i wonder why
when we were so close
like two birds in winter
safe in each other's embrace

i wonder what

had caused us to drift
further and further apart
when we were so inseparable

i wonder who of us

misses those times the most
and still secretly wishes
things turned out differently

i wonder when it started

this frivolous feud
so i could go back in time
and stop myself

i wonder where

was the last time we talked
expecting to see each other again
but that day never came

i wonder which of us

will take the first move
so that we re-unite
now that you've grown
i find myself admiring you more
in moments when i couldn't breathe
a smile you rarely bestow shines down on me
from the many nostalgic memories
i share with you

and when i remember these
i always think whether or not
you think of me as much as I
think of you.

i love you from the memories

i love you for the memories
i love you for the one you are
and i never thought i'd say this

but here i am, brave and understanding
if i'll have a future, i want you in it
a future without you seems so dark
so will you please accept this part
as my future partner?
where we build a home together
or at least spend the rest of our lives
in each other's comfortable embrace?

if you ask me what about you

made me love so much
i would say... it's everything that makes you.
from your constant scowls, to your rare smiles,
to your rude comments that show concern,
and when you break that facade and just show
your true emotions.
everything about you
made me love you.

so, please...
i wish for your happiness,
but i want for it to be with me,
will you accept this selfish request of mine?
if only you are willing?

~ archive of my character's heart (guess who~)