2 weeks later
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These two weeks all I was thinking about was that girl. For safety matters, Jemal and Weston made me promise that I wouldn't just wander around her.

But now I'm here, watching her sleep throught the big glass in the room she is in. She is beautiful, so peaceful and so innocent, not knowing into what mess she got herself.

She starts crying out in her sleep.

"What's happening with you, girl" I murmured to myself, because I was deep in thoughts and she scared me.

Well the thoughts were about her, but... nevermind.

I didn't know what to do I was scared, but not that much until she started screaming: "Zale, Zale, no don't leave! I can't live without you please stay with me." and in this moment my heart shatters into small pieces. My heart. My stone-hard heart.

'Why is she still not waking up' was the throught that wouldn't leave my mind that whole time and now this.

The doctor is checking her vitals right now and I'm waiting for him to leave the room so I can ask him.

I have been pacing in the hall for what, maybe around 15 minutes now, really stressed.

Wait, why?

You know why.

Shut up!

I can't be worried about some chick that I even don't know.

Could the young boy in me. In the heartless, cruel murderer Losh DeAndre wake up, again?

Yes!

No!

But,-

I said no! He is dead!

It's just some kind of sympathy because she saved my life.
Yeah, that's it!

You can lie to yourself, as much as you want, but we know the truth!

I don't hear you anymore!

I had a deep conversation with myself when finally the doctor joins me in the lobby.

"So how is she?" I asked full with concern about her.

"Firstly, calm down!" he starts with a reassuring voice,'' she don't have other major injuries except for the chest wound, of course," he stops for a moment and then continues
"she will be fully healed and like a new, she is okay" he said with a smile, a fake smile I would say.

''But, what?'' I questioned furrowing an eyebrow at him.

''I didn't say any 'but'!'' he glance at me with surprise in his eyes.

''I can see that you aren't fully honest with me and I saw with my eyes that something wasn't fine with her. So tell me, NOW!'' I almost throw a tantrum at him.

''Oh, I didn't know you had a medical degree? Are you trying to steal my job?'' his sarcasm was making me CRAZY.

''Don't you have people to kill or money to steal, DeAndre. Mind your fucking business and leave me to do my work peacefully, please!'' his stupid grinning smile appeared again.

I let him go, because....actually I don't know why! I never ever had anyone talk to me like this, at least not without facing the consequences of it, but now my mind is somewhere else. And I also didn't want to use my energy for someone that insignificant like that stupid intern.

Instead, I went straight to the office of the actual master doctor, who for mine or maybe her luck has been a friend of mine for years now. I am almost before her office when I hear someone yelling my name.

"Losh, slow a little, you giant bitch!" this can only be one person.

"Weston, what are you doing here?" I turn around, surprised to see my brother, here.

"You won't believe what I found out!'' his face showing both excitement and a bit of worry.

"This is the girl you have been in-'' I interupted him in between.

''I know, I know,'' I said between gritted teeth, knowing that he won't be happy with that ''you don't need to finish that sentence.''

''What, ?!?'' His face is now getting red.

'You knew, and still, you let me lose two hours. Two hours, of my so valuable life, searching information about that stupid lady's life, just to tell me that you already know that this is Kailee Hopes.

''I didn't know, I was just guessing, but now you provided it.''

''I HATE you, Losh!'' at least he always made me laugh, like now too.

''First, how you have the audacity to call her stupid, did you hear me. Like you used to be her friend too.'' my voice came out a little harsher than what I intended to, but she was my girl and will always be.

"Oh and my little brother, I know you don't hate me, instead you really love me!" I was messing up his hair.

"STOP IT," he yelled at me, "it's driving me crazy." I always tease him, even tho I'm not that older than him, I'm still the higher one. Like he is 171cm and I'm 180cm and we have only 4 and a half years difference.

"But wait, if this really is Kailee, does that mean she knows who you are, does she know you are-"

"NO, "I utter throatily" and she doesn't need to know!"

"Are you sure about that, 'cus if not we could just-"

"No, we CAN'T KILL her, even if she knew!"

"You might not, but I would." Okay, now I really hate him to the point that I want to kill him.

"I said, NO! Bro she would recognize you, even easier than me." I can't believe how he is my brother while he is that dumb...oh and ugly.

"Yeah and that's the reason why she is such a danger for all of us, but chill I was just joking" I simply rolled my eyes at him, he has always been the stupid clown of the family.

"She didn't recognize me...but-"

"What, Losh? WHAT, always you and your endless problems!" all of the joy he had, is now replaced by anger.

"She still remembers Zale..." I said, my voice coming shaky. Shit!

"Ummm, how could she?'' He strokes his face, fake thinking. ''Maybe because SHE WAS MAD CRAZY IN LOVE WITH HIM!" he yells at me "DUMBASS."

