Wala na akong napagpilian kundi gawin ang sinabi niya. Nang pumasok siya sa banyo ay naiwan akong nakatayo sa gitna ng silid. Wala naman akong puwedeng upuan kaya doon na lang ako naghintay sa paanan ng kama.

I took off my jacket, leaving just my tank top to combat the warmth of the room. With a sigh, I kicked off my sneakers, not wanting to track dirt all over his floor. Wala sa plano ko ang pumunta dito ngayong araw, pero kahit naiirita ako kay Hans ay hindi pa rin mawawala ang katotohanang mas napanatag ako ngayon na kasama ko siya.

Minutes ticked by slowly as I waited, the silence of the room broken only by the sound of running water from the bathroom. I glanced around, taking in the simple furnishings of Hans's living space. It was modest, but it felt cozy and inviting, a reflection of him. Walang kahit anong kaartehan.

Finally, the bathroom door opened, and Hans stepped out, his damp hair tousled and his skin glistening from the shower. He wore only a towel hung loosely around his hips, revealing the defined muscles of his chest and arms. My breath caught in my throat at the sight of him. Hindi ito ang unang beses kong nakita ang katawan niya, madalas ay topless naman siya sa rancho. Kaya lang ito nag unang beses na makikita ko iyon nang nakakulong kami sa iisang silid.

Silid pa niya!

Hans's gaze met mine, and a small smile tugged at the corners of his lips. "Pasensya kung natagalan kang naghintay," he said, his voice husky from the steam of the shower.

I shook my head, unable to tear my eyes away from him. "No need to apologize," I replied, my voice barely above a whisper. "You take all the time you need."

He walked over to the closet, rummaging through his clothes as he selected a fresh set to wear. I watched him, my heart swelling with affection for this man who had captured my heart in ways I never thought possible.

Bigla na namang pumasok sa isip ko na ayaw sa kaniya ni Daddy. Kahit sino pa ang umayaw kay Hans, basta gusto ko siya ay wala silang magagawa.

As he dressed, I couldn't help but admire the way his muscles shifted beneath his skin, the way his movements were fluid and graceful. Mukhang wala siyang balak na dalhin ang pagbibihis pabalik sa banyo kaya ako na ang nag-iwas ng tingin nang tanggalin niya ang tuwalyang nakatapi sa ibabang bahagi ng kaniyang katawan.

Once he was dressed, Hans turned to face me. Lumakad siyang palapit sa akin at naupo sa tabi ko. Medyo maaliwalas na ang mukha niya kumpara sa kanina. Walang nagsasalita sa aming dalawa, nanatili lang kaming nakatitig sa isa't isa.

Damn, I love this guy!

He took a deep breath and spoke softly. "Sorry kung medyo nainis ako kanina. Ayokong pumunta ka sa shop nang hindi mo sinasabi sa akin. What if I wasn't there? Those guys... they might have done something inappropriate to you. I just couldn't forgive myself if that happens."

I nodded, now understanding his reaction. His concern was genuine, and I could see the worry in his eyes. Palagi namang maingat at maalaga sa akin si Hans kaya normal na reaksyon iyon.

"I'm sorry too if I got jealous and accsued you of having a chick on the side. Hindi ko dapat ginawa iyon. It's just that... seeing that girl there, it made me insecure. I know I shouldn't have doubted you."

Hans's expression softened further, and he reached out to hold my hand. "Caice, wala kang dapat ipagselos. Kung puwede ka lang pumasok sa isip ko, check mo pa. Ikaw lang laman nito bawat oras, bawat minuto. Minsan iniisip ko nga kung normal pa ba 'to, eh."

Nawala ang lahat ng inis na nararamdaman ko sa simpleng ganyan niya pa lang. I sighed and nodded, wala namang dahilan para hindi paniwalaan si Hans. Mahal niya ako, alam kong totoo iyon.

"I'm sorry... sometimes, I can't help it. I trust you, but I get scared."

"Natatakot rin naman ako, Caice, eh. I'm scared of losing you. That's why I get protective sometimes. Mahal kita, and I don't want anything bad to happen to you."

Inabot ni Hans ang aking kamay at hinila akong papalapit sa kaniya, nagpaubaya ako hanggang sa mayakap niya ako ng husto. He looked tired, halata iyon sa mga mata niya. Hindi pa siguro siya nakakatulog ng ayos, miski naman ako ay wala pa ring matinong tulog. Anong oras na rin kasi natapos ang party kagabi.

