Shiemi's pov

I was at the roof looking down at the ground floor it was hard to see because I'm all the way up here and the floor is wayyyy down there and of course the reeling is flimsy that any one can J̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞U̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞M̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞P̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞ O̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞F̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞F̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞ F̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞R̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞O̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞M̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞ .

I had the flowers I gave to her I had the same outfit she wore on our date and had the heart shape balloon with other balloons as well but I let them go so maybe in the sky looking at me she can see them wherever she is in the sky.

And here it is our final night🌙alive
As the earth 🌏 burns🔥to the ground
Oh girl it's you that I lie with
As the atom bomb 💣 locks in
Oh it's you I watch tv 📺 with
As the world 🌍 as the world 🌎 caves in

I cry and cry some more I miss her why why why why w̶h̶y̶ w̶h̶y̶ w̶h̶y̶ w̶h̶y̶ w̶h̶y̶ W̵̶̸̻̼͉̱̄͗ͭ͟͢͢͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞Y̵̡̬͖̠̋ͫ̌ͤ̚͞͞ W̵̶̸̻̼͉̱̄͗ͭ͟͢͢͠A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠Ṡ̷̢̫̞̻͈͋͛̓̅͜͜͜͠͠͠ I҉̡̯̺̜̅́͋̃͢͜ Ṡ̷̢̫̞̻͈͋͛̓̅͜͜͜͠͠͠O̷̵҉̢̭͚̜̠ͫͣ͐͢͟͢͠͞͝ Ṡ̷̢̫̞̻͈͋͛̓̅͜͜͜͠͠͠T҉̘͙͖̠̓ͦ͑̄͜͜͟͞U̵̶̸̹̮̹̲̻͙̎ͪͣͦ͜͡͞͡͡P҉̷̧̥͚̣̉̓̕͟͜͠͞͠͝ͅI҉̡̯̺̜̅́͋̃͢͜D҉̣͍̓̎͗͜͜ I deserve this no.......... I deserve worser then this death isn't enough I need to suffer for what I did I need to feel more pain more despair for her it's all for her every thing I'm doing is for her kokichi I will make it up to you even if it's the last thing I do. Heheheheheheheheheh H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞A҉҉̦̣̤͔̟̩̋̿̏ͦ̈́̍͟͠H̴̶̵҉̨̡̛̼͎̫͓̒́̔ͩ͜͟͠͞͞ you are still here aren't you kokichi watch waiting don't worry I won't make this boring for you I promise♥ʘ‿ʘ