Naya's POV

I decided to stay with Alex tonight. We haven't really had any time together since she got here. She has been busy with her apartment and we still are. I swear she left everything in the wrapping for me to do it. And using the excuse that I will move it anyway didn't help her case.

I get that she isn't in a rush and she didn't really get the time to do it today. So I don't mind. And I hate too admit it but I like decorating her apartment. And I will probably move stuff around anyway.

I turn around to face Alex who is sitting down in a split. She has been doing her stretches for the past 20 minutes and she is kind of distracting me with her short, tight, very thin material clothing.

"So these tiny excuses of clothing. Is this what you always wear? At practice?"

"Yes" she smiles and starts walking to the kitchen. "Why?"

"No reason." I lie. I have a bunch of reasons and I am not happy about her answer.

I sit down at the kitchen counter while she makes herself some kind of smoothie. "I need to be comfortable and this gives me full range of motion."

I rest my head in my hands and try to hide my jealousy. I don't like that she wears this but it makes sense. She needs to be comfortable, I get that but I absolutely hate it. That is my body. "Ok and what will you wear at the studio?"

"Definitely not this." she stops drinking her shake and looks at me. "I almost forgot to tell you. There is this girl at the studio. She is always at reception I think?"

"Yes Lilla" I nod.

"She is a bit-"

"What did she do?" I cut her off, immediately pissed off.

"She undressed me with her eyes a couple of times. What the fuck?!" she laughs but I don't find it funny at all.

I clench my jaw and take a deep breath. I know Lilla. Lilla is a flirt. She will pounce on any living thing that walks through those doors. She tried it with me but it didn't last long. She got a few harsh words from me and looks like she will get them again.

Alex senses my anger and walks up behind me and wraps her arms around me. "Don't do that. It doesn't mean anything to me. I will tell her to stop."

I just keep quiet and enjoy the few kisses on my cheek.

"Do you want to take a shower with me?" she whispers in my ear.

And just like that, my mood changes. A smile instantly appears on my face and I turn around in my chair. Alex takes the position between my legs and my hands goes to her sides. "We are not done talking about this." I try to be serious but I can't help but smile.

How can I not? The thought of seeing Alex naked again sends goosebumps all over my body.

"Yes we are" she whispers and closes the gap to connect our lips.

"Stop distracting me" I laugh and playfully push her away but at the same time I keep my hands on her body.

She knows I am not serious and she bites her lower lip in a smirk and reaches for her top. Keeping her eyes on me with that sly smirk she pulls it over her head and exposes her chest to me.

My eyes are no longer looking at her face and I gulp at the sight in front of me. My breathing is a bit slow but my heart rate is definitely speeding up.

She lifts my chin and connects out lips in another kiss. She immediately deepens it and my mind goes blank.

Well done Alex Woods.

My hands rests against her stomach and unlike before, where minimum touching was allowed. This time I can touch wherever I want.

I can feel her smile against my lips and the muscles on her stomach contracting with every inch I reach a bit higher.

With her lips never leaving mine, she kisses me in a slow motion. Absolutely no rush. You would think how she took her top off right here in the kitchen that she doesn't want to take things slow but no. She wants to take her time and I love it.

My hands finally find her breasts and in that moment she lets out a soft moan against my lips.

I cup both her breasts and slowly drag both my palms over her hard nipples. Her breathing gets deeper and the kiss changes from slow and gentle to deep and passionate.

I am not going to lie, I am struggling to keep it together. I was aroused by just seeing her in these clothes. And now her body is pressed against mine with her tongue down my throat. I mean come on, how can I slow down now?

I reach up behind her neck and lift my body from the chair. I pull away from the kiss and look at Alex. I can tell she feels exactly like me. "Take me upstairs"

Dating a gymnast is probably the best decision I have ever made. It's not the only reason but my gosh. Alex picks me up like it's nothing and walks up the stairs.

I was prepared to run or have a struggling make out session all the way to the top. But now I can kiss Alex just like I want as she carries me all the way to the shower.

It didn't take two minutes for my clothes to be ripped from my body and me being pinned against the wall in the shower.

She has my hands placed above my head and her lips on my neck. I have been keeping my vocals to a limit downstairs but now I don't care.

"Baby please" I moan in a desperate voice.

Her lips find mine again in a deep hungry kiss. She spreads my legs wider in the process and I wait for her to please my needs.

She leaves my lips and takes one of my nipples in her mouth. I let out a breathy moan while I hold her head in the same position. Her tongue twirling around my hard nipple is something I can't explain. This is the part where my body is completely hers. She has control.

