You honestly couldn't imagine what Louis was going through – you knew that it was going to be rough, difficult and horrible but that was the process of it all.

Johannah was an incredibly amazing person as well as mother; she was so supportive of every single thing each of her children decided to do, along with her being supportive of every single thing each of her children decided to do, along with being supportive of their relationships.

You and Louis had been together for the past three years, and in that time Johannah had become like a second mother to you.

When Louis received the call from Daniel, he completely broke. He attempted to keep it together, due to the two of you being in public, however you could tell that his mind was crumbling.

With it being Johannah's last wish to Louis, he had agreed to perform his new song on the X Factor and of course you were going along.

You knew that Louis had just stayed in his dressing room, so you were heading that way to be with him.

Knocking on the door once you reaching it, "Louis, it's only me" you softly spoke through the closed door.

"Come in Love" your boyfriend answered you, so you pushed the door open and then closed it behind you.

Surveying the room, you soon realised that Louis was sat on the sofa with his head in his hands.

You sighed a little, and made your way over to him before sitting down "How am I going to do this?" he questioned, his voice no more than a whisper.

You moved your hand to intertwine your fingers with his "Knowing that all of us are in the crowd supporting you" you suggested in a gentle tone "And that your angel of a mother is looking down on you, supporting you all the way like she always had" you told him, squeezing his hand comfortingly.

Louis smiled ever so slightly, squeezing your hand in return, "I just...I don't want to mess up" he admitted, averting his gaze from you to the floor.

You placed your free hand underneath your boyfriend's chin, and lifted his head up to face you "You won't mess up. And you wanna know how I know that?" you quizzed with a smile on your face, causing Louis to smile a little bit more as he nodded "Because you are going to go out there and smash it for your Mum" you finished your tiny explanation.

He reached out to wrap his arms around you, pulling you into his side, so you curled up on the sofa to further cuddle up to your boyfriend.

"Plus, I love you so you're never going to mess up" you reassured Louis once again.

He chuckled slightly, kissing your hair, "I love you too – and I know my Mum did as well" he commented, his voice slightly muffled due to his head resting upon your hair.

You couldn't help by smile as you recalled all the different memories you had with Johannah – eventually realising just how much you actually missed her.

Louis moved one of his hands from your waist and turned it face up, making you intertwine your fingers with his again, "She did always say how she knew you were the one" he murmured to you quietly.

You released Louis' hand and fiddled with his fingers instead "She'll be annoyed that she missed out on our wedding" you told him.

He laughed, "She'll be there in spirit Love, I promise you that" he stated.

You smiled and turned around to face him "So you do want to marry me?" you asked with slight hesitance in your voice.

Louis nodded and pecked your lips quickly "You've foiled my after show plans now Love"

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Written by Hannah.