It's just been three fucking days of almost straight heartache, and I hate it.

I want it to end...

It hurts...

It's always around 11:30 AM-ish when it hits, and I FUCKING HATE IT

I'm sorry for complaining, I really am, but if I keep quiet it just gnaws away at my mind, and I don't like it.

I want it to stop... please, God, make it stop...

I... I hate to say it, but... I almost just want to hurt myself mentally so I don't focus on the ache anymore.

Throw an insult at me

Or maybe just something nasty

...Please?