"Meron, marami. Kaya lang hindi ko naman sila gusto!" Sabi ko kay Hans nang tanungin niya ako kung sa nakalipas bang mga taon ay nagkaroon ako ng mga manliligaw, nasabi ko na kasi sa kaniya kanina na wala akong ibang naging boyfriend. Binalikan niya na naman. "Hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit, pero I never dated anyone. Siguro dahil na rin sa busy ako. Ikaw ba? May iba kang nagustuhan? Fling? Fubu?"

Medyo tumagilid ako ng higa, ayaw ko kasing makita niya na apektado ako kung meron nga. Hindi naman ako magagalit, eh. Lalaki siya, they needed that. Sa loob ng siyam na taon ba naman! Makukuntento na lamang ako na wala siyang ibang minahal kundi ako.

"Hmm," tumingala si Hans, hindi ko masyadong makita dahil brownout pa rin. "Wala rin..."

Napakunot ang noo ko sa kanyang sinabi, at napatingin ako sa kanya. "Wala rin?" ulit ko, ang aking mga mata nagtatanong.

"Oo," sagot niya, kalmado pa rin ang boses.

Biglang lumaki ang mga mata ko at hindi ko napigilang tapikin ang kanyang dibdib. "Hans, huwag kang magsinungaling sa akin!"

Tumawa siya nang mahina at hinila ako, mas pinalapit pa sa kaniyang katawan. "Hindi ako nagsisinungaling, Caice. Wala talagang iba. Hindi ako nagkaroon ng fling, fubu, o kahit ano pa."

"Talaga?" Hindi ko mapigilan ang aking sariling magtanong ulit. "How come? It's been nine years, Hans! Hindi biro iyon. Hindi naman ako magagalit kung nagkaroon nga ng iba sa bahaging iyon. I just want to know."

"Baby, when did I ever lie to you?" Masuyo niyang tanong, he guided me by the chin so I would look at him. "Ikaw lang ang gusto ko, Caice. I didn't even try to look somewhere else dahil alam kong wala akong mahahanap na gugustuhin kong higit sa pagkakagusto ko sa'yo."

"Pero lalaki ka! You have needs!" Naiiling ko pa ring sabi, but my curiosity got the better of me.

My hand slowly reached down to the bulge between his thighs, gently touching him through his sweatpants. Hans groaned woundedly, his breath hitching at the sudden contact.

"Caice," he whispered, his voice husky with need.

I bit my lip, feeling a mixture of boldness and hesitation. "So, you never...?" I trailed off, my fingers brushing against him more firmly.

He exhaled sharply, his grip tightening on my chin. "I used to think of you a lot," he confessed, his voice low and rough. "I'd imagine your touch, your lips, and it would take care of all my needs."

A shiver ran down my spine at his words. "Tell me more," I urged, my hand now stroking him through the fabric. "What did you think about?"

His eyes darkened, and he moved closer, his lips almost brushing mine. "I thought about the way you'd look at me, the way your body would react when I touched you," he murmured. "I imagined the sounds you'd make, how you'd beg for more."

I felt a flush of heat spread across my cheeks and down my body. Kung wala siyang naging karanasan sa iba sa loob ng siyam na taon ay mas lalo naman ako! The last time I had sex was with him. And no, I never dared touch myself! Dahil alam kong kapag sinubukan kong gawin iyon ay mas na maaalala ko lang siya.

"Hans..." I whispered, feeling my own arousal grow. Lalo nang maramdaman kong kumibot iyon bilang tugon sa aking haplos.

His hand slid down to cover mine, guiding my movements. Hindi pa nakuntento at ipinasok niya iyon sa loob ng suot na sweatpants. Napasinghap ako sa kapangahasan niya. Oh, well. Siyam na taon!

"I'd picture you, naked and writhing beneath me," he continued, his voice deepening. "Your skin flushed, your breaths coming in short gasps as I took you."

A soft moan escaped my lips as his words painted vivid images in my mind.

"Did you touch yourself thinking about me?" I asked breathlessly, my hand now moving with more purpose.

"Every single time," he growled, his hips thrusting lightly against my hand. "I'd stroke myself, imagining it was your hand, your mouth."

My heart pounded, and I couldn't hold back a whimper.

"Show me," I whispered, my voice trembling with anticipation. "Show me how you touched yourself."

