Alex's POV

I feel her kiss my neck and sucking hard. My body arches up against her naked body. I can feel her hard nipples against my skin and it makes me more aroused. My hands travel down her back and squeeze her perfect ass. A small moan escapes from her mouth and she grinds her body against mine.

"I missed you so much Alex. I knew you still loved me" she whispers against my neck.

Wait 'knew' ?

I lift up her head from my neck and there she is. Melissa.

"No,no,no" i breath heavy sitting up. The room is dark but I can see but it's not familiar. Oh fuck where am I? No fuck did I sleep with someone el-

"Alex?" I hear a voice next to me.

"No fuck" i jump out of bed falling down on the floor. I feel down my body if I am naked. Gripping on my shirt I sigh in relief, laying on the floor covering my face. What the fuck is happening?

"Alex, what's going on?" She says and I know that voice. That is Naya.

"Naya?" I say sitting up and I see her getting out of bed coming towards me.

"Hey, what's wrong?" She asks bending down next to me. I immediately grab her arms to make sure she is real. "Alex!!" She yells and slaps me across the face.

I blink a few times and shake my head. Did she just slap me? Well I guess it worked.

"Ow" I say in shock.

"What are you doing?" She says, still concerned. She sits down next to me.

"Sorry. I just had a nightmare" I lay back on the floor taking a few deep breaths. Thank goodness it's her. What the hell is up with these dreams?

She lays her hand on my stomach and grips my shirt taking a deep breath. "Are you ok?" She whispers.

"Yeah, sorry" I take her hand and sit up. "Uhhm sorry let's get back in bed." I say standing up and helping her stand up too.

I lead her back to bed and tuck us both in but she is hesitant. She is sleepy and confused but she is still concerned. "Do you want to talk about it?"

"No baby it's fine" I say turning her body to hold her. "Just a stupid dream"

Did I just call her baby again? A second time it just slipped out.

She didn't even respond to that. She just cuddled back into me and immediately fell asleep. I am really glad about that because I can't tell her about my sex dreams with Melissa. I can't tell her that I dream about cheating on her. I can't tell her that I have had these dreams every single night since we got back from the beach house. What does this even mean? Fuck.

Naya's breathing is steady and her back pressed against my chest makes me want to hold her tighter. I bury my face deeper in her neck and hair. Her hair is so soft and smells amazing. She has this unique scent that I could identify in a room full of people. Her hand is holding onto my arm that is wrapped around her waist. I could stay in this position forever, holding onto her.

I don't know how long we layed like this but after a while the room became a bit lighter but not too much. These curtains are thick but I don't know what the time is. For a while I have been looking at our phones which is placed on top of each other. We haven't looked at it since she posted about us. I don't even know what the post was but I can't help my curiosity. Well the response be positive or negative? I know for fact a lot of people will be disappointed but hopefully I don't get any death threats.

I feel her stir against me and her ass arches back into me. I hold my breath trying not to think about it. Oh how I would take her in this exact position. That perfect little round ass grinding against me. Oh shit....

Luckily she repositions herself and her hand feels around my arm. She suddenly turns her head looking back at me. "You're still here?" She smiles in a sleepy voice before cuddling back into me.

"Here else would I be?" I whisper in her ear propped up on my elbow.

"You usually stretch in the morning?" She asks with her eyes still closed holding onto my arm for dear life.

"I think we both need this. I will do my stretches tonight" I kiss her cheek and she smiles.

"I think you should do your stretches at night from now on. I like waking up like this"

"Yeah? Me too" I kiss her cheek again. "I can't wait for you to sleep in a normal shirt or something because this thing is in my way" i laugh tugging on her, well my hoodie.

"In the way for what?" She laughs and I clearly didn't think this through and she caught me. "Do you want to feel me Woods?" She asks in a teasing voice guiding my hand up and down her stomach. I definitely asked for this. Yep that is embarrassing.

I pull my hand away and roll over to my side of the bed. She laughs but I sit up and tie my hair in a messy bun.

"No,no. I was kidding, come back" she laughs pulling on the back of my shirt.

