This is going to be a very long one hope you enjoy.

Your POV

"Why can't you just be happy for me?!" He yells and my eyes widen at his words.

"I am happy for you!" I yell back.

"Then why the fuck do you keep fighting with me?!" He yells and I shake my head.

"Because all I want is to spend some time with my boyfriend before he goes on tour! You keep coming back home and ignoring me as if I didn't even exist! Shawn we've been falling apart ever since you found out about tour." I said with tears in my eyes.

"Yeah well who's fault is that?" He spat the words with a glare and my breathing stopped for a second.

"You're seriously blaming me for this?" I say glaring back with tears running down my cheeks.

"You're the one who's always looking for attention every time I get off work it's not my fault I'm so tired!" He says and my eyes widen.

"Is that what you really think?" I ask swallowing the lump in my throat.

"I think that you're just overreacting." He says rolling his eyes.

"Alright. I'll see you whenever you get off tour." I say walking to our room and looking for a bag and cloth.

"What are you doing?" He asks.

"Leaving. You want your space, you want to be alone, you don't want me here, I'm 'overreacting'. So I'm leaving." I say putting everything I needed in the bag.

"Oh yeah? Where will you go? May I remind you that you sold your house to come live with me." He says leaning on the door frame watching me probably thinking that I'll be back later today. I'm not giving him that pleasure.

"Yes I did. Big mistake." I say finishing with my bag and closing it.

"I still think you're overreacting." Says Shawn and I laugh with tears in my eyes.

"Whatever you say Mendes. I'm still leaving." I say walking pass him and down the stairs getting my keys from the counter.

"Are you seriously doing this?" He asks and I ignore him walking out the door closing it behind me before getting in the car and spead off.

After 40 minutes driving I only stopped to get some groceries and junk and started to drive again. 20 minutes later I made it to my destination, I parked my car and took my phone.. no calls or text from Shawn. Well he lost his chance. I took the battery out and walked out of the car. The house was small.. well it was cozy still not my style of house. I walked to the wall next to it that looked more like a brick wall with weeds on it and looked for the button once I pressed my thumb to it a light came out and scanned my eyes.

"Y/N L/N." I say and it opens for me. I smile and go back to my car to drive it inside. I drive for 5 more minutes before making it to the house. It was big and I loved it. My mother design this house for me and gave it to me as an 18th birthday present. She said I would always need a place to relax and get my mind straight. And it was true every time I needed a break ether from school or a relationship or a friendship even with my own parents I would come here. The day they died I came here to cry, to be by myself and not having people remind me of what had happened.

I haven't been here for at least a year though. Ever since Shawn I had left this place aside, now it's time to come back and as always my phone is forgotten. I take all the groceries in my hands along with my bag and walk to the front door.

I took the key chain in my fingers swiping it on the place the door is suppose to have a doorknob and it opened. I walk inside and straight to the kitchen. The lights turning on everywhere I walked because of the sensers and turnig off behind me once I was somewhere else. I dropped everything on the counter and smiled looking around.

Everything is so familiar here, so calming. I walked to the fridge opening it with a sigh, the scent of it being off for so long hitting me. I took some cloth I had around for cleaning and prepared water before I started to clean it.

You may be wondering how this house still has light and water correct? Well it has solar panels close by and because I'm not here that much the light company actually pays me for the light I don't consume in order for them to use it, as for water there's a lake close by as well and that's where my water comes from.

I sighed once I was done with the fridge and put everything in it. I walked to my room with my bag and look at it. I hadn't noticed how much I've missed this place up until now.

I walked to the drawer and looked at the sketch book and the pencil on top of it. I sighed and took it in my hands walking to the window looking outside now noticing it was raining. I smile and open the sketch book to start drawing like I use to.

Once I was done I noticed I had draw Shawn. I bite my lip and shake my head. I look around the room again my eyes landing on the guitar in the corner. I smile and walk to it walking to my window again and playing some chords remembering my grandfather as he teaches me how to play and my grandmother dancing and singing to the music.

Shawn POV

It's been three days and she's still not back. What the hell did I do?! Where is she?! I can't even reach her phone it always goes straight to voice mail and it's killing me. I'm so worried, what if something happened to her? What if she never comes back? Will I even get to see her again? I look down at my phone dialing her number again this time it rang, for the first time in three days it rang. I bite my lip hoping she'll pick up and finally I hear her voice on the other line.

"Shawn?" I sob my worries leaving my body as I listen to her confused voice on the other line.

"Aren't you suppose to be at work?" She asks and I shake my head letting the tears fall.

"Where the hell are you? Baby I've been worried sick about you." I say.

"What, now all of a sudden you're worried about me?" She says and I could imagine her glaring at me.

"Baby I'm sorry.. I was just stressed I didn't know what I was doing.. I'm so sorry, please come back." I sob and I hear her sigh.

"I'll see you later Shawn." Is all she said before ending the call. What is that supposed to mean? Is she coming? Is she still mad at me? God why did I have to say the things I said?

Your POV

I sighed finally getting in the car after three days. I was going back to see Shawn. He's leaving in two days after all. Once I finally turned my phone on I had like 30 missed calls and probably more than 50 text messages all from Shawn. I bite my lip not sure if I was ready to talk to him I was still looking at the phone when it lid up more showing Shawn's name on the screen. I look at it debating if I should answer or not finally deciding to answer.

"Shawn?" I say to the phone and I hear a sob from the other side making my heart break.

"Aren't you suppose to be at work?" I ask him.

"Where the hell are you? Baby I've been worried sick about you." He says to the phone and I bite my lip with a sigh.

"What, now all of a sudden you're worried about me?" I say glaring slightly at my windshield.

"Baby I'm sorry.. I was just stressed I didn't know what I was doing.. I'm so sorry, please come back." I hear him sob on the other end and I sighed. I have to see him again.

"I'll see you later Shawn." I say ending the call and starting the car. I drive without stopping until I make it home an hour later. I walk up the steps and use my keys to open the door. As soon as I did two arms embraced me securing me to a hard chest. I hug him back just as tight.

"I'm so sorry baby. I didn't mean what I said, I wasn't thinking.. God knows I can't live without you." He says and my heart melts.

"I love you so much it hurts and you have no idea how worried I was." He says laying his head on my shoulder and I felt his tears on my shirt I smile and move my hands to play with his hair and push him away to look at me.

His eyes are red and his cheeks and nose are rosy telling me that he had been crying and the bags under his eyes showed that he hadn't been sleeping. I suddenly felt guilty for making him feel like this.

"I love you too, and I'm sorry too." I say and with that his lips crash into mine in a much needed kiss. His hands move to my ass pulling me up and I wrap my legs around his waist he pulled away from the kiss to look in my eyes.

"Never leave like that again." He says movies his kisses to my neck making me moan.

"I won't." I say moving my head back to give him more access.

"Good." He says kissing my lips again.