Asad had chosen a lovely penthouse, I had no problems since I love small spaces and penthouses are so cute! 

But it wasn't really that small it was actually amazingly big, and it didn't feel like a penthouse. The bedrooms were amazingly soft, and don't get me started on the cinema room! Oh my god I had always dreamed of one! But back to Sabha, she had just told us about the surgery and Rabia was taking it more differently then me. 

Yes, it's a life threatening decision that Sabha had stupidly taken just because of Maha's mom, but she was doing this for a person she still loves. "Sabha, do you have any idea what you just told that doctor?" Sabha shrugged acting cool. 

"I know what I said." Rabia looked at me in ridiculously "Are you hearing her?" She yelled running a hand through her frustratingly. 

I nodded at her and indicated that she calmed down, I sat down beside Sabha "Listen Sabha, I know you are affected by your dad leaving and stuff, but that doesn't mean you go and make a life threatening decision and come back like it's nothing! We could lose you!"   

Sabha stared at her chipped nails biting her lip "Who would lose me? I've lost myself." Rabia and I were quiet at that. She smiled and got up "I'm going to call my mom and tell her the good news k?" We just stared after her as she left without waiting for our response. 

YA ALLAH help her

Sabha's POV

I bit my nails as the phone rang, the ringing was hurting my ear but I just ignored it. After all, this pain was nothing compared to what I had caused others. 

"Sabha?" My mom's overly excited voice said, suddenly I felt this pang in my heart. "Assalam-O-Alaikum mama, kesi hai?" I cleared my throat because of my voice crack. 

"Mein teek ho, tum bataho. Kab vapes arahe ho?" I took a deep breath "Mama listen to me, I love you more then anything you know that? And... well." With another breath I told my mom everything. 

She was shocked when she heard who my dad's new wife is, but saying she was mad after i finished explaining is an understatement. "SABHA ALI, YA ALLAH I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE SENT YOU SO FAR AWAY, CANCEL! CANCEL NOW AND COME BACK. OR I'M COMING THERE!"

I pulled the phone away from my ear and winced "Mama It's going to be fine." 

"FINE? YOUR GIVING YOUR BODY PART AWAY WILLINGLY!" She took a deep breath "Sabha meri jaan what you are doing is wonderful, your baba left us and now you are helping him despise what he has done to us. But, doing this just because of a challenge from Maha's mom? No beta no, forget it."

I felt tears roll down my cheek "Mama I have already said yes, and just in case I don't make it... I'm sending all my love to you and Hamza mama. And... if I do make it Mama I want you to meet this man, he is amazing and treats me right." 

"Sabha..." I shook my head but I didn't have to because one my mom couldn't see and two she started crying after saying my name. "Mama, even if I don't make it. Amir will take care of you as your own mother-in-law. If I make it Mama I want you to plan us a grand wedding okay mama? Mine and Amir's wedding." 

She started sobbing louder "He will help us Mama, he will take our pain away." My voice cracked and I broke. I covered my mouth with my hand and said "Goodbye Mama, don't forget my words I love you." And before she could say anything back I hung up. 

Someone knocked on the door and Rayyana walked in. She had tears pouring down her eyes, we both looked at each other then sobbed louder and hugged. 

"Sabha your in the wrong here, I'm not a mom but I once had one. The pain of losing her was unbearable and no doubt that's the same feeling for when you lose a daughter." 

She wasn't going to lose me, inshallah I was going to make it. If I wanted to do this, I have to do this with a positive mind set. 

"No Rayyana, Inshallah I will go back to Mama and Hamza, and I will get married to Amir not because of his money but because I love him and he loves me." 

Inshallah 

I took heavy breath's as I stared at myself in the gown they had given me, I was wearing some clothes but I had taken off my hijab. "Ms. Ali, are you almost ready?" Doctor Ben asked poking his head through the door. 

I turned to him and nodded. 

You can do this Sabha, your RAB is with you! 

"Sabha!" I looked to the door and saw Amir coming in panting heavily, suddenly his arms were around me and I felt myself blushing "Sabha what in ALLAH'S name are you doing?" He whispered in my hair. 

He pulled away still holding me "Sabha, this won't affect you right? You can still have kids? Because damn Sabha we are going to have some beautiful kids!" I blushed harder and smacked his arm. 

"No Amir this won't affect me, I will be fine." There was a knock at the door and we turned to see Doctor Ben "Okay Ms. Ali, it's time to go." Amir squinted his eyes "Your doing the operation?" Doctor Ben fixed his glasses and standed upright "Yes sir." He turned to me "I dont really like the idea of a male looking inside my future wife." 

I groaned and smacked him again, but then I realized that he was trying to make me feel better. I hugged him once more and followed Doctor Ben to a stretcher. "Sabha you got this okay? Don't give up on us." 

I looked up to see Rabia, Rayyana, Amir, and Asad. Suddenly, I felt someone grab my hand. I looked over and gasped and almost started crying. "S-soojin?" she held onto my hand, even though she was frowning her hand in mine tightened. 

"Your a kutti you know that?" I flinched and she started laughing "Don't give up on me Sabha, I love you and I need you okay?" Her voice fell in a whisper and we both started crying. 

I looked to my left and saw Maha and her mom standing there, as well as my dad who's eyes were staring into my soul. He smiled at me and mouthed a 'thank you' and suddenly memories came flooding back of when we were happy, of when he didn't betray us. 

I smiled back at him and looked up into the blinding ceiling. 

Inshallah everything will be okay. 

Urdu Translation-

"Assalam-O-Alaikum mama, kesi hai?"-Hello Mama, how are you?

"Mein teek ho, tum bataho. Kab vapes arahe ho?"-Im fine, you tell me when are you coming back?

Sabha meri jaan-Sabha, my love

No beta- No daughter

RAB-God

kutti-female dog AKA bitch

Ya ALLAH I knew I was horrible at writing Urdu but not this terrible, anyway I tried guys.