I laugh standing up, blushing my ass off. "No fuck off" I take my pillow and throw it at her. She only laughs and falls back onto the bed as I walk away into the bathroom.

"Alex!" I hear her scream behind the closed door. "Come back" she whines and I just shake my head flushing the toilet before starting to brush my teeth.

"Alleeexxx!" She whines in a higher voice that almost makes my choke of laughter. I open the door with my toothbrush still in my mouth. "What?" I ask seeing her stretched out on the bed looking hot as fuck. Her long tanned and toned legs against these white sheets and her wearing my clothes. That is something I could get use too.

She lifts her head and her hair is messy but she is still so beautiful. "Oohh are you getting ready to make out with me?" She smiles getting out of bed all excited.

"No" I laugh closing the door before she could get inside. "You don't deserve my lips"

"I am sorry" she laughs and I hear her banging on the door like a little child as I rinse my mouth. I could see our kids banging on our bedroom door like that on a Sunday morning. Wow Alex stop!

I open the door again she is face down on the bed but lifts her head as I open the door. She jumps up and runs past me into the bathroom. She is not getting any from me, that's for sure.

I walk to the window and open up the curtains. "Oh that's why it's so dark. It's pouring" i say to myself looking at the dark skies. This is life. I love the rain.

I walk back to the bed and hesitate for a few seconds wanting to pick up my phone. Luckily Naya comes back out and decide that I want a few more seconds with her before we get back to reality.

"Are you nervous?" She asks tying her hair back in a high ponytail, walking towards me.

"Not really." I smile taking her hand and she sits down next to me. "Maybe just a few more seconds"

"You don't have to be nervous Alex. I know it's scary, but this" she rubs my thigh. "Us. It's not going to change. People need to know that you come first and you always will. I know my schedule is crazy but when I am with you, behind closed doors or not. You will always have all of me."

I rest my head against the backboard and take a deep breath. "I really appreciate that but we both know that is impossible but I don't care about that. I know you have a responsibility. If I want extra attention I will just run naked across the room."

She laughs but excitedly. "Yes" and leans down to give me a slow kiss. "Yes finally I get my good morning kiss"

I grab her by the waist and pull her closer to me. She sits between my legs as I bend her backwards kissing her neck and cheek continuosly. She laughs but leans back into me totally enjoying the attention. She turns her head and I catch her lips in a sweet kiss. "Good morning" I whisper and give her a few quick kisses.

She smiles and sits up a bit still leaning back into my chest. "You ready?" She asks grabbing both our phones.

"Let's do this" I say giving her another kiss on the cheek.

I unlock my phone and it's full of messages and 15 missed calls. "Oh wow" I laugh.

"Yep" she meets my comment. "I am glad we didn't do this last night"

I go through my missed calls. A few is from Jamie which isn't a surprise and then a missed call from my mom this morning which has probably nothing to do with this. And then a few from an unknown number. Well I am not going call them back expect my mother of course.

"You didn't post a naked picture of me right?" I laugh, obviously joking.

"Your body is for my eyes only" she says turning back to kiss me.

"Yes it is" I smile back and she turns back around leaning back into me again.

I go to Naya's page and see the post about us. "Aawh that's a really cute picture of us" I smile kissing the side of her head. "And 10 million likes?"

"I know right. One of my favorites" she squeals.

"Ok what is in the comments?"

"It's actually really positive. I didn't read all of them. Way to much but look at Heather's comment. 'it's about time' ."

I have put my phone down and is reading with Naya.Clearly they don't know who I am. Jamie obviously knows because she recognised my tattoos and possibly my glasses.

We read through a few DM's. "Nobody knows who I am" I laugh. "That's a good sign"

"I wasn't going to give them everything at once. At least they know I am taken" she smiles. "But now the paparazzi is going crazy and they will look for us on every street corner"

I laugh wrapping my arms around her waist. This is a really good reaction. I bury my face in her neck and take a deep breath.

"Hey are you ok?" She asks touching my head.

