Alex's POV

There is nothing more beautiful than a woman being vulnerable in front of you. That intense raw emotion that comes out the dark and exposes herself too you.

This exact moment, where she is nervous but courages makes me love her even more.

"You ok baby?" I whisper between kisses, running my one hand up and down her naked body.

"More than ok" she smiles and I feel her hands roaming over my stomach before she grabs my face and deepens the kiss.

Hovering over her, I let my head fall to the crook of her neck and let my lips wonder over her soft skin. I feel her body press up against mine with a slight moan and I bite down on her skin trying to suppress my own vocal reaction. I love the way her body responds too my affection.

My hand reaches out for her one breast and give it a light squeeze which yet again, gets me a soft moan coming from her lips.

"Open your legs for me sweetheart" I whisper tracing my tongue down to her other nipple. She immediately does as I ask and I slide my body between her legs while I suck on her nipple.

Deciding not too tease her I stuck down hard and swirl my tongue just to get a reaction.

Her hand finds it way at the back of my neck and her body bucks up towards me with a louder moan.

That's what I wanted to hear.

After giving the other nipple some attention, I slid my tongue down her stomach and move my body down. "Tell me to stop if you are uncomfortable"

She only nods looking down at me. She is breathing heavily and her hands are already grasping onto my bedsheets. I can tell she is nervous but in her eyes I only see lust. Hopefully the lust and arousal will outweigh the fear.

I place myself in a comfortable position and kiss both her thighs before looking down. I am not going to lie. I have been dreaming about the day I get to go down on Naya Rivera but this is something different.

This isn't about me. This is about her, about us. We are sharing our bodies with each other and that is something special. I would never take advantage of that.

She is giving her body too me and I am so grateful.

I run the tip of my tongue through her folds and the jerks at the sudden touch. It might be ticklish so I put my whole mouth over her and just start slow.

"Holy shiiit" she moans out and bucks her hips up. I haven't even started and this is how she reacts?

I push my tongue past her folds and slowly start licking up and down. I feel her wetness on my tongue and it's the most delicious thing I have ever tasted.

She opens her legs even wider for me and I internally smile. She is liking this and it makes me happy.

With the more access I let my tongue flick and suck over her clit and she lets out breathless moans which just motivates me to keep going.

"Fuck Alex!" she almost screams out and her hand finds it way into my hair. I can't help but let out a moan out myself. Just hearing her scream my name turns me on even more.

"Baby, don't stop.... Please don't stop" she moans out in desperation.

I don't ever plan on stopping baby.

I feel her hips start grinding against my tongue so I just give her what she wants. I put my tongue out and just let her control the movement for a few seconds.

"I-I'm cumming...baby" she stutters in between breaths and I take this moment to eat her out like it's the last time I will ever get this opportunity. She let's out shaky breaths and her body shakes.

"Fuck, fuck, baby, oh shit"

Her breathing then stops but I keep applying pressure to help her ride it out.

I feel her cumming into my mouth and I smile, licking up everything she is giving to me. She takes a few deep breaths and her grips loosens around my hair.

I stay in my position and run a soothing tongue over every part I just devoured one moment ago.

I look up at her and she is already staring at me. I smirk and run my tongue down towards her entrance. I didn't really give attention there and I can see she likes it.

She keeps her eyes on me as I slowly drag my tongue around her entrance. I see her starting to breath heavy again.

Round two let's fucking go.

"Fuck baby" she moans out as I slip my tongue deep into her. Her head falls back into the pillow and her eyes immediately close in pleasure. Her hands are griping, almost tearing off my bedsheets as she bites down on her bottom lip to keep her moans inside.

I swirl my tongue around and then let it dip in and out of her. Her upper body almost lift completely off the mattress but I use my one hand to push her back down. She takes that hand and brings it too one of her breasts and I immediately grab onto it.

If that is what she wants, then that is what she will get.

"Oohh yes. Oohh Alex. Baby. Oh my gosh!"

My own moan set a vibration inside her and she reacts to it by bucking her hips closer to my mouth.

Not even one minute later she yells out my name again and the orgasm rips through her body like a tidal wave.

Feeling very proud of my accomplishments, I kiss my way back up her body as she lays limp and out of breath. I smile down at her flustered face. "What's the verdict?"

"Holy shit baby" she laughs and covers her face.

"Yeah?" I smile.

"But like, I can't even explain it." she breathes out and her hands rest on my shoulders.

"I really glad you liked it because I don't think I would've stopped if you asked." I chuckle and she gives me small frown.

"No, I am joking I would've stopped, I just really...." I pause and take a deep breath tasting her on my lips again. "really enjoyed it."

"Promise?" she asks cupping my face in her hands.

"I promise baby" I lean down and give her a soft kiss. I don't think she wants to taste herself yet so I pull back.

"I will be right back ok" I whisper and kiss her again before I run to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth.

