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Macy's POV:
"Ok class. That's it for today, and before I leave let me mention you all that you will be having a midterm examination on Monday. Come prepared and all the best" our anatomy professor announces and leaves.
"Great! Now the weekend will only be spent for studying! Damn I hate this" Dan mutters under his breath, I chuckle and pat his back saying "Don't worry it will be done within no time"
He rolls his eyes and drags me towards biochemistry department. We wait for Becca until her practical is over. "So how is Emma?" I ask him. "She is fine. Will be going to pre school from next year" He says.
A smile creeps onto my face imagining my little girl in school dress. "Hey Macy?" Dan calls out. I raise my eyebrow at him. He runs hand over his face looking exhausted.
"Look I'm really sorry for what I told before the photoshoot, seriously without you I wouldn't be able to remain sane while attending college. Thank you for everything" He says. I smile and say "Don't thank me. I love Emma, and she is a beautiful gift you gave me Dan" His grin reaches his eyes and he hugs me tightly. Just then we hear someone yelling.
"Group hug!!" And Becca crashes on us. Hugging both me and Dan tightly. We laugh at her and make our way back to the apartment.
I knock the apartment door twice, I hear some shuffling around and the door clicks open. I was midway greeting Damon, but that's when I realise who it is.
"Ashley?" Becca says gritting her teeth in anger. Dan holds her back so that she doesn't pounce on her with anger. "What are you doing here?" I ask genuinely confused. Where was Damon? Are they?..
"Have some faith on him dear" my subconscious says. "Don't jump into conclusions"
"Well Damon needed me, so I came." She says shrugging and opening the door wide for us to enter.
Break..
I could feel one piece of my heart break. Without further conversation, I made my way towards my room and locked myself with books for the next 3 hours.
Lying on bed for sometime and crying my ass off for a guy who I hardly knew seemed pointless so I got my shitty emotions in check and gathered all my books and started reading. Reading made me forget all my problems for sometime. It made me feel my life isn't complicated at all.
But that beautiful moment was broken by a knock on my door. By the way it sounded I knew who it was. Is it creepy? Well.. never mind. I tried to maintain a stoic face and replied still looking down at my notes "come in".
I heard the door open slightly and he shut it quietly behind him. No words were spoken until he came and sat across me. "You can't ignore me by glaring at the same word for 3 minutes" He said chuckling to himself.
Shit! Is it that obvious?
I closed my book at little too harshly and glared at him. "What do you want Damon?" I said through gritted teeth. "What did I do to make you this angry" He asks sadness clear in his eyes.
Why does he have that look on his eyes? As if he cares about what I think?
"I'm not angry, I just gotta read a lot for Monday's exam" I say shrugging. He raises his eyebrow not falling for the excuse I gave him. "Just leave me alone Damon, stop wasting your time on me when you already have the people you love around you".
In a second he pushed my books aside. "What the fuck-", "how is spending time with you not worth? You really think I don't like being with you?" He asks cutting me in between. I gape at him with wide eyes not knowing what to say.
He runs a hand through his hair and looks down at the mess he made. He sighs deeply and picks up the books and neatly stacks them aside. I just look at him calculatively not knowing if he will burst out again. After neatly placing them aside he sits infront of me, this time quite near, that I could feel his breath on my face.
"Macy, do you even know how good I feel being around you? God dammit you are even better than drugs!" My eyes snap at him. They held so much emotion that I couldn't understand what it meant?
"I don't know if you felt the connection between us, I want to know what it is, and what it will be if it intensifies" I was out of words, he felt the sparks too? I thought it was just me feeling them! He held my face slowly as if he was testing me to see my reaction when I didn't object him, he tightened his grip on my face slightly, he leaned forward so that our heads were touching each other.
"What are you doing to me butterfly?" He said his voice holding so much emotions, my heart was beating hundred miles per second at his tone. And then he slowly leaned into my lips. This time kissing me gently than the last time in his room.
What am I doing? This is wrong right? Macy stop him goddammit!
All those thoughts were subsided by the tenderness of his lips on mine, my body responded to his touch and my mind just obeyed it by keeping shut.
Magical..
That's what I felt when his lips were on mine. He is experienced in this, I could say because the way he kissed me drove my mind blank and wild at the same time. His hand slowly descended towards my waist holding me flush against him. His grip on me tightened and that's when I gained my senses back.
No.. I have to stop it here.
I broke the kiss and we both were breathing hard. His hold still tight on me. When he leaned again, I kept my hand on his chest to stop him. "Damon no" I said my eyes still closed and our foreheads connected together.
I heard him sigh deeply and we both opened our eyes at the same time. There was a small smile on his face. At that moment I realised how beautiful he was. His lashes long enough for all the girls to envy, eyes in a dark shade of blue with black strikes in between which were not noticeable from afar, his soft lips which were on me just few moments ago.
Oh God! What have I gotten myself into?
"Stop thinking so hard butterfly! You will start growing grey hair" He said chuckling lightly. "Come lay down with me" He said while pulling me along with him on my bed. He pulled me closer to his chest, and held my face as if I was about to disappear.
That look in his eyes, it reminded me of how Matt looks at me. He still does, I don't know what to do, am I making Damon fall for me? This is not good.
No.. I can't let that happen. Not after all that I faced.
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