I rub my tired eyes, trying to stay awake but exhaustion washed over me. "Maybe i should go to bed already? .....nah I have to complete this assignment and think about my high school op-" I shake my head in an attempt to change the subject. I don't know why but even with the optimism from mom, I still feel..... I don't exactly know what but it doesn't matter. I'll have to admit that I don't want to waste my life not fulfilling my dream.

It's the same though which comes around bringing the bitter memories with it. I sigh as all might's face pops into my mind. "Moping around and procrastinating won't help me build my future! Wake up izuku!" I say fighting back a yawn.

"Ok so I have to apply to something in the school form but what.... what are my options anyway... well thinking about it UA was my first choice but meeting all might cleared up something... I really can't be a hero... I hate to say it but accepting it is all I can do now... nevermind so the UA hero course is out... what about general studies... nope I don't think i'll be able to deal with kacchan anymore so all courses from UA are out... hmm... What about shiketsu... it's a good school... I heard about it a while ago, it's not very popular like UA but it is known to be reputable.... maybe the general course there? Or the support course?..."

My mumbling died down as I fell asleep on my desk.

"Izu- Izuku wake up!" I jolted up only to hear a snicker behind me, "huh" I say confused 'what's going on?' "Izuku dear, you fell asleep on the table... don't do that your neck might cramp.." mom said worriedly. "Ohh its ok mom, I was just tired" I say and the panic rushed in "I'm late to school!" as I see the clock on the wall "8:45! Oh no school starts at 9:00! Ahhhh!"

Another round of laughter started "its Saturday izu!" And both mom and me started to laugh... fun times

"Hey mom..." I started at the lunch table, "can I get a part time job?" Mom almost choked on her water, "what? Why dear? You don't need to work" she said, her forehead showing worry lines. "Well I just wanted to earn some money for high school... I don't want to go to UA anymore mom, are you disappointed?" She was shocked at first but it turned into a loving smile.

"I'll never be disappointed in you Izuku!" She said. "Thank you mom!" I said my eyes were a bit glassy. "Though why the sudden change? You always wanted to go to UA..." she enquired. "I changed my mind because I don't want to be a hero anymore... too much has happened so I decided not to." I said unsure of what will happen next, "I'm proud of you that you can decide what you want or not you can do whatever your heart wishes izuku!" She replied "I'm still not sure whether to go to general studies or the support course though." I said with a smile receiving one back too.

"Oh and you can get a job. But don't overwork yourself, ok?" Mom said. "Ok mom, I'll do my best." And that's how I got a job at a café. 'The real reason I got it is because as much as mom says she reads she doesn't. She's the one overworking herself for my sake. It makes me guilty so to take some load off her shoulders, I did this!'

I got some work done after that and well had time to kill, so I sat down to watch TV. What can I say I'm a boring person. 'almost all channels are showing all might... I don't want to see him' I thought. As I switched channel after channel, something caught my eye. A policeman was being interviewed, so I decided to watch.

"Throughout my life I have always seen that Japan has admired heroes for their work more than the police department. I know that the heroes are a big part of the nation's security but that doesn't make us useless" the man spoke, his voice was firm but showed a determined flame in it. "Very well, sir. Can you explain why the people of Japan should join the force?" the Interviewer asked. "Their commitment to protecting the members of the community. Your passion, your commitment which you have towards serving the nation. You were able to see the intensity of the work and integrity required in the police department of our country. I always wish to help those people who are not capable of supporting themselves." he said, continued by...

"If you don't have the nature of seeing cruel people taking benefits from people with innocence and helping others gives you peace, then you are worthy of becoming a hero, a different kind of hero. "

This caught my attention, it moved me. I never really thought about any other career options in my life but at this awful stage I have to. Nothing else seemed so perfect well except maybe becoming a vigilante. I won't do that but it would be pretty exciting.

"A policeman, huh... not a bad choice!" I said thoughtfully. This is how I found my way of becoming a hero.

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Hii, sorry if this chapter seemed dragged out. I had a bit of a writers block. Also I won't be updating in the next three months (till like half of march). I'm really sorry but I have exams coming up. byeee! have a nice day/night! 

SORRY BUT I HAVE INCREASED THE HIATUS. I HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING WITH THIS.

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