"I am perfect. This is better than I thought. Honestly I was scared that this reaction and whatever would ruin our weekend"

She puts her phone down and turns her body sideways to face me. "Alex. Nothing and nobody can ruin this weekend. I am so happy that the world knows but I am happier that I am here with you."

"Thank you." I smile and she gives me a kiss.

"So do I have you all to myself for the whole weekend?" She whisper against my lips.

"I don't want to be anywhere else" I smile and she kisses me again.

"Good because right now" she moves down against my body causing me to gasp softly at the friction. She pulls my body down for my head to be on the pillow. "I want to spend every minute I can, to kiss you" she crawls up my body, straddles my waist and hovers above my face. Oh how I have dreamed of being in this position.

She cuts my smile off with her lips against mine. Her one hand is against my cheek and mine is holding onto the outside of her thighs. And yet again the hoodie is in the way. I can't feel her body. I am wearing a bra but I don't think she is. Maybe it's better if I don't feel that. I might take this further.

Maybe my dreams will get better if I just have sex with her. Maybe this is the last hurdle. If she want to have sex with me that means she really likes me and that means I am worth it. I really hope so because if my dreams come true I will jump off a building.

She pulls away and looks at me. "What's wrong?" She whispers.

"Nothing" I shake my head.

She sits up and places her hands on my stomach because she knows I am lying. "What are you thinking about?"

I sigh and rub my face. I can't lie to her.

"Is this about your nightmare?" She frowns.

"Get out of my head" I laugh in shock because what the actual fuck. How did she know that?

"Alex" she breathes out my name. That specific way that can make me do anything.

I sit up straight, wrap my arms around her waist and rest my head against her chest. "Not exactly but yes I was thinking about it" I sigh.

She cups my face and lifts it up to look at her. "What was the dream about?"

"I don't want to talk about it" I whisper. "It will be over soon and I won't have it again"

"Again? You had a few times?" She frowns rubbing both her thumbs over my cheeks.

"Yes"

"How many times?"

I sigh and drop my head again but she pulls it back up and waits for an answer. "17"

"Is it about me or us?" She asks in a shocked manner.

"You are not going to stop till I tell you huh?" I say leaning back on my arms.

"No" she smiles but is still concerned.

"Ok fine" I sigh. "But don't make it an issue please. It's just a stupid dream."

She says nothing and I continue. "So the past few weeks I have had these dreams about us uhmm" I smile. "Sex dreams"

"Oohh" she smiles.

"No! Did I mention this is a nightmare?" I laugh and she nods with a deep breath. "So it's starts off great. Not every dream is the same though. We are making out or neck kisses, hands traveling to certain places, lips wrapped around certain places" I smile and mention to my breasts and she smiles clearly also thinking about it.

"But then you start to talk. Sweet at first but then you say things that doesn't make sense like 'i knew you would come back to me' or 'she doesn't love you I like I do' 'i told you this would happen' shit like that and then I know it's not you and when I turn to look who it is."

"It's Melissa" she finishes my sentence for my with a very irritated look on her face.

"And that's when I wake up like last night" I breathe out. She places her fingers to her lips as if she is thinking about something. "I am sorry Naya. I didn't want to tell you because it's just a stupid dream and it's Melissa. I didn't want you to think I dream about her because I miss her or something."

"Alex, I am not" she puts her hands on my shoulders.

"Ok. I am trying to figure out what's going on and how I can make it stop. Because waking up in a panic every night is not great" I laugh.

"So you wake up in a panic because you think you are cheating on me?"

"Yes and last night I didn't recognise the room and the you called my name and that was the worst moment of my life"

"Do think it has something to do with Melissa cheating on you?"

"I don't know" I sit back closer to her and rub her back. "But I want you to know I would never ever cheat on you"

"I know that Alex and would never cheat on you" she smiles and gives me a soft kiss.

"I know but please don't worry about this. Maybe when I move here closer to you and away from Melissa it will go away. "

She nods in agreement. "Ok. Do you think it's because we haven't had sex?"

I smile shaking my head. Get the fuck out of my head.

"What?" She smiles.

"I also thought of that but I don't want to be intimate with you just to stop my nightmares. What if that doesn't even help?"

