HAUNTED MEMORIES

Every night, I feel an inveatable shiver
Under these bed sheets, I make a prayer
To stop this pain, so I can break free
Wishing silence softly embrace me

No matter what I do, I can't escape
Darkness hold me through the nape
I'm interwoven by webs of dizzy motions
My soul tangles by the spiral illusions

My fragile and broken heart beats fast
When time have take in the past
The bad visions of you starts to flash
Right into my eyes with a hurtful slash

The hard bitter times is forgotten
They come back again and I'm frozen
My world painted by void madness
Someone pours the bottle of sadness

The day you take the pieces of my heart
You give to someone. I'm torn apart
So torn apart, I cry late at night
You have a lover is a worst sight

Girl tell me, how to be alive completely
Everyday of my life is pure insanity
You call me the damsel in distress
For every second, I feel utterly depress

In the back of my mind, I feel so weak
Your jar of toxic have spill its leak
Words slice my skin like a sword
You curse me badly and nothing more

How can I move on and start over
You stab me over and over
All the way to my wound chest
I'm bleeding and I can't rest

Every moment, I fight against the waves
The force pulls me back in the caves

I sink deep in the water of miseries
Drowning into the haunted memories