Alex's POV

I feel a hand tightening around my waist and a pair of lips on my neck. "You are so fucking sexy" she whispers in my ear from behind me. My body arches back into hers as we lay on the bed.

Her hand moves lower past the waistband of my panties. I open my legs wider as her fingers stroke through my folds, teasing my entrance. "You are so wet baby" she licks my sweet spot and I moan escapes my lips.

Her fingertips slowly rub my clit, not that I need it but I like it. I throw my head back into her shoulder and she latches onto my neck. "Aahh fuck" I moan out loud.

"You like that baby?" She whispers

I buck my hips into her hand. "Yesss" i say in a breathless voice.

"You want me to fuck you?" She whispers.

"Yess" i moan out.

"I knew you would come back to me. You will never be worthy enough to be with her." she whispers in my ear and my eyes go wide. I turn my head and see Melissa behind me.

"No fuck" i roll out of bed and fall on the floor.

"No,no,no,no" i sit up and rub my eyes. I look around and my room is dark. "Fuck" i lay back down on my bed.

It was only a dream, my worst fucking nightmare. I take a deep breath and wipe the sweet of my face. "What the fuck?" I breathe out.

Melissa is ruining my life. Well there goes the rest of my sleep. I stand up and walk to my window sill. The sound of the waves immediately calms me down.

It's only been a two weeks since we came back from the beach house. Naya and Lara have gone back to New York. We all wanted to stay there forever but it was time to get back to reality.

It was definitely one of the hardest goodbyes I had in a long time. I had to fight the tears, is it weird that I wanted to cry? Maybe a little, I mean we have only been together for a almost three weeks but it feels like 2 years. I miss her so fucking much.

We talk almost every night. That is if she isn't busy on set. Sometimes they shoot till well past twelve and she only has time for a quick call or text. I am willing to stay awake till she goes home but she feels bad and she is so tired anyway.

I know she is busy and I don't expect her to text me the whole day but she always finds time for me. Even if it's just an emoji to let me know she is thinking about me.

Scrolling through multiple pictures of us on my phone smiling at the memories we have. She is so beautiful and everything about her makes me so happy.

The sun comes up and I get down to do my stretches. I am finally able to do a handstand and I started going to the gym these past two weeks and I already feel stronger. My body is starting to shape and my hand feels amazing. No pain or stiffness.

I started helping out with the swim team at school just to get the time by. And it's been great. I really want to start diving again but I am scared it's too early.

A knock on my door shakes me from my thoughts.

"Come in"

My mother opens the door dressed and ready for work. "Lex honey I am leaving. Will you please stop by the store and get some milk when you come back?"

"We don't need milk. Milk is for losers" i say standing up in my handstand.

"Thanks honey" she smiles totally ignoring my comment.

I smile at her upside down. "You look really pretty today mom. Special client?"

She rolls her eyes but I know my mom. She only dresses up for something or someone. "Alex stop" she scoffs and walks out my room.

"Love you" i yell in laughter because I know I am right.

"Love you too" i hear her yell back from downstairs.

.....

Walking into the school gym my phone goes off. I have sent Naya and good morning message about two hours ago and I have gotten use to not expect a reply immediately.

Cinderella 💜: My Woodsie!!! Good morning. I miss you so much. I am sorry about last night. We were on set till late last night☹️ I am so tired and I have to be in the studio on two hours. Luckily we are not shooting today so only dancing. How did you sleep?

I smile at her text but couldn't reply as I step into my coaches office.

"Here she is now" he stands up from his chair. "It's Brian" he says giving me the phone.

"Alex Woods how can I help you?" I greet him in a sarcastic way.

"Woodsss!!!! How are you?" He yells through the phone and I laugh.

"I am good. How are you?"

"I am good but I will be better if I get the right answer from you in a few seconds"

"What can I do for you?" I smile.

"Luke tells me you are back in training and almost ready to jump back in the pool"

"I am yes" i smile looking over at coach Luke with a big smile on his face.

"Woods I am so happy for you. I knew you would get back in the water so now....."

I know what he wants. He has been after me for so many years. Brian and his brother has one of the biggest dancing companies in the world. People say I am a great dancer but I never liked it. I like the flips and the twirls more and then of course the diving.

"Brian, you know I don't dance anymore"

I used to be part of some of there productions when I was younger but since I was in school I couldn't really do much. And I actually didn't want to but he knew my diving coach in New York and I did him a favour actually a few times.

