DRUGS

I swallow the pill of ecstasy
Feeling so dizzy by the air of fantasy
This is the way I escape from reality
For the bitter truth have take my sanity

Nobody cares for my ghostly presence
In their hatred eyes. I have no existence
Late at night. I'm a dark shadow
In my heart. I feel nothing but hollow

I'm lonely without beacon of light
Hollowness keeps me up all night
Just tonight, I wish for a true friend
Who can stay till the very end

There are no lights and pitch darkness
They left town with my happiness
I tell myself everything will be okay
Drinking these pills is the only way

To heal all my wound scars and pain
I feel the sharp needles and chains
Every I break down and torn apart
All the way to my already fragile heart

Tears roll down on the floor
I cry, I feel no true love anymore
My life is a hell fucking mess
I drown deep in the sadness

I feel lost in the vehement waves
Pulling my soul into the chaotic caves
In the blurry paths and hard riddles
I'm stuck in the unknown middle

My eyes are full of overdose of euphoria
These sleepless nights, I feel insomnia
Call me insane that is my name
Every second, I get myself to blame

This is how the pills make me feel
My heart feel a cold of icy steel
Life goes up 'n' down like wheels
I'm at the bottom, for me it kills

Lately I have enough of this wild ride
In my hand, I have ropes of suicide

I'm on top there's nothing to brag
To bravely the die along with the drugs