knock!Knock!  you heard someone at the door probably ciel or alois  moaning about you being nothing more than a prize to them.  "go away I'm not in the mood" I can barely get the words out of my mouth as small tears leave my eyes.

"please (fn) let us speak with you , it is the middle of the day and you've only just got dressed you cant go  back to  sleep now"  no reply "please (fn)" ciel and alois plead.

" fine come in" you sit up  your  eyes puffy and red.

alois walks over and hugs you  were as ciel comes over sits next to you and strokes your right eye.

alois starts to cry " please (fn) I'm sorry don't leave me I'm sorry I shouldn't have treated you like that " alois again started to sob quietly as he rubbed his head  into my neck, I lifted his chin up with my thumb and index finger ,looking straight into his eyes "I'm not going to ever leave you alois as long as you don't leave me "

"cough cough! " I turn to ciel who looks sad and is now facing the floor . Dark blue eyes over whelming with tears  coming from alois and ciel I sit between the distort boys and began to mumble a few words. " stop being such fucking adorable crying messes your ruining my hair" I teased playfully.

alois jumped up and kissed my forehead , I blush but then I stop immediately seeing ceils face growing beyond disgust. "I...I think th..that I l..l..love you both" it came out so sudden I don't know what came over me I just didn't want ciel to be sad and if I only told ciel I loved him (which wasn't the case I love them both equally )  alois would e extremely upset and because I loved him I didn't want to see that .

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sorry I just thought that I would upload two today ik this one is very short but only because it is quite late and im tired and its the second time ive uploaded so hoped you enjoyed it also comment if you like alois or ciel better personally I prefer alois sorry hard core ciel fan girls :3

I'm sorry I keep changing from her to me in the story