"I'm sorry, inabala kita..." Humilig ako sa kaniyang balikat at isiniksik ang mukha sa gilid ng kaniyang leeg. Hm, bango. Palibhasa bagong ligo. Bigla naman akong tinamaan ng hiya. Baka mamaya ay amoy araw pa ako dahil nag-tricycle lang naman ako papunta dito.

"Kahit kailan ay hindi ka magiging abala sa akin, Caice," malambing niyang bulong kasabay ng marahang haplos sa aking hantad na braso. "I would drop everything for you."

Alam ko at naniniwala ako doon. Hans would always put me first. "Pagod ka? Hindi ka pa ata nakakapagpahinga ng sapat."

"Ayos na ko," paniniyak niya, mas inilapit pa ang katawan ko sa kaniya. "Ikaw ang pahinga ko, eh."

I giggled against his neck, feeling his warmth. As I pressed closer, I kissed the side of his neck softly. I felt him stiffen, but he didn't move away or say anything. Encouraged, I kissed him again, little pecks that gradually became bolder. I darted my tongue out to taste him, relishing the salty, slightly musky flavor of his skin.

Masarap pala si Hans!

Hans groaned, his grip on me tightening. "Caice... anong ginagawa mo?"

I shrugged, my lips still brushing against his neck. "Wala, gusto lang kitang halikan dito. Masarap lang..."

He pulled back slightly to look at me, his eyes dark with a mix of confusion and desire. "Ito ba ang balak mo kaya mo ako pinuntahan dito?"

Natatawang umiling ako. "Hindi, ah!"

Hindi naman talaga! Pumunta ako dito dahil nalulungkot ako at gusto ko siyang makita, makasama at makausap. How could they not like Hans? Lahat ng tungkol sa taong ito ay gusto ko, mahal ko. If only they could see him through my eyes, they would've loved him too!

I bit my lip, feeling a little shy but determined. "Pero gusto kong maghalikan tayo. Puwede ba 'yun? Ito lang gagawin natin buong araw. Wala tayong ibang iisipin, iintindihin. Ikaw at ako lang. Tayo lang."

Pinagmasdan lang ako ni Hans. Puwede naman siguro dahil boyfriend ko na siya! Hindi naman siguro masama kung hihilingin kong halikan niya ako, 'di ba?

"Please? Sana puwede..."

Hans's expression softened, and he cupped my face with his hands. "Basta ikaw," he murmured, leaning in to kiss me softly on the lips. The kiss deepened, and I felt the heat between us rising. I lost myself in the sensation, the world around us fading away.

Gustong-gusto kong mahalikan ng husto at iyon ang ginawa ni Hans. As our kisses grew more passionate, I felt a boldness surge through me. With a slight hesitation but driven by desire, I took the bold move and straddled him. Hans groaned into my mouth, his hands instinctively moving to my thighs, carefully positioning me on his lap, his lips never leaving mine. I could feel his need for me as intensely as my own.

Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang ganito, para akong nauuhaw pero hindi sa tubig o anong inumin. Si Hans! Siya ang hinahanap-hanap ko.

I moaned softly as the heat of his palms seeped through the fabric of my jeans, sending shivers down my spine. His hands roamed from my thighs up to my waist, pulling me closer. Every touch, every caress made my skin tingle, and I felt an overwhelming need to be closer to him, to feel every inch of him.

Hans's kisses trailed down to my neck, his breath hot against my skin. Masarap din pala kung sa akin iyon gagawin, 'yung ako naman ang hahalikan doon.

"Caice, baby..." He whispered, his voice thick with desire. "You drive me crazy..."

I could only moan in response, my fingers threading through his damp hair, pulling him closer. His hands moved to my back, tracing slow, burning lines that made me arch against him. Every touch, every kiss felt electric, like a fire igniting between us.

Hindi ko na inintindi kung tama pa ba itong ginagawa naming pagdama sa isa't isa dahil masyado na akong nadadala sa sarap. Gustong gusto ko ang ginagawa niya sa akin.

I could feel him hard and needy beneath me. Virgin ako, pero hindi ako tanga. Alam ko kung ano iyon at parang mas lalo akong natutuksong tuksuhin siya. The intensity of our closeness made my heart race, and I couldn't help but grind against him, seeking more of the sensation that made my head spin.

"Caice," he groaned, his voice a mixture of restraint and longing. "If we don't stop now..."

"Who said about stopping?" I whispered back, capturing his lips in another searing kiss. "Let's not stop... Please? Can't we stay like this forever?"

