( ⚠️ suicide and cutting and swearing if you are sensitive to these things please don't read this if you do and blame me for it well technically your stupid I told you not to so you deserve that I don't know what to tell you also listen to the song's I put it's sort of part of the story especially this one ⚠️)

Shiemi : AND NEVER COME BACK.

after shiemi said that she instantly regretted it she didn't mean to yell but I guess she did "stupid stupid stupid dumb bitch " shiemi thought her girlfriend kokichi was only trying to help but instead she push her away knowing that she has abandoned issues and trust issues she was so stupid and dumb no she wasn't dumb she was a stupid idiot bitch that doesn't deserve someone as amazing as kokichi she deserve better like kaito she's strong and her and kokichi both like space.

It pain her so much so she got up and and walks to kokichi's dorm but she relies that the door was open "kokichi never leave her door open" shiemi thought she open the door slowly because you never know what will happen but what she saw scared her and making her wish she never said anything to hurtful to kokichi there was kokichi hanging on a rope with cuts on her arms shiemi knew her girlfriend was having suicidal thoughts but not that much to the point where she kills her self shiemi runs to her girlfriend hanging body she instantly calls the hospital and they arrived and takes her girlfriend into the emergency room.

Shiemi was waiting wondering what would happen if she never said those things to kokichi she can hear voices saying mean things about her like how she was a horrible girlfriend and that kokichi should of left her wail she still had the chance but......what if kokichi survive what if she's........D̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞E̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞A̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞D̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞ shiemi didn't want to think that kokichi will survive..........right?

All of a sudden she hears a code blue and all the doctors rush into kokichi's hospital room "nonoonnnoonononnnonnonononnnnnnonnn this can't be happening no please make it stop please let this all be a dream that I wake up with kokichi cuddling and seeing her beautiful face again hearing her perfect voice again hearing her say it's all right I got you I won't leave no matter what please please please don't die kokichi please "
Shiemi sees that the code blue was fix so now she can enter kokichi's hospital room so she did and she grabs kokichi's hand and hold it

Shiemi : please my beloved don't die I will always be waiting for you and always have been I love you kokichi I will be with you very soon don't you worry my beloved your the only girl I ever loved and will be the last girl I ever loved I said to you once and I will say it again on the day we confess our love for each other I said I would move heaven and earth for you I would stay by your side no matter what if it takes killing my self it we'll have been worth it good bye my beloved I will see you very soon and we can finally be just us together again.

Shiemi go's out of the hospital to do the U̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞N̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞T̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞H̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞I̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞N̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞K̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞A̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞B̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞L̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞E̳̳̼̟̮ͨ́ͫ͜͠͠͞͞

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