After she gave my other nipple the same attention she went down further, kissing my stomach and holding my hips in place.

It took me a few seconds to realize what was happening or rather what was going to happen.

"Wait!" I stop her just before her head went between my legs.

She looks up at me and has a confused expression on her face. "What's wrong?" she asks as she comes back up to me.

"Nothing" I lie and grab the back of her head, kissing her again. I don't want to stop.

"Naya what's wrong?" she pulls back after a few seconds. I think she can sense that I am lying.

I just ruined everything. Fuck.

I sigh and wipe my face feeling embarrassed now. Why didn't I just let it happen? Power through the nerves.

"Sorry" I whisper and the tears start building up. I feel so stupid and embarrassed right now.

I should've said something before, not in the middle of sex.

I can't even look at Alex right now, so her shower floor becomes really interesting. Alex turns off the water but the steam keeps us warm.

"Baby look at me" she lifts my chin but my eyes stay closed. "Naya" she whispers and gives me a soft kiss in the lips. "baby please talk to me"

I open my eyes and find her worried ones staring at me. I can't lie to her. "Uhmm" I scratch my head feeling so vulnerable right now. I even cover my chest and cross my legs. "Only one person has gone down on me before and she didn't like doing it. So I am just nervous about it, because I just don't want you to feel like you have too. It's fine with me if you don't want too."

She unwraps my arms and place it on her shoulders. She holds me by my waist and gives me a kiss on the cheek. "I know I don't have too. But I really want too. Did you like it though?"

"I don't know" I laugh. "It didn't last very long."

"I don't want you to be uncomfortable or nervous about it baby. You have to tell me these things. I care more about you than sex." she says in a sincere voice as she rubs up and down my sides.

I let out a breath of relief and rest my head on her shoulder. I don't deserve her. How can I be this lucky? Nobody has ever treated me like this. I thought she would be mad or disappointed that I stopped her.

"Have you ever done it?"

I lift my head and look at her. "More times than I can count." I roll my eyes. "It's all she ever wanted. Me pleasing her. She even took pictures one time but I smashed her phone."

"Ahh man I also wanted to take pictures." Alex fake cries.

I give her a death glare but I know she is joking. She laughs and pulls me into her body. "I am ready whenever you are ok. But please don't feel nervous about it. It's literally the last thing you need to worry about."

"Thank you baby" I whisper hiding my face away in her neck.

....

I think winter is officially here. This is definitely the coldest night we had. Alex's apartment is really warm but it's still cold. After the sun went down, the temperature dropped dramatically.

After we got out the shower, Alex made us some dinner. She is actually a very good cook. I was really impressed and a bit turned on but I didn't act on it. Still feel like am idiot about earlier.

But now that I want to cuddle and watch a movie with Alex. Now her tv doesn't work yet.

"This is literally the only reason I bought you this couch. I want you to keep me warm while we watch a movie." I fake cry. This is now the 5th time I have said that.

Alex is now sitting on the floor busy connecting everything herself. But she is taking forever.

"Stop it!" she laughs

"It's almost midnight and I need my beauty sleep." I groan and pull the blanket over my head.

"It's not even fucking 8 o'clock. Make yourself useful and go get my some water please."

"Go get yourself!" I yell at her. Not a few seconds later I feel something hit me in the side.

"Ow!" I laugh and pull the blanket off and see a manual book laying next to me. "Did you just throw me with a book?" I laugh now in disbelief. "Asshole!" I throw the book back but it didn't even hit her.

"You throw like a little bitch!" she laughs not even turning around to look at me.

"Well some of us aren't good at everything" I roll my eyes and stand up to go get her a water.

"Finally!" she cheers and I see the tv playing as I sit back down.

"Yay!!" I smile and immediately make myself comfortable.

Alex comes to the couch and I get a thank you kiss for her water. She lays back with me and I take her hand in mine.

"Can I show you something real quick before we watch a movie?"

"Yeah of course. What is it?" I smile sitting forward from excitement.

"sshhh" Alex says putting her hand over my eyes. "Don't look"

"Whyyyyy?"

"I don't know if I like this whiny Naya." she laughs.

"You love me" I blush even thought she can't see it. She still has her hand over my face.

"Very much"

I smile and sit till she is finished. I don't know why my eyes need to be covered but nevertheless I wait patiently. My hands fiddle with her sweatpants in her lap and I can't help but get excited to cuddle her. I love her body so much. So every chance I get my hands are on her.