Hans's grip tightened, and I could feel the battle within him, the struggle between desire and self-control. But at that moment, nothing else mattered to me. I wanted him, needed him in a way that was overwhelming and consuming.

He pulled back slightly, his forehead resting against mine. "Kung ako lang ang masusunod, Caice... Gustong gusto ko. But damn, there's too much at stake."

I groaned in frustration, pushing him down on the bed with slight force. Before he could protest, I shed off my tank top, leaving me in nothing but my skin-tone bra, which did very little to hide my protruding nipples. Hans's breath hitched, his eyes wide and locked onto me, unable to look away.

Taking his reaction as a good sign, I ground my hips against him, feeling the hardness of his erection pressing against my ass. A deep, primal need surged within me, and I leaned down to kiss him fiercely, pouring all my frustration into that kiss.

"Caice," he gasped between kisses, his hands instinctively moving to my waist, holding me tightly. "What are we doing, baby?"

"I want you, Hans," I whispered, my voice thick with need. "I don't care about anything else right now. I need you."

He groaned, his resolve wavering as I kissed along his jawline, down to his neck, nipping and sucking at his skin.

"You're making this really hard, Caice," he muttered, his hands roaming up my back, fingers tracing the strap of my bra.

"That's the point," I teased, grinding against him again, feeling the delicious friction between us. "I want you to feel how much I need you."

Hans's hands trembled slightly as he reached behind me, unclasping my bra with a deft movement. He slid the straps off my shoulders, and I let the bra fall away, exposing my breasts to his hungry gaze. He sucked in a breath, his eyes darkening with desire as he cupped my breasts, his thumbs brushing over my nipples.

"Oh God, Hans," I moaned, arching into his touch, the sensation sending shivers down my spine. I could feel his restraint slipping away, replaced by a burning need that matched my own.

"Fuck," his voice husky as he leaned up to capture one of my nipples in his mouth, sucking gently. The sensation was electrifying, making me gasp and grip his shoulders for support.

"Hans," I whimpered, feeling the heat pooling between my thighs.

He moved his hands to my hips, guiding my movements as I ground against him, our bodies moving in a rhythm that felt so right. His other hand slid down to my jeans, deftly unbuttoning them and sliding them down my hips. Kinakabahan ako pero mamamatay muna ako bago ko siya pahintuin! I wanted this. I wanted to do this with him! I knew that much.

"Sigurado kang gusto mo?" he asked, his voice strained with desire, his eyes searching mine for any hesitation.

Lalo akong na-excite kasi halatang nanggigigil siya sa akin kahit pa pigilan niya ang kaniyang reaksyon.

"Yes," I breathed, pulling his shirt off over his head, running my hands over his toned chest. Dinama ko siyang nag-iinit sa aking palad. "I've never been more sure about anything."

With a growl, he flipped us over so he was on top, his hands and mouth exploring my body with a fervor that left me breathless. He kissed his way down my stomach, pausing at the waistband of my panties, his eyes locking onto mine.

"Sa'kin na 'to... Kapag hinalikan ko 'to, sa'kin lang 'to..." he murmured, his voice filled with raw emotion. Naroon rin ang marahan na pagbabanta. Wala naman na akong balak ibigay pa ang sarili ko sa iba, sa kaniya lang!

"I'm all yours, Hans..." I assured him, reaching down to guide his hand to the heat between my thighs.

Hans groaned, his eyes darkening with desire as he swiftly pulled my panties off along with the rest of my jeans. I parted my legs instinctively, welcoming him closer, my heart pounding with anticipation. Alam kong eventually ay sa ganito rin kami mauuwi ni Hans, pero hindi ko inaasahan na magiging masyadong maaga ito para sa amin. But damn, I wanted him now.

He moved down, positioning himself between my thighs, his breath warm against my most sensitive area. The first touch of his tongue against my folds sent a shockwave through my body, making me convulse with pleasure. My legs trembled uncontrollably, and I gasped, gripping the sheets beneath me.

"Oh, Hans..." I moaned, my fingers threading through his hair as he licked and teased, his tongue exploring every inch of me. The sensations were overwhelming, making me lose all sense of time and place.

He hummed against me, the vibrations adding another layer of pleasure. Then, his fingers joined in, sliding into me with ease, moving in sync with his tongue. I arched my back, my body responding to his touch in ways I'd never experienced before.

"More, please..." I begged, my voice barely above a whisper.

Hans increased the intensity, his fingers curling inside me, hitting just the right spot. His tongue worked relentlessly, driving me to the brink of madness. The pleasure built up inside me, coiling tighter and tighter until I felt like I was going to explode.

