Shinichi truly wanted to go back in time and so, he called out to his parents that he wanted to travel in Switzerland. His parents, Yusaku and Yukiko Kudo allowed him to go and they were the ones who did their best to take him there.

He rode in a private plane and as he travel, he dreamt about Ran's beautiful smile.

Once he arrived in Zurich, he didn't stay for very long in his hotel. He didn't even bother resting first. He quickly became busy taking turns and asking people using the english language to ask where SERN is but he realized that the search for SERN's office would be really hard.

Some people kept laughing at him for asking until one boy told him, "Hey! You're Japanese, right?"

"Yes, I am," he answered.

"Then, you know what you need to know. Don't you have internet at your Hotel?" he said.

"Why, you're right about that."

"You really look like you're panicking, sir. What you need to do is to calm yourself so that you can think more clearly and critically."

"Thanks for the advice."

He was about to give up when it started to snow. It's the Ber-months anyways. As he was having hard time asking the residents, he felt happy when he finally learned the address of where Kurisu and Okabe work as scientists. He knows inside himself that he has to find a way to revive his beloved. He can erase all of his mistakes in just one way. He doesn't know if he is re- living Okabe's old mistake before but he told himself that if Okabe achieved going to his desired world, he could also go back.

Okabe and Makise were planning their vacation inside SERN when they were surprised to see Shinichi outside their office who was clearly out of breath and collapsed after smiling. Makise quickly held him and told Okabe, "It's very cold right now. Okabe, we need to get him inside SERN, right now  why do you think he's here?"

"Makise, are you serious you want him to stay in SERN?" asked Okabe.

"Why not, Okabe? This man is re- living your past!" shouted Makise.

"Yes, I know about that but what do you want me to do? How can we help him?" she asked him.

Okabe turned back on them and started walking back inside their building when his father came to look down on them.

Okabe Hikaru frowned at Rintarou's decision and when he faced his own father, he only told his father, "I know why he appeared here. It's my decision to say no."

"Won't you regret this decision, my son?" he asked.

"I know what I want, father. I don't want to use the Time Leap Machine to alter time ever again," he answered.

"You speak like you are an adult but the truth is, you truly haven't seen your future. People may have their own destinies but, people choose what they are destined to be. Are you governed by destiny or you want to choose what you are made of?" he asked him.

"Why are you asking me stupid questions father?" Okabe asked.

"Is your heart drowned by sea of fire?" Hikaru asked his own son.

Okabe looked at Makise and at the unconscious Shinichi outside the building while looking at them through the transparent glass walls. "Is your heart still angry at yourself for altering time lines?"

Okabe then stared at his own father, "Are you saying I need to alter time over again? Haven't we promised to never do it over again?"

"Haven't I told you that you haven't destroyed World War 3? You only changed it! Bare in your arms the danger of altering time, OKABE RINTAROU!!!"

Mayuri also appeared before him and Rintarou saw her sad eyes looking straight back at him. "Okarin, I don't know what you are all talking about but if Shinichi truly wanted your help, why don't you give it back to him?"

"Mayuri... I.... I don't know. I can't... I don't want to risk your life anymore!" 

Mayuri went beside him, touched her left cheek and said, "I won't be hurt anymore. I'm here. You're my childhood friend, remember? I'm begging you to help Kudo Shinichi! Onegaishimasu!"

"Demo Mayuri!" 

"Son, I am ordering you to do it. In this way, we can destroy the Black Organization before it invades SERN. The fate of this world is in your hands," Okabe Hikaru explained to him.

...

Okabe Rintarou walked at the snows while Makise tries to carry him inside the building. Okabe stopped her and carried him instead. 

"Chotto, Okabe. You seem different, just now. Tell me, what happened?"

"Do you badly want to help him?" Okabe asked her.

"Hai, Okabe. What about you? Will you help him? I know I am hesitating to say those words, too but... I want to know his reasons why he needs us again."

Okabe Rintarou just walked silently as they take him inside an empty room and lie him in bed. The glass door closed automatically. "Okabe?"

Okabe began to have tears in his eyes which worried Makise Kurisu. "Christina... please leave me with this stupid child for a while."

"Assure me, Okabe. We'd help him no matter what his wish is," Makise told him.

Okabe looked back at him, "Even what he wanted is to return back to the past and cancel all the dmails he sent back to the past?"

That made Kurisu surprised. "How'd you know that's what he wanted?"

Okabe snickered, "I've learned that when you send d-mails, one must accept that someone in the future would sacrifice that dream of yours which shouldn't have really happened."

That angered Makise. Makise held his white lab coat and screamed, "We allowed them to send d-mails to help them! Why didn't you warn them it'll bring more danger?" In Makise's anger, she slapped Rintarou hard.

"Kyouma! Why? Why didn't you? What do you know?"

"He won't be here if his girlfriend did not die, Makise. He wants to do what I did before. I kept repeating time over and over again like a fool. I don't want him to repeat what a fool I am before! Most of all, if we were to defeat the Black Organization, wasn't it better to defeat it here?"he said to her.

That disappointed Makise Kurisu. "Answer me for the last time, will you help her save his girlfriend or not?"

"Makise, I was ordered to help him and destroy the Black Organization which I'm sure we will keep meeting in his past. You know my answer. Hai, watashi wa ishi desu."

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A/N: Here I am again! I'm so sorry if I haven't updated since July!!!! I'm really so sorry about that!