Remmember how I was talking about running away? I'll do it. Tonight. Today after school I went with my friends to lunch (when you pay some money school gives you food basically, if it works different in your country), even when I am not supposed to... My dad called me when I was in the elevator on the way home. I knew he would be angry if I told him I didn't go back after school and I knew he would recognize the sound of the elevator's door, so I lied to him and said that I went to pick up the trash (did I say this right?)... He was supposed to be in work but when the elevator stopped and I walked out, he was there...  Of course he saw my school bag and stuff, so he knew I was lying... He said we will talk about it which basically means I will yell at you and maybe slap you when he gets back... Now I am sitting in my room, locked, waiting for him to arrive and crying, making plans.... Maybe I will do it now but I don't know if I have the guts for that... I don't know if he went back to work or what, so I am scared I could meet him on the way....