"It has nothing to do with your nightmares Alex. Something in your mind is fucking with you and then you have nightmares about it." She says in an angry tone. "What if your mind is subconsciously telling you it's time?"

"I know-" i start but is cut off by my phone ringing. We both look at it and it's my mom. "She has been calling since early this morning. I have to answer" I whisper cupping her face in my hands. "Can we talk about this another time?"

"Yeah sure" she nods.

"Please don't be upset about it"

"I am not." She smiles. We stare at each other for a few more seconds and the phone stops ringing. "You should call her back"

"Kiss me first"

She leans down and gives me a soft kiss with a smile.

"Ok now give me a real kiss"

She laughs and then throws her arms around my neck. My arms wrap around her waist and I pull her closer to my body just as she starts to give me a passionate kiss. We both moan as she slips her tongue into my mouth and at the slight friction between our bodies as we hold each other tighter.

She breaks the kiss after a few quick kisses. "Better?" She laughs resting her head against mine.

"No, not better. Why did you stop?" I whine pushing myself up against her lips again. She laughs against my lips but parts them for me. I slide my tongue in her mouth and she unties my hair letting it fall to my back. She runs her hands through my hair and I could just melt into her touch. I feel her grind her hips against me and I hold her hips right where I need it most. This kiss is really getting heated and I can't say I am disappointed. Her body moving against mine is all I could focus on. Why would I stop this?

"Alex" she whispers in a breathless voice against my lips. I take this opportunity to kiss her neck. In a much more passionate way then what I intended. She moans throwing her head back giving me more access. That beautiful sound escaping from her mouth is like music to my ears. I could listen to that all day long. And right now I am the cause of that.

I feel her hands creep to the back of my neck holding me in place. Clearly she doesn't want to stop either.

"Alex, we should stop" she whispers again and this time I stop. It was really hard but she is right.

"Fuck sorry" I breathe out resting my head against her shoulders. She scratches my head and I lift it up to see a beautiful smile and lust filled. "This is totally your fault by the way"

She laughs leaning a bit away from me. "How is this my fault? You started again"

"Well, you....uh" I stutter because clearly this is my fault.

"Uh....uh...stop talking bullshit" she says grabbing my jaw. I laugh and she gives a quick kiss again.

I playfully push her away. "See here you go again" I roll my eyes.

She laughs and gets off my lap. "Call your mom Alex" she says throwing my phone in my lap.

"Fine but I am going to tell her what you just did" I say laying back down on the pillow.

Naya rolls her eyes also falling back with her head on my stomach, scrolling through her phone. I laugh and place my one hand on her head stroking it softly as I call my mother on speaker.

"Hi honey. Why didn't you pick up this morning? Are you ok?"

"Hi mom. We are fine"

"Hi Elaine" Naya smiles.

"Oh Naya sweetheart how are you? I miss you so much"

Naya smiles and turns on her stomach to talk into the phone that's laying on my chest. "I am great. How are you? I miss you too. Sorry I have been so busy lately. Work has been kicking my ass"

I smile because I know they have been talking and it warms my heart. They are getting along so well. My two favourite girls.

"Tell them to fuck off and give you a break." She laughs and we both laugh as well.

My hand is now traveling up and down her back. Frequently stroking the back of her neck.

"I am actually off this weekend. So we're just going to relax" she smiles and gives me a wink.

"Oh you're going to stay there? I told you, you might as well"

"Yeah I know but I didn't know if I was going to see her." I defend myself. "But now I kind of regret it"

Naya looks at me in shock with her mouth open.

"Why?"

"She tried to take advantage of me" I try to say as serious as possible. My mother on the other end laughs her ass off and Naya glares at me with a small smile on her lips.

"Oh Alex. I know you wouldn't mind that. Just don't you fucking dare take advantage of her. I will strangle you"

"Do you really think I would do that mother?" I roll my eyes.