I am going to struggle knowing what she wears when she is at practice. I absolutely know everyone will stare at her. She is the most beautiful girl in any room.

But she is mine.

"Ok you can open up." she takes her hand away and I look at the screen. "Ok you ready?"

"Yes?"

She presses play and it looks like an advert for a energy drink. But I have seen this before.

"What!!!" I gasp when I see her silhouette appear on the screen, walking towards a table with this familiar energy drink. "I have seen this!! Is that you?" I jump up from the couch and walk even closer to the screen.

Then Alex appears on the screen swinging on some bars. Then she runs up some stairs, then she swims in a pool. Everything she does is only a few seconds and the lighting and camera angle is so well positioned that you can hardly see her face but I know it's her. I could recognize her body and tattoos anywhere. She is wearing very revealing clothes but I guess that was the point. They wanted her fit body to show.

The last shot is her running on the gymnastics floor and doing multiple tumbles in the air.

Then it ends with her slamming the engery drink on a table with some dust or powder going up in the air.

Then it ends with Energy for everyone.
The voice over and the music makes everything much more powerful.

"What the hell?!!" I yell in shock but also excitement. I turn around and see Alex just laughing at my reaction. "I have seen this ad so many times!! That's you!!"

She just laughs but I can see the hint of blush in her face.

"Baby what the fuck! That is so cool! Play it again!" I turn to face the tv again. She plays it and this time I sit on the coffee table to watch.

"No way!" I laugh throughout the whole thing. I can't believe it.

"Ok stop, come back" Alex cries behind me.

I slowly make my way back to the couch but I position myself to look at her. "That is amazing. You look fucking hot."

"Stop, you are making me blush." she laughs. "I just wanted to spoil you with something because you always say I hide everything from you."

"Ahh" I climb onto her lap and hug her head against my chest. "Thank you baby."

"You are welcome." she smiles up at me. I lean down and give her gentle loving kiss.

I slide off her lap and retake my position next to her as she picks a movie for us.

She stands up to turn off the lights and comes back running towards the heat. It's really cold tonight.

We cuddle closer to each other and within minutes I am considering to sleep here tonight. It's so warm and comfortable but I really want to sleep in Alex's bed with her. I have been thinking about that all day.

I have been thinking about that for a while actually. I have been dreaming about this day. The last time we actually slept together in her bed was at the beach house. The other times were in a hotel bed and mine. She hasn't shared her bed with me yet and it makes me so happy to finally have an opportunity.

She is in New York. Finally.

I think it's finally sinking in. She has been here for 4 days now and I guess I have been waiting for her to leave again.

But she is not. She lives her now. She is close to me. I can see her whenever I want too. We can finally have a normal relationship.

I want that.

I want to build our relationship. She means everything to me and I can't wait for what lays ahead for us.

"Baby" I whisper for her attention. She looks at me with all the love in the world. "Can we go on a date this week?"

"Of course baby. You don't have to ask" she smiles and gives me a kiss.

"But I want us to go on a date every week. You know, really make time for it"

"Ok" she smiles widely at me. "I love that idea."

She kisses me again but before she could pull away I keep her close and let the kiss last longer. "I am so happy that you are here"

"Me too" she whispers and kisses me again. Her hand finds it way under my sweatshirt and the touch of her hand lights a fire in me.

It's definitely the same fire from this afternoon because it comes really quickly.

Without thinking about it I open my mouth for her tongue and she gladly accepts. She moves me down on the couch and shifts her body over mine, never breaking the kiss.

My hands travel to her sides and I softly caress her exposed skin with my fingertips.

The kiss is slow and controlled. Just our bodies pressed against each other and the tv playing in the background.

"This is definitely my number one reason why I hate winter" she whispers against my lips.

"What?"

"Way to many fucking layers on your body" she slightly chuckles and continues our heated make out session.

This is definitely to many layers for me too. I want to feel her skin against mine. So I sneak my hands into her sweatshirt but I don't waste any time touching her stomach. I immediately cup both her breasts in my hands.

She let's out a breathless moan and that sound flipped the switch for me. I want her right now. No more hiding, no more vulnerability, no more stopping.

This is Alex. It won't be the same. She cares about me. She cares about my needs. She wants to do it. I didn't pressure her right?

I hate to think about her with someone else but she has probably done it before so she must like it.

If kissing her feels this amazing then I can only imagine how it must feel down there.

Yep I am convinced.

"Baby, I want you" I pull her ear closer to my mouth and I can feel her body reacting to my words.

She looks at me and her breathing shows that she definitely wants me too. "Are you sure?"

"I want you"