Hans's eyes blazed with desire as he reached down to push his sweatpants down, freeing his erection. He took my hand and wrapped it around his length, guiding me in slow, deliberate strokes.

"Tangina, Caice..." he said hoarsely, his eyes never leaving mine.

I watched, entranced, as his hand covered mine, his movements confident and sure. Hindi ko napigilang yukuin iyon. Damn! It was bigger than I remembered.

"You feel so good," he groaned, his head falling back. "Just like I imagined."

I leaned in, pressing my lips to his ear. "Did you ever imagine me doing this?"

He shuddered, his breaths coming faster.

"Yes," he rasped. "I'd think about you touching me, teasing me, until I couldn't take it anymore."

I tightened my grip, moving faster. "And then what?" I asked, my own arousal building to a fever pitch.

"I'd come, hard," he gasped, his hips bucking. "Calling out your name, wishing you were there."

I looked into his eyes, filled with an intense hunger. "I want to go down on you," I whispered, my voice trembling with anticipation. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako kumuha ng lakas ng loob na sabihin iyon, but I knew I wanted to do that.

Hans cursed under his breath, lalong dumilim ang anyo. "Fuck, Caice," he muttered, staring at my lips.

Hindi na nag-aksaya pa ng oras si Hans at agad niya ako siniil ng maalab na halik. He captured my mouth in a hard, demanding kiss. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang labis niyang pangungulila sa akin sa pamamagitan ng halik na iyon.

Gusto ko mang humaba pa iyon ay mas nanaig naman ang pagnanasa kong bumaba roon. So, I pushed him away, breaking the kiss. "I want your cock in my mouth,"

A guttural groan escaped his lips, his hand moving to the back of my neck. "You don't know what you do to me," he said hoarsely, his grip tightening. "Fuck. Do it. Now."

Without another word, Hans guided me down with force, his hand firm on my neck. I licked my lips, savoring the anticipation as I settled between his legs. I could feel the heat radiating from him, his erection straining against the fabric of his sweatpants. Hindi niya kasi iyon hustong naibaba.

Slowly, I pulled it down. My eyes widened at the sight, my mouth watering in anticipation. "You're so hard," I breathed, my fingers lightly tracing the veins along his shaft.

"Kasalanan mo 'yan, Caice..." Sabi niya sa namamaos na tinig. "Now, take me in your mouth. Show me how much you want this."

I wrapped my hand around the base of his cock, feeling the hot, velvety skin beneath my fingers. Leaning in, I pressed a soft kiss to the tip, tasting the bead of precum that had formed there. Hans groaned, his hand tightening on my neck, urging me to take him deeper.

Opening my mouth, I slowly took him in, my tongue swirling around the head before sliding down his length. He hissed in pleasure, his hips lifting slightly to meet my mouth.

"Fuck, Caice," he moaned. "Just like that."

Encouraged by his response, I began to move, taking him deeper with each bob of my head. My hand worked in tandem with my mouth, stroking the base as I sucked him. His moans grew louder, his breaths coming in ragged gasps.

I could feel his hand trembling on my neck, his grip tightening as I increased my pace. "You're so fucking good at this," he groaned. "Your mouth... it feels incredible."

I hummed around his length, sending vibrations through him. His hips bucked, forcing more of his cock into my mouth.

"Shit, Caice," he gasped. "I'm close... so close."

His words only spurred me on. I took him deeper, hollowing my cheeks as I sucked him harder. My hand moved faster, stroking him with firm, precise movements. Hans's moans turned into desperate, broken sounds as he neared his climax.

"Gonna come," he warned, his voice strained. "Gonna fill your mouth with my cum."

I moaned in response, the vibrations pushing him over the edge. With a final, guttural groan, Hans exploded in my mouth, hot spurts of his release filling me. I swallowed eagerly, savoring the taste of him.

As his orgasm subsided, I gently licked him clean, my eyes meeting his. Hans pulled me up, his lips crashing onto mine in a fierce kiss.

"You're incredible," he murmured against my lips. "I don't ever want to lose you again. Ikamamatay ko, Caice."

I laughed softly, kissing him back with all the love and passion I felt.

"You'll never lose me," I promised, my lips brushing against his. "Not now, not ever."