"Yeah, but even you said it, she was, and I was hoping that she would forget him after the third year at most, but now it is how...more than 10 years since that day" I sigh, looking at the ground.

"Oh, c'mon the girl was upset with him leaving without telling her anything, but you said that she doesn't recognize you, so we can leave. Let's go!" He seemed full of excitement saying the last part.

"First you know why it needed to be done like this" I sayied to him.

"Second, you needed to explain to her, "what happened " that was important so he needed to leave.''

"Yeah, yeah I did. I lied to her, but it was 7 years ago. Why you need to bring that everytime"

"10 years" I murmured "and never mind, just we can't let her know what happened that night "

"Of course " he turned his head and rolled his eyes at me.

"Third even if I had agreed with you which I didn't and won't we couldn't just leave her here. We aren't at the local hospital, we are at-" I continued, but was interrupted.

"Okay I got you, but why do you always need to be that boring" he looked at me with an annoyed face.

"I know you still love her and that's the reason why you want her with us, but did you think what would you tell her?" he questioned me.

"Tell her who you actually are, what you did, and what you are doing now?-" Okay he might be right, but I can't admit that to him. His ego would get even bigger than now.

"Of course not, but-" he interrupted me and started talking again.

"Oh okay, then where would she stay? At the warehouse or you are going to chain and keep her in the dungeon, like a captor or even prisoner after kidnapping her?

"Bro, stop interrupting me, okay?" my expression was angry and my eyes narrowed at him.

"I won't because you are talking a lot and it's all bullshi't." I said, before entering the main's doctor room.

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''Losh'' she greets me like always, full of joy and happiness. I will never understand how she is always that positive about everything while being a doctor, more specifically a mafia doctor.

"I guess you are here to ask me about that mysterious girl you bring here earlier?"I nodded simply.

"Okay, then what do you really want to know?" she asks, rising her head from the computer to look at me.

"Everything Asa. I want to know everything about her health, because your little, dumb student, got angry at me, without anything-'' she cuts me off in between and maybe better, because my words are not going to be beautiful.

''Hey, don't talk like that about my younger brother!'' she grins at me after interrupting me.

Oppps!

Actually I don't care who he is !

''So she is healing from the shooting, at least the wound and now she is already awake..., but you can't be around her anymore''

''What! Why? What are you trying to say, Asa?'' I question her.

'' I think maybe the event, unleashed some kind of trauma in her and if you are always around, it might get worse.'' She says with a serious tone.

"Oh, and we are not too sure, but she might have memory loss, for a short time." she adds in "not that important" voice.

"But you don't share any old memories together, so this won't be a problem " I don't say anything.

"Losh, you don't share any old memories together, right?" she repeats, but this time it's a question rather than a statement.

"Mhm" I hum, trying to look anywhere except at Asa.

"Oh, fuck you know her!" she stands up from her chair and comes in front to face me.

"No" I try to lie, but she didn't buy it .

"Does, she now about your, you know, your past" she asks me, fidgeting with her fingers.

"Maybe!" What does this need to do with her.

"Losh, try to not be around her!" Asa comes closer to me and holds my hands in hers.

"Why?" I question her.

"Just listen to me! When she remembers you, she will connect you with the shooting and I don't know what she will do after that, so this is the best for both of you."

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I slam the door of her office.

Why everyone is telling me the same shit, that I can't see and be around that cute girl.

Cute?

I mean she is beautiful.

Average.

Like everyone.

Not everyone.

Like her!

Fuck!

           
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I'm strolling through the hallway, I'm so posses off right now. Wait there's someone in her room.

No way!

What's Weston doing there?

Is he going to... kill her.

I can't let this happen.

But wait....if she is awake and he is there... He can't be that dumb, oh who I'm kidding this is fucking Weston.

I grab my phone from my back pocket and open the message app.

Where's Weston contact.

Fuck

Here it is, I message him:

"Fucking idiot, leave right now, she will recognize you! "

"What do you want?" He says in a whisper- yelling voice as he is closing the door .

"What do I want" I repeat, but with angry voice.

"She was waking up and you were there, she could remember you." I snap at him.

"But didn't, so calm down." he looks at me with his famous grinning smile.

"What?" he stops me in my tracks.

"She was still unconscious"

"Oh, God thank you" I breath out heavily.

"But now you won't take her home, "

"Um you can't either." he looks at me with confused expression.

"That's true, but-" he interrupted me.

"No, no you can't " I can't understand why he is that worked out with all of this.

"Oh okay I will call Jemal to take her somewhere-" I'm still not sure where we need to let her.

"I found her new address I will text him." Weston reassures me, knowing that this would calm me in some way.
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