"Alexxx no listen to me. I don't want you for dancing. I have a few other things happening right now and I need you"

"Brian there are so many other girls who would kill for a chance like that"

"Aleeex. They are not you. Can you please just come down here so we can talk for a bit?"

"I can't. I have things to do here" i try to object but I know it's not going to work.

"Woods I already spoke to Luke. He will be fine, just get in your car and come down here so we can talk"

"Brian, you-"

"Alex, please" he cuts me off  "i need you and you need me. I will send you some money for gas and I will book you a room for tonight. I will see you in four hours"

"Today?" I yell into the phone.

"Four hours Woods" he laughs and cuts me off.

I look at the phone still in shock.

"You better get going Alex" Luke says leaning in the doorway.

"What? I don't even dance anymore." I say again just to make sure we all heard it.

"Alex just go. Just hear him out. This can be great for you. Get out of this town and go enjoy your life. Next year you are not going to have this time and then you might regret not going."

He walks away leaving me with my own thoughts. Maybe he is right but if I am honest I not even thinking about what he will say. This is my opportunity to get to New York. I have a reason to go and maybe see Naya tonight. That is definitely the kind of motivation i need.

....

After going by my mother to tell her the news and of course getting milk for the house. She was more excited than me. She always wanted me to dance but also supported me with what I wanted.

I went home and packed a bag. I got in my car and now I am on the road.

I left Naya a few messages and also tried to call her. I couldn't explain everything over text. I wanted to hear the excitement from her when I tell her the news. Hopefully she call me before tonight. I kind of want to take her out. Our relationship is not public yet but I know a few of her friends know about me. Maybe we can just stay in my hotel room and order some room service because I am dying to kiss her.

After four hours, ok maybe three and a half. My mother will kill me but I am just so excited to see Naya. I don't even know if I'll have the chance but I am in the same city as her so the chances are way better.

I park at the very familiar R and B Company.  The memories flood back into my mind.

I walk into the door and there are so many people here. I keep my sunglasses on and my head down walking to the information desk. "Hi I am here to see Brian"

"What is your name?" The girl behind the desk ask with a oddly wide smile on her face. I am not sure if she needs my name or wants my name for herself.

I look down at my clothes where her eyes wonder down my body. I am wearing light grey jeggings, a mustard yellow sweater and my white sneakers. My hair is in a messy bun. I don't look particular hot so I don't get it.

"Alex Woods" i say a bit hesitant still not sure of her intentions.

"Ooo you're Alex" she says with another smirk on her face and yet again she looks me up and down.

Oh my gosh if Naya was here she would fucking kill her. "That's me" i simply answer with a confused face.

"I am Lilla by the way" she bites her lip and holds her hand out to me. I hesitantly shake her hand and she is definitely satisfied.

"Woods!!" I hear a voice from down the hallway. I turn to my head and see a very excited Sammy coming towards us. 

Sammy has been a choreographer since I can remember and we have been great friends for years. I smile, take my sunglasses off and open my arms for a big hug. "Hi"

"Oh my gosh Alex. I heard you were coming. You finally gave in?" She laughs.

"No,no,no I did no such thing. He wants to talk and I am not dancing" i object immediately.

"Oh you're a dancer?" Lilla decides it's her time for a comment.

"Lilla would you stop" Sammy pulls me away from the desk and down the hall. "Women still fall at your feet everyday huh? Well I can see why. You are fucking hot"

I only laugh and she leads me up the stairs to Brian's office. We walked past so many people and I am so happy for them. Business is looking good. The studio's we passed are full and everyone is hard at work. "You guys are really busy. That's amazing"

"It really is and we have so many new choreographers. I actually have time for Darryl now" she laughs.

"I am not sure if you are happy or sad about that" i squint at her.

"I don't know either" she laughs "but don't say anything to him." She opens the door to Brian's office. "I found her" she yells and Brian looks up with a big smile on his face.

"Woods" he stands up and comes over and gives me a big hug. Brian and his brother Ronald are twins and they are both amazing dancers. Ronald like choreography and Brian helps out with the staging. They have the studio building with so many studio's. Anyone can rent it out so there is of course a lot of people here. They have employed so many people over the years. This place is a full on business now.

"Brian" i hug him tighter. "I missed you"

"You just get more beautiful. I have been watching you on social media." He kisses my cheek.