His hand traveled down to the middle of my thighs, and I groaned, feeling the heat pooling between my legs. He smirked, his eyes darkening with desire.

"Anong gusto ng baby ko?" he asked, his voice low and seductive.

Instead of answering, I guided his hand inside my shorts, feeling his fingers slip beneath the fabric of my panties. I moaned as his fingers brushed against my wetness, my body arching into his touch.

Hans's breath hitched, his fingers exploring the slick folds of my pussy. "So wet for me," he whispered, his voice filled with awe and lust. "You want this, don't you? You want me to make you come."

I nodded, unable to find my voice, my hips grinding against his hand.

His eyes burned with intensity as he whispered in my ear, "Ride my face."

Hinilang pababa ni Hans ang shorts ko along with my panties, leaving me naked from the waist down. Lalong uminit ang pakiramdam ko. Without hesitation, I shifted, moving to straddle his face. His hands gripped my thighs, guiding me until I was positioned just right.

"Let me taste you," he groaned, his breath hot against my core.

I lowered myself onto his mouth, moaning as his tongue delved into me, licking and sucking with a hunger that matched my own. "Oh God, Hans," I gasped, my hands tangling in his hair as I rocked my hips against his face.

He growled in response, the vibrations sending jolts of pleasure through me. His tongue flicked against my clit, and I cried out, my body trembling with need.

"Yes, right there," I moaned. "Don't stop."

Hans didn't need any more encouragement. His tongue moved faster, his hands gripping my hips to hold me steady as he devoured me. I rode his face with abandon, my pleasure building to a fever pitch.

Tuluyan na akong nawawala sa aking sarili dahil sa ginagawa ni Hans. Mas pinagbuti pa niya!

"God, Hans!" Mahina kong ungol.

He responded with a low, guttural moan, his tongue working magic on my clit. I could feel the tension coiling in my belly, ready to snap. With a final, desperate cry, I came hard, my orgasm crashing over me like a tidal wave.

Hans continued to lick and suck, drawing out my pleasure until I was a trembling mess above him. Nanghihinang bumagsak ako sa tabi ni Hans kasabay ng pagpikit ng aking mga mata.

But Hans didn't let me recover. He moved swiftly, positioning himself on top of me, his eyes dark with desire. "We have so much more to catch up on," he whispered, his voice a low, seductive growl.

I felt the weight of him pressing down on me, his hard shaft nudging against my entrance. I gasped, my body responding instantly to his touch. "Hans," I breathed, my hands gripping his shoulders as he slowly pushed inside me.

He groaned, the sound deep and primal. "God, Caice, you feel so good," he murmured, his lips brushing against my ear. "So tight, so perfect."

I moaned, wrapping my legs around his waist, urging him deeper. "I've missed you," I whispered, my voice trembling with emotion. "So much."

Hans responded by thrusting into me, filling me completely. I cried out, the sensation overwhelming. He began to move, setting a slow, steady rhythm that had me moaning and writhing beneath him.

"You're mine," he growled, his hands gripping my hips as he drove into me. "You've always been mine."

"Yes," I gasped, my nails digging into his back. "Always."

The intensity of our connection, the raw emotion between us, made everything feel heightened, more vivid. Every thrust, every touch, sent waves of pleasure through me. Hans leaned down, capturing my lips in a searing kiss, his tongue tangling with mine.

"I've dreamed about this," he murmured against my lips. "About being inside you, making you mine again."

I moaned, my body arching into his.

His pace quickened, each thrust driving me closer to the edge. I could feel the tension building again, the pleasure coiling tightly in my belly.

"Come for me, Caice," he whispered, his voice rough with need. "I want to feel you come around me."

His words sent me over the edge. I cried out, my body convulsing as another powerful orgasm washed over me. Hans groaned, his movements becoming erratic as he followed me into bliss. With a final, deep thrust, he came, filling me with his warmth.

"Pakasal na tayo,"

"Marry me, please..."

We both froze, our words hanging in the air. For a moment, the world seemed to stop as our gazes locked. Hans's eyes were filled with a mix of surprise, joy, and an intensity that made my heart race. I could see the emotions swirling within them, reflecting the depth of our love for each other.

And then, as if on cue, we both broke into laughter. It started as a soft chuckle but quickly grew into uncontrollable mirth.

Oh, I love him so bad.