once the boys had found a room for their night activities, yuta displayed all his products on the table of the room.

"yeah!" donghyuck exclaimed picking a bag full of drug and opening it, ready to swallow it all in one gulp.

"no, no, no..." mark snatched the bag from his boyfriend before anything could enter him metabolism. "you're trying something new tonight."

donghyuck pouted, whining for a few seconds until mark calmed him down by placing his hand onto his thigh and gripping hard, causing the younger to emit a moan.

"mark, we're in the room as well." ten said, taking a sip of his brewage.

"it's to calm him down." mark replied uninterested.

"i don't care." ten raised a brow. "keep your hands to yourself."

mark rolled his eyes, diverting his attention to yuta who was taking a few more things out of his bag.

"what is this?" donghyuck asked, staring at the little tubes yuta had pulled out.

"these are syringes." mark replied.

"are we having blood tests?" donghyuck looked at mark with frightened eyes.

"no, baby." mark chuckled. "it's for an injection."

donghyuck nodded, watching yuta dilute a whitish power in a glass of water and emptying the liquid in some of the syringes.

"an injection of what?" donghyuck asked, his eyes fixed on the long pointy needle.

"heroin." yuta said, handing mark a syringe.

donghyuck watched carefully as mark prepared the syringe.

"do you want me to show you how it is first?" mark asked his boyfriend.

donghyuck nodded, not really fan of the idea of inecting something in his body with a syringe.

"watch, baby." mark said with a smile.

donghyuck's eyes widened as mark rolled up his sleeve before digging the needle under his skin and injecting the liquid right through his vein.

mark pulled the needle out, throwing it on the floor before resting his back on his boyfriend's chest, his head resting on one of his shoulders as his heartbeat quickened and he started panting, feeling the euphoria slowly rising into his body.

donghyuck looked around the room as johnny and taeyong were in the same state as mark, and ten was about to inject the drug in his body.

donghyuck diverted his eyes to his boyfriend who had the biggest smile plastered on his face as his held donghyuck's thigh.

this seemed to be a really good trip.

and donghyuck wanted to try it more and more with each second coming.

"i want to try too." donghyuck told yuta.

the drug dealer nodded with a smile.

"let me prepare it for you."

donghyuck hugged his laughing boyfriend as he watched yuta preparing his shoot.

the dealer then handed donghyuck the product.

"can you do it alone?" yuta asked.

"i'm not very sure..." donghyuck replied.

"you have to push the needle under your skin. aim for a vein, that's where the effect kicks out the most." yuta explained, to which donghyuck nodded.

"do you want me to do it for you, baby?" mark asked, seeing his boyfriend wasn't so sure about it.

"yes please." donghyuck voluntarily accepted.

mark turned around, facing donghyuck and taking the syringe from his hand.

"give me your arm." mark said.

donghyuck held his arm out, allowing mark to hold it.

the older boy dropped kisses onto his tan skin, from his shoulder to his wrist, and then turned his arm around, licking a stripe from the inside of his wrist to the crook of his elbow.

donghyuck felt quite aroused by the sudden action.

"are you ready, baby?" mark asked his boyfriend, placing the syringe above his arm.

"yes..." donghyuck whispered, his heartbeat already accelerating.

"look at me in the eyes." mark said.

donghyuck lifted his head, his eyes falling into mark's deep brown ones.

he felt a stinging sensation on his arm, but he didn't look down. he was too mesmerized by mark's intense stare to divert his eyes.

the next seconds, donghyuck felt as if he was reviving their first encounter.

he recalled their long eye-contact, the nerdy donghyuck in his dinosaur pyjamas inside his bedroom, and bad boy mark in his neighbour's lawn, smoking.

he recalled all the feelings that took control of his heart since this very first eye contact.

and he recalled how things evolved, from them being complete opposites, to them being perfect for each other.

he recalled all the changes.

and it felt so freaking good...

☠

"call an ambulance!" mark yelled across the room.

"what?"

"he's having a seizure!"

it was later that night.

none of the boys could remember how many drinks they had had, nor which drug they had taken.

the room was a mess, drugs everywhere, alcohol spilled in every corner, and the smell of toxicity way too implanted in the room.

the night was going well, drinking, smoking, taking drugs, laughing...

everything seemed to be perfect.

but it was too perfect to be true.