Alex's POV

It's been a week since Naya left town and it's been a week since I have been outside the house. I have been so fucking depressed this whole time I didn't want to go to the beach, I didn't want to hang out with my friends. I just stayed in the house watching movies. I couldn't even watch the new episode of Glee. I couldn't stand to see her. I haven't even been on social media.

Why the hell did I say all those things to her? She wanted to talk to me. Why did I leave? Any normal person would have jumped at the opportunity to get her number and be able to call her. What the hell is wrong with me?

She could never like me like that, could she? I mean I am a loser. That's why Melissa cheated on me. Because she fell out of love with me. Did she even love me? Yes she did but if it's possible to fall out of love with the person I am today. How can someone fall in love with me? That could never happen. Can it?

Wait she is not in love me....

She dodged a bullet for sure. I am way out if her league. There are thousands of people that stand a better chance with her, that could match her. She is amazing and she deserves someone just like her.

"Alex, it's been a week. I think your tan is starting to fade. You need to go to the beach because I am scared your whole body would start to fade" my mother says from the kitchen shaking ms from my thoughts.

She is right though I live and breathe the ocean. I love the water.

"Maybe tomorrow. I am really looking forward to that delicious sandwich you are making me"

She only laughs and shakes her head. "I know you don't want to talk about it honey and you are trying hard to hide the fact that nothing is bothering you but I am your mother. I can see right through you"

I drop my head on the kitchen counter and sigh.

"Is it because of her?" She asks and that immediately caught my attention.

I simply nod and take a bite of my sandwich.

"What happened that night Alex?"

"I made her life easier"

"What does that mean?"

"She wanted to get to know me and talk and stuff but I told her it was a bad idea because well. She is Naya Rivera and I am Alex."

She furrows her eyebrows. "And now you are depressed because you regret it?"

"No not really she deserves someone special and worthy of her love. So I am depressed because that can never be me" i say pointing to my hand.

"Alex" she breathes out.

"It's true mom. Everything went to shit because of my hand. I lost my scholarship, I haven't dived in almost a year. Melissa cheated on me because I am not what I used to be. So now it's going to take another year for my hand to maybe get better. So right now I have nothing to be proud of. I am fucking nothing" i say in a shaky voice feeling the tears run down my face.

My mother comes around the counter and comforts me. I know she wants to say nice motivating words but there is nothing we can do but wait. My hand needs to heal properly before I can even start to train again. So she just holds me and that is enough.

....

A few days later I am on my way home from school. It is a nice sunny day so I took my longboard. I quickly stop at the cafe just by the pier to get myself a milkshake.

Standing behind a older man and woman in line as they pay for their drinks. As they turn around my heart stops for a bit. It's Naya's parents. I haven't seen them since that night at the restaurant.

"Oh hello darling" her mother says to me with a sweet smile.

"Hi Mr and Mrs Rivera" i say with a polite smile.

"You are Alex right?" Her father asks me.

"Yes sir" i say holding out my hand for both of them and they luckily shake it otherwise that would have been awkward.

"Look I want to apologize for the way I spoke to you at the restaurant. I was just protecting my girls and little did I know that you were doing the same"

"I understand sir. You don't have to apologize"

"No really and thank you for what you did for them. They just want to have a semi private life you know"

"Yes of course and it was no problem sir" i smile a little bit shocked at how nice he is. My first impression was definitely way off but I get it.

"How about we pay for your drink as a way of saying thank you?" Her mother says already getting out some money from her father's pocket.

"Oh no it's really not necessary" i object.

"Oh don't be so proud Alex. It's the least we can do" she says handing the guy some money exchange for my milkshake.

"Thank you so much Mr and Mrs Rivera" i say bowing my head in appreciation. I step out the way when someone else falls into line ready to order.

"You are welcome. Do you want to sit with us?" She asks with the sweetest smile. What is happening?

"Oh i don't want to impose on your beach stroll" i object again but this time she grabs my arm and pulls my towards a bench. "Oh Alex would you stop"

"Ok" i whisper with a small smile and sit down next to her and her father leans against the lamp post in front of us. I can feel the love coming from both of them and that's the same care I felt from Naya she is definitely like her mother.

"So Alex how long have you lived here?" Her father asks.

"We moved here when I was four years old i think. It's practically been since I can remember" i smile sipping on my straw.

"We absolutely love it here" her mother says looking around. "It's so peaceful"

"Yes it is." I smile with her.