I walk out the bathroom and see her in the same position I left her in. On her back with her arms over her face, this time though she is under the blanket but still naked. Her whole body is covered except for her one leg. So I take a moment to enjoy this, just looking at her, in my bed.

She takes her arms away and jumps a bit at the sight of me standing a few feet away. "Fuu- what are you doing?" she laughs.

I make my way to the bed and crawl to lay on top of her. I only keep this huge smile on my face and hide in her neck.

"What?" she asks again trying to look at my face. I fight her but eventually give in.

"I am just really happy that you are here." I say hovering over her again. "You are so beautiful"

She smiles and runs her hand over my cheek and lips before she cups my chin and gives me a sweet but passionate kiss. She slips her tongue into my mouth and my stomach does flips. I think I will react this way for the rest of my life. Her kissing me like this, deep and passionate will forever be my favorite thing.

.....

Waking up with Naya's warm body pressed against my back, is exactly what I wanted this winter. It's so fucking cold outside, I can hear the wind howling through the air, the sound of the honking cars and people on their way to work.

Never in my life have I been this glad too not be outside. I am an outdoors person but winter in New York, no thank you. I am happy right here in my warm, comfortable bed with my girlfriend holding me close.

I might just stay here the whole day.

I turn around and smile at the feel of her naked body. Her breasts pressing up against my chest and my hand tracing her bare ass. It's dark but I can still see her face. She looks so relaxed and calm.

Oh how I have dreamed about this day. It's really hard to think that millions of people also dream about this. Holding her like this but she is mine.

I cuddle my head into her neck and I feel her holding my tighter. I don't want to wake her up but I can't help but trace small kisses down her neck and upper chest. How could I not? She is right here, exposed for my pleasure. Of course I will kiss her.

"Hhmm" I hear her react to my kisses and I smile. She runs her nails up and down my back and goosebumps erupt all over my skin. Just a simple touch like that lights a fire within me. It's something I can't explain.

"I did a good job with this bed" she says in whisper but I can hear the smirk in her tone. She obviously very proud of herself and I can't even deny it. This is the best fucking bed in the world.

"It's much better when you are in it" I say still kissing her neck.

She let's out a soft chuckle and wraps her one leg around me, almost suffocating me in her grip but I don't care. Her body is warm, she is naked, I can kiss her and I need to treasure these moments with her.

In a few weeks the new year will start and then we are both going to be so busy. I don't think we will be able to stay in bed like this on a Tuesday morning, with no care of the outside world.

So I have to hold on as long as I can.

....

Well so much for holding onto her the whole day. Here we are sitting in the traffic on our way to a restaurant Naya is dying to take me for breakfast.

Today, today of all days. I bet myself $100 that it will snow any minute now. It's cold outside, it's cloudy and Naya didn't give me time to make myself some coffee. She wanted to leave as soon as possible. She has a meeting with her publisher at 12 and she wants too have a nice relaxing breakfast.

"Would you stop moping? We are almost there"

I turn my face in very dramatic slow motion too look at her. "You should be glad that I love you"

She gives me a huge grin and her hand that has been on my thigh the whole ride, gives me a light squeeze. I can't help my smile and lace our fingers together.

We come to a stop in front of the restaurant and I brace myself for the cold before we get out. I grab Naya's hand in mine as we walk towards the door.

There are a few points and stares directed our way but I am used to it by now. It doesn't really bother me anymore and Naya seems really comfortable with me in public, so it makes me comfortable too.

We take a seat at the window and being a loving girlfriend, Naya has already ordered coffee for us on the way to our table.

"See it's nice and warm in here." she smiles trying to reassure me. It's not working because I was nice and warm in bed cuddling her naked body. Now that is way better than this. Although the smell of coffee makes it a bit better.

"I was just joking baby. I love it when you buy me food." I laugh and stick out my tongue in a playful manner.

"Will you let me pay this time?" she tilts her head looking at me.

"I am thinking about it. You can just say this is our date, then you can pay, yes."

"This isn't our date. I just want to have breakfast with you." she whines and I can see she is frustrated with me now. I am only teasing her but I sense that I should stop.

"Ok, ok. I'll stop! I love having breakfast with you. Thank you baby" I grab her hand and give it a soft kiss.

The waiter brings over our coffee and my smile grows into something more excited as I take the first sip with small moan. Naya raises an eyebrow my way but I ignore her and focus my attention back to this amazing cup of coffee.

"Have you heard something about your profile at the company? You better tell me when you dance Alex, or I swear I will hit you in the face" she says a bit to serious. Would she really hit me? Well she did once before.

"I am trying to get myself out of it. I don't want to dance" I fake cry and she gives me a death glare.

"Why can't I see you dance? I don't give me the 'I make you nervous' speech. It's literally one dance?"

"Didn't we have this conversation already?" I roll my eyes. It's the same with my mother. We always talk about me dancing again.

"Yes but we are having it again. Everyone seems to want you to dance so you must be really good. And now you don't want me too see you dance?"

