"He's honestly so hot Lucy how the fuck do you deal with it?" I laugh and shake my head. "I just ignore it honestly plus I think about him fucking my mom. That usually helps."

My stepdad is the one and only Jeffery Dean Morgan aka Negan from The Walking Dead. I don't see how him and my mom are still together honestly. Mom is barely ever home she's always working. They really never spend anytime together nor I barely ever see them kiss or anything. Shits real weird but it's life. He is hot as hell but oh well.

"Are you spending the night again tonight or going back home?" I asked my best friend Alexis. "I thought we was going to that party?" I opened my eyes hella wide. "SHIT! I fucking forgot. Why didn't you remind me I need to get ready!!"

I run downstairs to Jeffery "Hey! Can you do me a big favorrrrrr?" I ask him smiling and batting my eyelashes acting innocent. "You want me to drive you to a party?" He says. I laugh "yeahhhh. I'll get a ride back home." He rolls his eyes. "Alright cmon lets go." Betttttttt. "CMON ALEXIS WERE LEAVING!" I yell up the stairs.

We get in the car and I sit in the back with Alexis.
"Y'all making me feel like an Uber driver or some shit" Jeffery says. I throw a dollar at him "yeah here's your tip" I giggle. Alexis shakes her head and laughs. "Y'all doin drugs? Or drinking?" I look at Alexis. "We would never.." I said sarcastically he laughs. "Yeah you've shown up home how many times being shitfaced?" I shake my head. "I have no ideaaaaa what your talking about." I smile.

We finally get to the house. Me and Alexis look at each other and smile. "Thanks for the ride." She says and we hop out and start walking to the house. We hear the music blaring and people dancing and acting retarded already. I can't wait to get lit. Alexis turns to me "You doin any molly or sum?" I shake my head "nah not this time man imma just drink and smoke. Maybe get some dick." She opens her eyes wide "OOOOUUUUUUU YES BITCH GET ITTTT AHHH" I laugh and ask her if she wants a drink. I go to the bar and get us both three shots of
Jegymester and a Mikes Harder Lemonade for a chaser. "You ready for this bitch?" We down the three shots of jeg and chug the lemonade. "WHOOOO SHIT" I cough "Wow that was nice. Imma go get more"

I laugh then turn around and walk back to the kitchen. "Damn girl you startin off hard." I look over and see a fine ass dark skin. "Yeah why go to a party and not get fucked up?" I laugh. I see him look me up and down. I look at him and bite my lip. So He knows I want it. "Well imma head back and get more fucked up." I reach over him and grab two more lemonades. Our faces hella close to each other. "You pretty fine too." I whisper in his ear and turn back around and walk to Alexis. "I seen you fuckin with Darrek. Your smooth as fuck" I laugh "yeahhhh I am." We down the shots and chug the lemonade again.

"Bitch I'm drunk as fuck. We took how many shots? 6 each? Then chugged two Mikes Lemonades So that's like 50% alcohol in it. Oh bitch.." I stumble over my words. "It's already catching up with me. It's been way to long." We both start laughing hella hard. "Let's danceeeeeeee" I drag her to the living room where everyone was dancing. We're dirty dancing so we can find some dick. Then all the sudden there's a fat ass blunt in my face. "Don't mind of I doooooo" I laugh and take big ass hits. Me and Alexis smoked most of it then just dropped it on the other side of the room by a blonde bitch so we wouldn't get blamed of smoking all of it. Alexis comes with me and we get another three shots but this time we're chugging two lemonades. I was seeing fucking triple at this point.

I see darrek and I got the balls to say sum now. I walk up to him "Hey" I said. "Hey mami you havin fun?" I blush. "Hell yeah im fucked up. My ass seeing three of you right now" I laugh. "Buttt we should go upstairs." I wink then smile. "That's a whole bet." He takes my hand and leads me to a bedroom. We walk in and I shut the door next think I know he pushed me up against the door then started kissing me. Hella weird.. he was kissing me like I was grandma or something. Peck ass kisses. Wtf? I just went with it then he pushed me on the bed and started getting undressed. What the hell is this boy doin? No foreplay???? Nothing?? He gets ontop of me and lines himself up. "Alright no just no." I sit up and start getting dress. "Yo what the fuck Olivia?!" I look at him and laugh "boy first of all you got no dick. Second of all bruh.. you don't even know how to turn a female on.." and I walk out.