"So what do your parents do?" She asks turning to me again.

"Uhmm my mother is a lawyer. She has her own law firm and my dad. He was a doctor. He died when I was 12" i say in a slow matter. I don't mind talking about it but it still hurts.

"Oh honey I am sorry." She says putting her hand on my lap and her dad puts his hand on my shoulder.

"No it's ok. It was a long time ago" i say smiling letting them now I am really ok.

He father steps to throw his cup away but her hand is still on my lap. I wonder if Naya is also this affectionate. Her touch was definitely the best thing i have ever felt, even if it was just her hand.

"Naya told us you jumped off the pier. Did you really?" Her father asks looking at my favourite to jump from.

I laugh a bit at her mentioning it to her parents. "Oh yes I did"

"Isn't it dangerous?" She asks.

"No not really. The water is really deep the only dangerous part is to get out. The waves can be pretty rough sometimes" i explain.

"You must be a good swimmer then?" He asks

"I am not that great but I love the ocean. I can stay and float there for hours" i say staring at the water.

"I am too scared to even swim in the ocean, let alone float without a care in the world" she laughs

"My mother is too. She hates it when I jump into the deep and dark waters"

"Speaking of your mother. Can I get her number? We have some things we need to take care of and we could use some legal advice" her father says.

"Oh yeah of course." I say taking her mother's phone to put the number in. And of course her wallpaper is Naya and Lara, why wouldn't it be. She looks so beautiful.

"Those two are my whole world" she says catching me stare.

"I can only imagine" i smile giving back her phone.

"Has Naya got hold of you yet?" He ask and I am a bit shocked do they know everything?

He laughs at my expression clearly knowing what I am thinking. "She has been looking for you all over social media"

"Oh uhmm"

He cuts me off again laughing. "It's good. Make her work for it"

"She is so frustrated. It's very amusing" now her mother laughs.

I join the laughter but can't help but think about it. Why is she still looking for me? Why is she torturing herself so much? Wait, maybe this could be fun. I told her to stop and she continues. What does this mean?

"Let's send her a picture of us" her das says all to excited. He has a very evil grin as her mother takes out her phone.

"Maybe it's not a good idea. She won't be happy" i object.

"She will be so jealous. Come on Alex smile" she says also very excited to torture her own daughter.

We take a picture and it's actually a very cute picture. Who would have thought that I would take a picture with Naya Rivera's parents? Can it get more weird?

"I should maybe go. She will probably call you now" i say standing up.

"No, no sit" they both pull me back down as they both stare at the screen.

"Oh she saw it. Oh she is typing" her mother laughs.

And just as i suspect a FaceTime call comes from her. They both laugh historical and I cover my face. I can't see her right now. I am scared I will give in.

I stand up and stand a few feet away as they answer the phone. "Hi honey" the wave.

"What the fuck? Where is she?" I hear Naya ask. I wave my head making it clear not to give me the phone. They eye me but getting message.

"I know she is there and she doesn't want to talk to me. Alex!" She yells my name.

I rub my temples trying to think.

"Mom give her the phone please" she says and her mother looks at me for confirmation and I give in.

I stand behind the phone "you are interrupting my milkshake date with your parents" i say winking at them and they laugh.

"I can see that, mother turn the camera around" she whines.

I sit down next to her mother and then we see each other. "This was not my idea" i say taking the phone from her hand but holding it so everyone is still in view.

"I don't believe you" she laughs and I can't help but smile. Seeing her face after two weeks of sulking really warms my heart.

Naya's POV

I have missed her face so much. I don't have any pictures of her. I miss her. I have been searching high and low for her profile but nothing. I have posted things on social media trying to get her attention but nothing really stood out. I can't get to personal otherwise people will ask questions. I don't mind questions but I don't have anything to say. I mean we are nothing. Not even friends.

"I don't believe you" i say laughing but but I am just jealous that my parents get to see her and not me.

"Oh honey relax. We just ran into her here at the beach and got to talking a bit. What are you doing?" My mother asks

"Uhmm I am busy with a shooting the new episode for next week or the week after that I don't know" i say looking around.

The people are running around setting up the camera and the hairstylist is calling me over to do my hair. I sit down and she politely wave at the three faces on my screen.

"Sorry guys it is crazy day on set" i say looking at them again.

"It's fine honey we just wanted to make you jealous with our milkshakes here at the beach" my dad says. "You should go do your thing"

"I will call you guys tonight when I am done but Alex.... can I quickly talk to you alone for a second?"