Hindi ko maipaliwanag ng husto ang kakaibang sarap na nararamdaman ko sa ginagawa ni Hans. Basta ang alam ko lang ay ayaw kong matapos ito.

"I can't... I'm going to..." I couldn't even finish my sentence as the orgasm ripped through me, my entire body shaking with the force of it. I cried out, my legs clamping around his head as I rode out the waves of ecstasy.

Hans didn't stop, his mouth and fingers working me through my climax, prolonging the pleasure until I was left panting and trembling beneath him.

I orgasmed. For the first time in my life, I experienced it. And it was nothing short of magical! It felt so damn good!

Finally, he pulled back, his face glistening with my arousal, a satisfied smile on his lips.

He crawled up my body, kissing me deeply, letting me taste myself on his tongue. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang lasa nu'n. Hindi ko masabi kung masarap o ano, pero mukhang sarap na sarap siya, gustong gusto niya.

"You're so beautiful when you come," he whispered against my lips, his voice filled with adoration.

I smiled, still catching my breath. "I've never felt anything like that before, Hans..."

He brushed a strand of hair away from my face, his eyes softening. "You deserve to feel this good, Caice. And I'll make sure you do, every single time."

I pulled him closer, our bodies pressing together, the heat between us rekindling. "Then don't stop now," I murmured, kissing him hungrily. "I want more of you."

Hans groaned, his hands roaming my body, igniting every nerve ending. "As you wish, my love," he whispered. "As you wish..."

He pulled back just enough to shed his jeans and boxers, leaving him completely naked above me. I couldn't help but let my eyes wander, taking in every detail of his chiseled physique. His muscles were well-defined, each movement showcasing his strength. But what held my attention most was his impressive erection, standing tall and thick. I swallowed hard.

Medyo natakot ako pero hindi ko iyon uurungan!

Hans noticed my gaze and chuckled softly, leaning down to kiss me reassuringly. "We'll take it slow. I promise."

Alam kong pag sinabi ni Hans ay gagawin niya, kaya nagtitiwala akong tumango.

He positioned himself between my legs. I felt the head of his cock press against my entrance, and I instinctively parted my legs wider, welcoming him. He moved his hips, rubbing himself against my folds, coating his length with my arousal.

"Ang sarap, fuck..." Bulong niya na halos para sa sarili niya lang. Muli niya akong niyuko at tinanong. "Are you ready?"

"Yes," I whispered, my heart racing.

With a deep breath, Hans began to push into me, inch by inch. The initial stretch was intense, but the pleasure quickly followed, making me moan softly. He moved slowly, allowing me time to adjust to his size, his eyes locked on mine, watching for any sign of discomfort.

"God, you feel amazing," he groaned, his hands gripping my hips. "So tight and warm."

I gasped as he pushed deeper, filling me completely. The sensation was overwhelming, a perfect blend of pleasure and pain. I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer, wanting more of him.

Nasasaktan ako pero hindi ko gustong umalis siya doon. Kung puwede lang ay manatili na siya sa loob ko, eh!

He began to move, slowly at first, his thrusts measured and deliberate. Each movement sent waves of pleasure through my body, building with each stroke. The sensation of him deep inside me was like nothing I had ever experienced, every nerve ending alive with sensation.

"Harder," I whispered, my voice trembling with need. "Please, Hans. I need more."

He obliged, his thrusts becoming faster and more powerful. The room was filled with the sounds of our lovemaking, our moans and gasps mingling with the rhythmic slap of skin against skin. I could feel the tension building inside me, coiling tighter and tighter with each thrust.

Hans leaned down, capturing my lips in a searing kiss, his tongue exploring my mouth as he drove into me harder. I felt like I was on the edge of a precipice, ready to fall into the abyss of pleasure. At hindi ako nag-iisa, kasama ko si Hans.

"I'm close," I gasped, my body trembling with the effort to hold back.

"Me too," Hans groaned, his movements becoming more erratic. "Come for me, Caice. Let go."

His words pushed me over the edge, and I cried out as another orgasm ripped through me, my body convulsing with the force of it. Hans followed soon after, his release spilling inside me, filling me with warmth.

We stayed like that for a moment, wrapped in each other's arms, our breaths mingling as we came down from the high.

"So, this is sex, huh?" I whispered in ragged breathing.

Humihingal na tumango si Hans, nakangising pinagmamasdan akong masarapan.

"We're doing it again!"

Humalakhak siya bago muling angkinin ang aking mga labi sa isang mapanuksong halik.

"Damn, I love you, Caice."