I see Alexis with a boy. She's probably gonna stay with him but just Incase I ask if she wants to come back with me. She said no so I pull my phone out and call Jeffery. "Hey this party's lame. Can you come pick me up?" He sighs "I thought you'd have a ride back.." I rolled my eyes. "I'll just walk home then don't worry about it." He sighs again "no just stay there I'll come get you." I smile "thankieeeeee." And I hang up.

We're on our way back home. "So why's the party lame?" I look at him and shake my head. "I'm really fucked up and unless you want the real answer don't ask that again." I laugh. "As long as it's not bad enough I gotta tell your mom you can tell me." I roll my eyes. "Okay you asked for itttt. So this dumb ass dude-" I got cut off. "Yup I knew it. Dude wasn't about nothing was he?" Omg I can't believe he said that. "YOU DIDNT HAVE TO WORD IT LIKE THAT!" I slapped him in the chest then laughed. "What's another way to word it then?" He got me there. "I don't know. He couldn't deliver.. or he didn't know what he was doing? I don't fucking know. He was too soft. Too weak? He just wasn't into that kinky shit yanno? Plus he Pepe was little" He scoffed. "Sweetheart your too young to know about kinky and rough" He laughed. ..I cannot believe we're talking about this. "You know what I'm not talking about it anymore. You just gonna say 'YoUr To YoUnG' or some shit and I ain't about it. I know what I like." I feel his stare on me. God he's so fine and I'm drunk so it's 10 times harder not to just pounce on him. "Is mom home?" He shakes his head. "Nope" I laugh "yeah sounds about right."

We pull in and I get out of the car walking like an idiot I can't even see where I'm walking and I reach the front door. Thank god. I walk in and put my purse down on the table and turn around to look at Jeffery. "You wanna dance?" I ask. I'm SO DRUNK. "What?" He laughs. "Dance with meeeeeeeeeee" I put on 'the cha cha slide' "your so drunk." He stateded. "Yeahhhhhh I know now let's get itttt!" We're dancing to the song. And surpriseee when it says 'how low can you go' imma look so fine doin it and imma make sure he's gonna see my ass under my skirt. Here it comessss.

How low can you go?

I start squatting nice and slow in a sexy way

Can you go down low?

I start swaying my hips while going lower.

All the way to the floor

I hit the floor then position my feet to where when I start getting up I'm gonna be bent over.

Now can you bring it to the top
Like you'll never ever stop.

I can feel cold air on my ass while I'm getting up which meant the plan worked and I look back at him. I see him looking and I smile. "Did you have trouble getting back up old man?" I laugh. "No darling I never have trouble getting up." I know what he meant by this and I just stayed quiet I didn't know what to say. "Okay soooo uhhh I'm drunk" he laughs. "Yeah I know." I smile "I'm gonna go watch 50 shades" and run upstairs giggling and go in his room and take the movie and I turn around to run out but he's right next to me. Centimeters away.. I look up at him "I wanna watch ittttttttttt" he takes it out of my hand. "This is too much for you to handle sweetheart plus your only 17 your too young." I shake my head. "For one no it's not too much for me to handle I like it. I've watched it already Two if I'm too young why was you staring at my ass earlier." I smirk.

Before I knew it and could realize what was going on. He grabbed me by my throat and was ontop of me on the bed. "You like this shit?" I let out a slight moan and he loosened his grip. I smile "especially from you. I love it." He smiled and kissed me hard. He licked my bottom lip and I let him in. He tasted so fucking good. "I wanna fuck the shit out of you Olivia." He whispered in my ear. "Please" I say.

All the sudden the front door opens and I push away from him and run into my room and lock the door in at most 3 seconds. Shit.. what did I just do..

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