"Uhmm I don't thi-" she starts but my parents cut her off.

"Yeah sure honey. We will wait for you here Alex" my mother says.

"Bye honey we love you" my dad says and Alex really wanted to say no but she I can see she doesn't want to be rude in front of them. It's kind of sweet.

"Bye guys love you" i say blowing them a kiss.

I can see Alex walking away from them but I can only see the sky. I hear her breathing like she is trying to gather herself. Then she comes into view.

"Hi" i smile

"Hi" she smiles back.

"I am sorry you probably don't want to talk to me" i say seeing she is a bit on edge.

"Honestly no not really but your parents are really persuasive" she chuckles.

"Yeah they are. I am sorry if they intergrated you"

"No it's fine. They are really nice and I enjoyed the milkshake date"  she smiles and that makes me happy, i don't want her to be uncomfortable.

"Not funny" i roll my eyes.

"You can go Naya" the hairstylist says and I get off the chair. "Thanks"

"You should probably go. I have to go anyway so-"

"No please wait" i cut her off. Going into my trailer. I close the door. "How are you?"

She looks away from the phone and take a breath with a smile on her face.

"Alex"

Then she looks at me again and she laughs covering her eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"You make it so fucking hard." She laughs and shakes her head.

"What do you mean?"

"Well, the last two weeks wasn't all that great for me and somehow I knew if I see your face it will make me smile and that is not-" she stops and rubs her eyes.

"What?" I asked a bit concerned.

"It's not helping" she breathes out.

"What do you mean?"

"I have to be strong not to talk to you but you" she smiles and shakes her head. "You have me wrapped around your beautiful little finger"

I laugh and blush a bit. "You could just give me your number then" i smirk.

"No, no,no. I can't do that and you know why"

I roll my eyes because I know why.

"Why? Because I am going to waste my time? And you are not worthy?"

"Yes exactly that. I am so glad you heard me" she smiles.

"Aarggghh Alex you can't make that decision for me you know"

"I know that, that is why I am keeping my distance. For your sake" she says with a forced smile but she wipes away a tear running down her cheek. She looked away but I saw it. "I want you to be happy and I can't-"

"Alex?"  I hear another voice and Alex looks to her left and her emotions change to anger and irritated.

"Fuck." She whispers and tilts the phone so I can't see her anymore. "I don't want to talk to you" i hear her say.

"Who are you talking to? Is that your new girlfriend?" The other girl says in a snippy tone.

Who the fuck is that?

"Melissa leave me the fuck alone" Alex says and I can tell she is walking away.

Then her face comes in view. "I am sorry I have to go"

"Who the fuck was that?" I ask also a bit irritated.

Then she smiles at my expression. "Jealous much?"

I can't help but smile because I am fucking jealous.

"You don't have to worry. You will always be my crush" she winks and now I am blushing hard.

"Good luck with your search on Instagram." She smiles.

"I will find you Alex"

"Yeah I know" she winks "Good luck with your shoot. Santana better get back with Brittany soon or I swear I will fucking break another tv"

I only laugh because I can't tell her anything. I actually don't even know what is going to happen.

"Goodbye Naya"

"I don't want to say goodbye" i pout.

"Go do your thing"  she smiles.

"Are you done honey?" I hear my mom ask and now she has the phone.

"Yes thank you Mr and Mrs Rivera and thank for the milkshake." She says.

"You are welcome sweetheart. We should do this again. It was nice to gossip about this one" my dad says and I roll my eyes but I can't help but smile at their sweet interaction.

Alex then turns to me. "Goodbye Naya"

"I don't want to say goodbye" i shake my head.

"Don't be rude Naya say goodbye to Alex" my mother says giving me the eye.

"Fine. Goodbye Alex" i smile and she smiles back with a wink. Then she leaves.

"Bye honey" my mother says and waving to Alex before she turns to me. "I really like her"

"Yeah me too but she is stubborn as fuck" i roll my eyes.

My parents just laughs. "Ok honey but go do your job we can talk later"

"Ok I love you bye"

"Bye" they both say and we end the call.

Two weeks since I last saw her and she still amuses me with everything she says. Why is she so stubborn? I just want to talk to her. Maybe one day kiss her and hold her. Feel her against my body. Let her hands get tangled up in my hair as we both breath heavily from ecstasy roaming through our bodies.

"5 minutes Ms Rivera" a stage assistant knocks me out my daydream. My sex dream with Alex.

Fuck.