If you don't wanna read this, then don't... It's not really important.

So, y'know that feeling when you go from your dad's to your mom's and immediately have a fight? No? Okay, I'll describe what it's like.

So, imagine just walking with your brother to your mom's since you are gonna stay there for the weekend. At the beggining everything's fine, you show your bro a new game that you downloaded but then as you don't have anything else to say he just starts talking about totally unnecessary things and it's annoying and frustrates you, so you tell him nicely to shut up a few times but he doesn't stop so you end up kicking him in the leg. You're already frustrated and angry. Then you finally arrieve at your mum's place and it starts kinda okay, but then you just sit on the couch and your bro starts yelling at you because you sat down on his phone, so you get up trying to tell him that you don't have eyes everywhere and that he shouldn't put his phone on the couch, but whatever, he doesn't listen. You're even more frustrated. You go to yozr room where your mom attacks you with "Gimme your clothes, imma put them into the washing machine." which wouldn't be so bad if you didn't have to tell her like milion times that the hoodie and jeans were washed two days before. Anyways she keeps on rambling about how she wants to wash them and that they smell like cigarettes which is literally imposible cause the only person that smokes is your dad but you don't wear that hoodie around him and he doesn't go to your room where it is all the time. You're as frustrated as you can be. Then after a lot of yelling at each other she finally lets your clothes be. But you're already so frustrated that you continue yelling at her and your bro (who got involved in the arguement too) and then you start talking about how you two had it planned that you're gonna go to the cinema to watch Bohemian Rhapsody again and she says that 1. She thought it was a joke, to which you respond with "If it was a joke, I wouldn't talk so seriously" 2. Her pants are in the washing machine 3. There's no one to babysit your bro. Then you tell her that she could at least let you know that you two are not going and she says that she didn't know... What the fuck? After more arguing you go to your room and you just wish that you could rewind it all and come there calmly and be ob good note with her. But you can't apologize cause 1. She won't let you speak 2. You're that type of person that can't admit a mistake.

Maybe those things that made me angry are really small but I get frustrated easily.

I know that mom's got wattpad and she'll read this so I'll let her know... I don't want to be on bad note with you. This is my way of saying sorry cause I'm so fucking bad at actually saying it to your face, but it wasn't fully my mistake. I deal with some problems that I don't want to share and that makes me even more easily frustrated. Please try to understand... I'll try to understand you, but you have to try to understand me. Thank you..