"No honey I just have to say it so Naya can hear I am on her side. Naya sweetheart, if you want it you must take it. She doesn't need to give you consent. I am a lawyer I got your back"

My mouth drops and Naya laughs. "Thank you Elaine. She is kind of stubborn but I have found her weakness"

"You are her weakness Naya. You just need to take your clothes off then-"

"Woah mom" I cut her off blushing beet red. Naya laughs dropping her head on my stomach. "We all know what my weaknesses are. You don't have to point it out again"

"Yeah, yeah Naya I will call you later to discuss that further"

"No you will absolutely not do that" I cut in just as Naya was about to talk.

"Oh whatever. Listen honey you know why I called right?"

I laugh at her being careful not sure if Naya and I have discussed this yet. "Yes mom I know"

"Did you talk to Naya about it?"

"Yes I did and she doesn't like the idea" I laugh.

"She is lying" Naya hits me in the stomach.

"Annndd are you moving to New York?"

I smile at Naya and motion for her to answer the question.

"Yes she is" Naya laughs for joy and my mother screams at the other end.

"Oh honey that is fantastic news. I knew Naya was the only reason you would move but this is going to be so good for you Lex."

Naya smiles at what my mom said. I will just move for her. Again we all know it. She takes my hand and kisses my knuckles.

"Oh my gosh this is going to be great. We have to find you a place as soon as possible"

"Mom woah. We have time. We have to talk about a few thing first" I interject.

"I know but that is the small stuff. Oh gosh I am so excited. I am on the property website's now."

"Mom!" I laugh and shake my head.

"Oh Alex leave me alone and go make out with your girl. I will talk to you later. Bye Naya"

"Bye Elaine" she laughs also shaking her head.

"Bye mom" I say and hang up the phone with a big sigh.

Naya rests her head on my stomach and looks up at me with a big smile. "What?" I ask touching her face.

"I am just really happy" she whispers as if it was a secret and if she said it any louder something might ruin the moment.

I smile and run my fingers through her hair. "Me too" i meet her whisper and she lets out a breath of relief, closing her eyes.

We lay like this for a few minutes. In peaceful silence. I see her face relax and I instantly smile at her beauty. Even in this simple state she takes my breath away. I can tell she is falling asleep and I can't blame her. I could tell how tired she was last night. She acted like she wasn't but I could see it in her eyes. I know Naya likes to sleep but this is different. She had a really tough week. I know how late she got home and I know how tiring dancing can be.

I try to move a bit to pick her up but she puts her finger up. "No"

"Just come lay down on the pillow" I smile dragging her up to me. She latches herself onto my body and her head on my shoulder. "Just a few more minutes then we can go. I am starving" she whispers.

"How about I order us some room service and then you sleep?" I whisper moving a strand of hair from her face. "Besides we need some clothes before we can go out. You don't need walk of shame pictures in the media"

"Stride of pride bitches" she yells with fist in the air. I laugh and catch her hand holding it on my chest.

"We could just stay in here all day and cuddle?" I smile and kiss the top of her head.

"That sounds like a plan" she says burying her face in my neck and it sends goosebumps down my body.

"Ok let me get the menu" I say and she lets me go. She falls back into the bed and covers herself with the blanket. Oh my baby is si cute when she is tired.

I call down and order us some food and when I turn around she is fast asleep. I close the curtain to make it darker for her. I quickly hop in the shower and put on some fresh clothes.

Just as I step out the bathroom my hair still wet there is a knock on the door. Knowing Naya she wouldn't bother with that but I quickly open and take the tray of food from the guy and give him a tip.

I place the food next to the bed. Oh I hate this part. It's been almost an hour that she has slept and I really want her to eat. Knowing her busy schedule I assume she didn't eat all her meals.

I lean down over her and let my arm be close to her face. I know she likes my perfume, maybe she will wake up from it. I lean down and place feather like kisses on her cheek. She stirs a bit only to open her neck unconsciously for me to kiss her more. I smile and do as she wants. I kiss down her neck and whisper between kisses. "Baby the food is here."

A wide smile spreads across her face and I knew she was awake before I even said anything. My face shot blood red and I chuckle softly into her neck. "Come on the food is getting cold" I say moving away from her and bringing over her plate.

I put on the tv and we enjoy our breakfast in bed.