I take a deep breath and spin my cup of coffee on the table. "I know if you see me dance, you will convince me to go on with it." I say in a low voice looking down at the table.

She stares at me for a few seconds before she taps her nails on the table. "Baby look at me"

I clench my jaw and slowly look up at her.

"If you don't want to dance then I am not going to pressure you. I would never do that. I just want to see you dance. I just want to know everything about you and everyone around us seems to know more about you than me. So yeah I am going to be that girlfriend now, and ask you to dance for me. Just one time then you don't have to dance again. "

"I will still dance with you though. I really want too" I smile shyly at her. I really do want to dance with her.

"Thank you. I would really like that. But can I please see you dance?" she asks again.

"For you Naya Rivera, I will do anything." I say giving her wink. She let's out a soft chuckle and take a sip from her coffee.

"You are so fucking stubborn. You know that?"

"Yeah but you like a challenge." I quirk my eyebrows at her. "You can't have everything easy"

"Excuse me!?" she yells in disbelief as she leans forward. "I think I have suffered enough. It took you almost four months to even agree to have coffee with me"

"True" I nod my head. "But... I gave you more than a coffee? I think I should get some points for that?"

She leans back again and crosses her arms in defeat. She looks out the window and bites her inner cheek. "You are still fucking stubborn." she mumbles rolling her eyes.

I smirk in victory. Yes I am stubborn I admitted it but it was with good reason. I did it for her. Everything I do is for her. I just wanted to protect her image, her career and she knows it. She knows that is was the best decision at the time. I still can't believe she wanted to get to know me so bad. I still don't. I don't think I ever will.

"Hey" I whisper to grab her attention. She looks at me and I smile wide. "I love you"

She tries to hide her smile but she gives in, covering her eyes for a few seconds. "I love you too" she whispers back and reaches for my hand.

Got her wrapped around my finger with three little words.

Well so am I.

.....

With Naya's encouragement at breakfast about going back to see Casey. I finally made it here, sitting in my car, ready to get out.

Yesterday I was excited but now, now I am terrified but I have to do this. I have to try. This is why I came to New York. This is what I life for. My whole life has been about diving and I miss it so much. I just need to get back in the water. I need to feel again.

I walk down the same hallway and go through the same doors. I come to a stop and the receptionist and my heart is racing.

"Good afternoon, can I help you?" she asks with a friendly smile.

"Yeah, I was here yesterday too see Casey but something came up. Can I go through too wait for her again?"

"Oh yeah sure. You know the way" she smiles and I make my way to the door.

I open the door and the chlorine smell invades my nose again. There are definitely more people in here today. The pool is filled with people and their are small children running around, excited to jump in the pool.

I remember my first day of swimming lessons. Changed my life.

Deciding to be bold and not wait for her to finish. I look over the room till my eyes fall on her busy with a warm up. I slowly walk next to the pool, keeping my eyes focused on the water and I can't help but smile. I miss the water so much.

"Excuse me." I manly voice shakes me from my trance. I look up and he stands in front of me with his clipboard in hand. "This is a closed practice. You can't be in here"

"Oh yeah I know I just came to see Casey" I say pointing to where she is at the end of the pool.

"Well she is busy. You can't just interrupt her practice. You should wait outside till she is done. I will go tell her you are here" he says and starts walking without me even getting the chance to answer him. Why is everyone so rude in here?

I stay in one place, and watch him walk up to Casey. I can see she is pissed about being interrupted, she hates it so much. He puts on a friendly smile, cleary apologizing and then he points to me.

Casey frowns at first and I take a deep breath, feeling nervous about talking to her. I haven't seen her in a while.

Suddenly her eyes go wide and a huge smile appears on her face. She let's out this high pitch scream which makes me laugh before she starts running in my direction. Almost the whole room stares at her as she runs and jumps into my body.

"Oh my gosh!" she yells in a whisper as I hold her tight. I really missed her so much.

"Hey Case!" I laugh and put her down. "Sorry for interrupting your practice"

"No, no, no. You don't know how glad I am too see you. Oh my gosh!" she giggles holding onto my hands. "How are you? Fuck, how is your hand?" she asks looking at my scar.

"It's good, almost good as new" I smile at her excitement. Why couldn't I just walk up to her yesterday?

"What are you doing here? Why didn't you call me? We could've gotten dinner or something. Wait, when are you going back?"

I laugh at all her questions. She just keeps rambling on.

"Casey, wow. Slow down." I laugh holding onto her shoulders. "I wanted too come talk to you about something"

She nods for me to continue but I just stare at her, waiting for her to realize on her own. It only took a few seconds longer than I suspected but I am guessing by the big smile on her face and then another scream, that she caught on.

"Oh my gosh! Yes!" she throws her hands in the air and pulls me in for another hug. "Let's go talk in my office."

"What about your practice?"

"Alex. You are way more important." she laughs and drags me towards her office.

Oh how I have missed her.

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