The sharp cold sword pierced me and a hot sensation ran through my side and then all of a sudden their was darkness. The darkness that haunted me mocked me laughed when it saw a glimpse of fear pain or death, the world around me had gone, disappeared out of thin air alois, ciel Jackson all gone, after thinking no one else could leave you no such pain could become upon you but it seems differ in the end a pain such as loss would stalk you for the remainder of your life the life you were happy to get rid of the life you grew to hate but love a life that was spent working about revenge an incomplete life.

A binding light hit your cheek squeezing its way through the curtains.
Your eyes wee heavy staring to the boys you love.

¥ciel's pov¥

The sword was so close I was finally going to have (fn) finally the love of my life was going to be mine but it all feel apart once the blade shot through her.

Both: "(FN!!)"

Tears began to stream down mine and alois's porcelain faces.

"SEBASTIAN COME NOW HELP HELP HELP PLEASE SEBASTIAN" I screamed so needful as if I needed him more than air.

The girl lying face first passed out, was soon being carried by Jackson, Jackson attended to her wounds bathed her clothed her and then placed her into bed all without her awakening once .

Me and alois say next to the bed giving each other threatening stares.

Alois: "this is all your fault phantomhive!"

Ciel: "don't be so pathetic Tracy and if we are to blame anyone it would be you since your the one who asked to duel"

Alois: "yes and your the one who agreed and stabbed her you fool do you not remember!"

I heard a moan and looked down at (fn) who was now opening her eyes.

¥ your pov ¥

"(FN!)" I heard alois squeak before wrapping his hands around me tightly I gasped as he jumped away and began to cry.

Alois:"I'm so sorry I didn't mean to ,I never met to hurt you ,are you ok, so you want me to go ,am I a burden to you, you like ciel more than me ,don't you love me !?!?"

I saw the usually happy cheerful loving boy fall apart right in front of my eyes I felt bad and shouted "don't say thing like that alois you fool"

"So you love him more than me" I could see the tears threaten to fly out of his eye as he spoke.

"No of core I don't I .....just .....I... just ....I ..don't know any more" I broke out into tears and sat up right hugging my pillow tight until I heard a soft voice.

Ciel: "sorry a..and I..I didn't mean to s...stab you" I could see weakness in his eyes.

Both boys climber on the bed beside me alois on my right and ciel on my left, they both hugged me softly making sure not to hurt me and both putting there head into the crease of my neck sobbing quietly , I put my arms around the two and laid back into my bed falling asleep to the noise of both boys whispering.

Both : "night love you (fn)"

¥ time skip ¥  (a month or so)
¥ your pov ¥

Sitting in bed all month is rather boring as you might be able to tell but Jackson said that my wound would be fully healed by tomorrow any way so no more of this boring shit I will be able to go about side as well.

A sigh escaped my mouth being only just hearing the news.
Also the drug investigation was solved without me yet me and alois still stayed at the phantomhive manor since he felt bad for stabbing me and alois refused to leave me so we were all staying at the colossal manner it off choice now even though the first occasion was only because you were working on a case.

Over the past month l grew more attached to the immature alois and stubborn ciel (XD I had to) and I knew they wee expecting me to pick one of them but I couldn't I love them both with all my heart and I would rather choose death then leave one.

¥ time skip ¥ (ik I'm using quite a bit of them)

It's morning now the day you can finally leave the room you grew to hate after staying in it for so long. After Jackson getting you ready for the day to come you strolled down the stairs to see a cheering alois and a smiling ciel.

Ciel: "I bet your relived to leave that room"

You: "you have no idea"

Alois grabbed you by the wrist and dragged you into the dining room to eat your breakfast. Throughout breakfast it was all of you laughing and smiling at all comments even ciel was laughing at alois it was like I was dreaming they were finally getting along but as you know God thing's don't last for (fn).

Both boys looked at me and ciel asked "who do you want to live laugh and live with with for the rest of your life"

My eyes widened in shock at the question "wh...What ??"

Alois:"you heard him who do you choose charming trancy or fiddling phantomhive " (I did it again XD)

Ciel: "so who is it you choose"

"I chose............."

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I was hoping to add smut to this chapter but it's late and I've written quiet a bit but just remember it's alois x reader x ciel not just one or the other it isn't a love triangle it's three lovers so yeah the next chapter will be interesting and even though it's kind of a cliff hanger I technically just told you what's going to happen anyway got to go written over a thousand words if I was only this interested in the story I'm doing in school oh well byzze XD

(Sorry for any mistakes I looked through and saw quite a few and because I'm lazy as shit I cba making them right of course what did you expect and please comment and got it would be much appreciated XD)