Evan pov
I was sitting on my seat waiting for the plane to start. I saw a few people coming in, putting there luggage away then sitting down on there seat.

I sigh quietly and looked out the window. 'Hurry up. I want to see my friends again.' I thought. I felt the plane going up and the people on the mic were giving us safety stuffs.

I just close my eyes and decided to take a nap. I felt someone shaking me. "Sir, we're here." A woman voice said. I open my eyes and looked at her.

She smile sweetly at me. "I'm sorry for disturbing you but we're here at San Diego." The woman said. I got up from my seat and thank her.

She smile again and help me get my luggage. I thank her again and I also thank the pilot. He smile at me. I waved bye at them and they waved back.

"Now, I need to called lui and tell him I'm here." I said. I walked to the gates and sat down. I text lui and called that I'm here. He said "he'll be on his way."

I just looked around and saw so many people. I try to smile but I just frown. 'Why can't I be happy?' I thought. I just sigh quietly and waited for lui to pick me up.

-let's check on Jon and Luke.-

Jon pov
"Crap Crap Crap!!" I yelled. I was running late-we we're running late. "Damn it Luke why didn't wake me up!!" I yelled. "You never told me what time the plane leaves asshat!!" He yelled back.

I flip him off and he did the same as well. I called an Uber earlier ago and they were waiting for us outside. We quickly pack our bags and ran outside.

We enter the car. "Airport!" I quickly said. They nod there head and drove us to the airport. I payed them and give them a tip as well and a little extra for waiting so long.

They smile and thank me. I smile back and we ran inside the airport with our stuffs. I ran to one of the workers asked "where the gate for San Diego?"

He told me what gate and we both ran to the gate. We give the person our tickets and ran inside. We both put our bags away and sat in our seat. "We made it." I said. Luke just smile.

-time skip-

When we got to San Diego. I called lui and told him we're here. We both sat down and decided to wait for him. We talk for a bit then I heard a squeaker voice.

"Jonathan over here!!" Lui yelled. I turn and saw lui. "Hey, lui!" I yelled. We grab our stuff and ran over to him. "Hey man it's been away." I said.

"Yea, it has. Who this?" He said. "Oh, this is my friend Luke. Luke this is my best friend from high school lui." I said. "Nice to meet you." Luke said.

"Same goes for you. Come on everyone is waiting for us." Lui said. We both nods our heads at him and follow him to his park car that was outside.

-time skip to lui house. Back to Evan pov.-

Evan pov
I was upstairs putting my stuffs away. I sat down on the bed and look around. 'Lui has a nice place.' I thought. "We're back!!" Lui yelled. I walked out the room and downstairs.

My eyes widened. 'W-Why is he here?!' I thought. I started to panic a bit. 'No, come down Evan. Pretend that you don't know him.' I thought again.

I walked downstairs and went to the kitchen. "What are you doing?" I said. "Ahh!! Geez, Evan don't scare me like that." Tyler said. "Sorry." I said.

"It's fine. I'm making snacks since everyone is here." He said. I just nod my head. "Hey!" Jon said. I turn around and looked at him. I heard Tyler growl a bit.

"Wow, y-you changes so much." He said. "Do I know you?" I said. He laughed that he thought it was a joke and then he realized it. "Don't you remember me?" He said.

I looked at him up and down. "I'm sorry but I think you're mistaken me for someone else." I said. "You really don't remember." He said. I shake my head no.

"I'm Jonathan Smith. W-We used to date." He said. I remember the words he called me in high school. It still haunts me now. "I'm sorry but you are confusing me for someone else." I said.

He nod his head. "Yea, your right. I'm sorry." He said and walked away. I started to panic again. Tyler notice. "Hey hey!! Look at me! Shh, it okay." He said.

I hug him without thinking. He hug me back. "Make it stop...make the pain go away. P-Please make me have my emotions back." I said.

He hug me back. I breathe in his scent and started to come down. "You alright?" He said. I nod my head. "Yea, thanks." I said. He ruffled my hair. "Don't mention evy." He said.

I blush and it quickly went away.'W-What was that?! I-I blush?!!? Blush...love?? No, Evan!! I told myself I would never fall in love again. Never again.' I thought.

-time skip-

I was laying down in the spare room. I was tossing and turning. I was having a hard time sleeping. 'I still can't believe lui invited my ex!' I thought.

I pull down my sleeves and saw my scars on my wrist. "I wonder what would happened if none of this happened? Would I still have my emotions back? Would I be happy?" I said.

I thought about it for awhile then pull my sleeves up. 'I should go to sleep. Lui told us that he taking us out for dinner.' I thought. I turn to my left and went to sleep.

(Here is a eye drawing I did on Evan eyes.

With emotions 
Without emotions

I try my best on the eyes.)