"Right back at you. You guys have done some amazing work" i sit down on the chair infront of his desk and he sits next to me. Sammy has gone out the office and left us.

"Well if you were here we could've done more" he smirks.

"Brian" i rub my forehead.

"Alex listen to me." He takes my hand. "You know how much I love you. You are like a little sister to me. I will never pressure you to do anything you don't want to. I know your passion is diving. I didn't actually asked you here for dancing. We have grown to much more than just dancing. You are an extraordinary woman and I spoke to your mother because you know she is my favourite person in the world. "

I sigh because I know where this is going. He probably knows everything that I went through.

"Brian I am fine. I am getting back out there"

"In that small town? Coaching swimming?" He pauses. "You are so much more than that Alex. You don't need a scholarship to define your life. I have no doubts that I will see you doing flips into an Olympic pool one day. I will be in the stands cheering you on"

I smile and he squeezes my hand. "You and I both know that you need to be in New York. Casey is here, the best gym in the world is here and while you aren't training. Well that's where I come in. I have so many projects coming in where they need someone like you and I have to say no because I don't have you. And before you object it's not dancing." He laughs.

"Alex, they pay so good but I know you don't need the money but I think you need to get out of that small town."

He is so fucking right. I need to get out of that town and yes my coach is here in New York. I can have so many more opportunities here....but I am scared.

I stand up and walk around his office.

"Alex just think about it. You can have a job which you have 100% control over and you can train here. I know you love New York. You always said this is where you will end up. Alex I know you are scared but I am here. Ron is here. You know we have your back not matter what. You have so many friends here." I hear him talk but my back is towards him.

And Naya is here.

"I have to talk to a few people first"

"Your mom is already on board Lex"

"It's not just my mother" i smile by myself but stop and turn around.

"Oohh yeah? Who is she? Bring her with you" he smiles.

"She already lives here" i sit down again.

"See everything works out beautiful" he claps his hands as if my answer is yes.

I only laugh at his excitement. This is a very big decision for me. Do I move here and start a new life here? I love New York and I know everything about this place but do I leave my comfort zone.

"Lex just take your time. If you decide tonight or in two years just know I will always have a contract ready for you." He smiles. "Now come on I think Ron and Val is done with their session. Shame they have been busy since this morning."

We stand up and leave his office. He shows me a few new studio's and also tries his luck by taking me past my favourite studio. Where I always did my routines and stretches. I really love to dance but I don't want to be a dancer.

We eventually get to the back of the building where the biggest studio is. He opens the door and there are so many people inside. They seem done with the session. Some people are still dancing and others are packing up. I don't really look at them I just see Ron sitting in the front talking to someone and when he sees me he cuts his conversation short. "There she is" he smiles and meets me halfway with a big hug.

"Roni" i squeal as he lifts me a bit.

"Excuse me, where did these legs come from?" he smirks looking me up and down. A few people around us also look at me and it makes me a bit uncomfortable.

"Stopit" i laugh.

"Did she say yes?" He asks Brian putting his arm around my shoulder.

"No not yet that's why I brought her here" he laughs but I hit him on the shoulder.

"Just give me some time to think you guys" i whine and Ron gives me a hug.
"Of course Lex I was just joking" Brian says.

They are both taller than me, both dark hair and well built. The woman run after them but Ronald is actually gay and Brian well he is kind of a player but they both have the biggest hearts and they love and care so much about me. They are definitely like my brothers.

As I stand there with so many people around me, my eye catches a familiar face. I do a double take and my eyes go wide. That's Lea Michele. I frown and look around the room and see Cory and Harry. Wait....uhmm.

I feel my heart beating faster. This is the cast of Glee which means Naya is here. That means Naya is here. Oh fuck if she sees me without an explanation she is going to get the wrong idea.

"Lex what's wrong?" I hear Brian ask behind me but I ignore him and scan the room. There are a lot of people in here. I need to find her before she sees me.

"Alex?" I hear her voice behind me. I could recognise that beautiful voice anywhere. I snap my whole body around and there she is. My beautiful Naya. She looks confused and she definitely had the right to be but she also looks really mad. And yes she has the right to be because I know what she is thinking. Why am I here? Why doesn't she know I am in New York?

"Hey" i say in a breathless voice feeling guilty because this is why I wanted to call her. I had to explain everything to her. To avoid this. And to be honest I did not think in a million years would we be in this studio at the same time. I mean what are the fucking chances.

