Currently, she was 8 months pregnant. She can't sleep properly at night because of back pain. She tried to massage her back herself, but it didn't help much. She also experiences leg pain if she walks for more than 20 minutes.

She had to take leave from her office and asked for her salary in advance, but they didn't give it to her because she was new there. Despite this, she went to a nearby supermarket to earn money as she needs to pay the hospital delivery bills.

She often feels very alone, with no one to comfort her, massage her back, or cook for her when she's tired. She misses Namjoon, even though they didn't spend much time together and didn't have a formal relationship.

She always thinks about him, which makes her feel even more weak, but she tries not to stress about it. She spends her days waking up late, lying down, eating, sleeping, and working her part-time job.

On the other hand, Namjoon texted her to say he wouldn't be coming to the office that day due to personal matters. He was with his father, who has a brain tumor. Namjoon accompanied his father out of the country for his surgery, as he knows about medical matters, and his mother needed support.

He was not ignoring her, but he was very busy and couldn't look at his phone. When he returned to Korea after his father's operation, he found out that Y/N had resigned from her job and left her house.

He was shocked and tried to reach her, but he couldn't. His mom didn't tell him about Y/N's visit or what she wanted to tell him.

Several days later, she was waiting for Namjoon outside a meeting, but she had to leave for her shift before she could meet him. The next day, when she went to his office, he wasn't there because of his father's condition.

She didn't receive her salary for this month from her office because she wasn't going to work. They didn't give her money even though they knew she was pregnant.

She didn't have enough money to pay the hospital bills, so she contacted a midwife who charged less than hospitals. She considered giving birth at home with the midwife's help.

She was happy that her baby would soon be in her hands, but she was also scared - scared of losing her baby and scared of losing her own life.

She was worried about who will  would take care of her baby if she died after giving birth, as she didn't want her baby to grow up in an orphanage like her.