She glares and crosses her arms at me. Ahh man I was looking forward to the smiling and happy to see me Naya but with my current situation. I deserve this but I can't help but smile a bit. She looks so cute when she is angry. "Don't you fucking dare" she says a bit loud. People around us are now looking at us.

"I-"

"No" she cuts me off with a finger in the air. I bite my inner cheek. You won't let me finish Naya Rivera. Fine.

I step closer to her again smiling a bit. I missed her so much and she looks so beautiful. People around us start to whisper. Well we weren't out to the public but this will definitely raise suspicion.

She starts to back away. "What the fuck?" She yells in a whisper but that didn't really help because everyone heard it.

I grab her hand and bend down to pick her up over my shoulder. "Alex put my fucking down" she whines over my shoulder as I walk with her to the door. I ignore her fake cries. Other people are laughing a bit.

I go through the door and walk a bit down the hallway around a corner where nobody can see us. I put her down and place both my hands at the sides of her body. Our bodies are really close to each other but she is closed off.

"Alex what the fuck?" I sighs.

"I did try to call you Naya. I sent you a few messages and asked you to call me back when you can." I say taking out my phone. She takes and scrolls through it to make sure. "I know you were busy with your things. I read your message so I knew it wouldn't be soon but I had to drive her. I had a really busy morning myself."

"Why didn't you sent me a message saying you are coming here?" She says in a more sincere voice.

I smile and tuck a strand of her behind her ear. "Well I wanted to hear your voice when I told you. I wanted it to be a surprise."

"It was a huge fucking surprise alright. Just not the best one. Why are you here? How do you know Brian and Ron?" She asks again confused.

I step a bit closer to her and put my hands in her neck. "It's a really long story which I really want to talk to you about... so if you are not busy tonight I was thinking maybe we can have dinner?" I ask a bit hesitant.

"Woods are you asking me out on a date?" She smirks holding onto my arms. There she is.

"I don't know. Are you still mad at me?" I ask.

She sigh. "I am sorry. I wasn't really mad I was just confused and it was really unexpected. I was a bit mad that you didn't let me know but now I know that you did I feel kinda stupid" she rubs her face.

"So are you atleast happy to see me now?"

"I am so happy to see you. I want to cry. I had a really shitty day and I just wanted to see you." She cups my face and runs her hands over my chest to my stomach. "I am actually really emotional right now but I don't want to cry because they will think it's all your fault"

"What can I do?" I ask a bit concerned seeing how emotional she really is. I step closer to her and she wraps her arms around my waist and rests her head on my shoulder.

"I already feel so much better just seeing you" she whispers in my ear. I can tell she is emotional and I really want to talk about it but we can't do that now.

"It's the leggings isn't it?" I smile and I hear her chuckle as she pulls away.

"We have to talk about your wardrobe." She looks at me legs and her eyes go wide. "Holy shit Alex. Nope baggy pants from now on. I can't have people stare at you the whole time." She says patting the sides of my thighs.

"I thought you would like it?" I smile.

"I absolutely love it but they are for my eyes only behind closed doors" she states in a serious tone.

I laugh but she is totally serious. She glares at me and I throw my hands up in defence. "Ok, ok but then we have to talk about your clothes too"

Now she rolls her eyes and grabs onto my hips. "Whatever can you please just kiss me"

I smile and immediately lean in to give her a soft kiss. She wraps her hands around my waist and mine cup her jaw. "Oh I missed your lips" i whisper against her lips before kissing her again. She moans into the second one as it turns a bit more passionate and lingering.

"Thank you for bringing me outside and not embarrassing me in front of everyone" she says in a shy tone as we pull away.

"Getting embarrassed is my thing." I smile "I think everyone in there knows about us now"

"I am sorry"

"No, no I don't care but Brian and Ron are most definitely going to tease me about it" i laugh just thinking about it.

"I should get back. The director wants to talk to us before we leave."

"Ok call me when you're done or let me know what your plans is for the rest of the day. I am just going to catch up with Ron."

"Ok" she smiles and kisses me again.

I step away running my hands along her arms to grab her hands. "I am most definitely not going back in there. I might faint" i laugh.

"Ok but I call you ok" she laughs and I let go off her hands as she walks away.

She gives me a lip bite smile and my heart beats faster as she disappears behind the corner. I hear the door open and a bunch of 'aahhh's' coming from inside. Yep I am staying right here forever.