Naya's POV

What a great it was. Floating in the water this morning was one of the best moments of life. I was scared out of my mind but I knew Alex was there and I immediately felt safe. I knew she wouldn't let anything happen to me. And the city conversation we had made things so much better. I know why she was scared and why she finally gave in to be with me. It was the best morning.

And this afternoon everyone just enjoyed the warm summers day. I am definitely getting my tan in here. Although after a while we hid in the shade because it became really hot. Alex was next to me the whole day. I don't think she is the lay in the sun type but she did it for me. I told her she didn't have to but that argument was a losing battle from the start. I only thanked her with a kiss. Well the whole day I didn't hesitate to kiss her every chance I got and to my surprise she didn't either. She was very affectionate, she held my hand when we layed in the sun talking about everything. I am not complaining it made me so happy. I never had someone who has been so affectionate with me without wanting something in return. Because of my fame they only held my held or kissed me because they new there were cameras somewhere and we looked happy but when we got behind closed doors it was a different story.

But Alex, i can feel her affection is not only for me. She is doing it for herself. Like she needed to touch me and when I put my hands on her I could feel her body relax. Even just an innocent touch like wiping sand off her arm or touching her back as she walks past me. I can tell she appreciated little things like that.

With the rim of my wine glass brushing against my bottom lip I stare out over the big blue ocean thinking, who lucky am I to be in this beautiful place with my family, Alex and her mom. This is not the summer I imagined, it's way better.

Alex went up to go shower after we watched the sunset together. A lot of pictures was taken yet again. Shame she just kept going because between me and sister we obviously had to take almost 50 just to get the perfect one. Alex and I also took a few which I am so happy about because it's the first one's I have of us. I tried to take a few selfies with her when we were watching the sunset. She sat between my legs and layed her back against my chest on one of the lounge chairs, but she kept hiding and was blushing so hard because I kept whispering sweet nothings into her ear.

However later i realised that those are actually the cutest pictures I have of us. She didn't once look into the camera but she is so photogenic she looks beautiful in every one. The one in particular she hid her face in my neck and we both were laughing because I was trying to make her blush and it most definitely worked. Her hair made the most perfect curls and my hair was tied back into a messy bun. We were both wearing sunglasses which made the picture much better. You can see we are at the beach and you can see we are enjoying ourselves. That is definitely my favourite picture.

Suddenly it's dark and the stars are out. Wait where is Alex? It's almost been an hour since she went to go shower.

"Where is Alex?" I ask everyone sitting around the table who is just enjoying some light conversation.

Lara an Jared are cuddled up on a lounge chair next to the pool. Just enjoying some alone time under the stars. When I saw that I instantly missed Alex.

"Oh she will be down here any minute. She sometimes takes her time in the shower" He mother laughs. Why is she laughing? What does that mean? I know why my shower can take longer than usual. Would she?

"We all have needs" my mother says. At first I was shocked that she would say that because I didn't even think about that.

I immediately sit up. "Really, would she really?"

"Probably yeah" he mother smiles.

I push my chair out and run inside. I didn't even knock and I pushed down the handle to go inside. But the door is locked.

"Alex" I knock confused, jealous and disappointed.

I hear her walking to the door. "Hey is everything ok?" She says behind the door.

"What are you doing?"

"Uhmm nothing I will be down in a few minutes" she says in a shaky voice. I can hear her breathing a bit faster than normal.

"Alex open the door" i yell in a whisper.

"I can't right now. Just wait for me downstairs please. I will be done in two minutes" she says and I can hear her scrambling behind the door.

Her breathing is fast and her voice is lower than usual. Then it hit me, she is aroused. She is doing something in there that she should be doing. She is either masterbating or trying to calm herself down. If she is masterbating I will kick this door down because I am right here why would she do that. She is mine. It's kind of hot though but not yet. And hopefully she is thinking about me but I am so fucking jealous.

"Alex" i lean closer to the door to whisper. "I can hear the arousel in your voice. If you touch yourself I will fucking cut off your hand."

There is a moment of silence. "I won't but I need you to leave" she whispers back in a breathless voice.

The way she said that, they way her voice sounded. It makes me weak at the knees and I can feel myself getting aroused just by that. She needs a release and believe me so do I it's been almost six months since somebody touched me and everytime I see Alex or come near her I want to ripp of her clothes and have my way with her. To hear her behind that door. To hear exactly how I am feeling inside is driving me insane.

"Alex" i whisper back.

Then suddenly the door is unlocked and she pulls me inside. She closes the door with me pinned up against it. I let a small moan escape my lips. Her eyes are dark with lust. She presses her body up against me and her hands roam the sides of my hips and stomach. "I can't" she whispers with her lips brushing over mine.

"Why?" I whisper back with every nerve in my body ignited. I wrap my arms around her neck in attempt to pull her closer but she moves past my face to my neck and ear. My eyes instantly close waiting for her to take me.

"I don't want it like this." She whispers in my ear and her lips slightly kiss below my ear. "I want it to be special." She kisses my neck again. "I want you to be ready. " She moves down my neck to my jawline. "I want you to feel comfortable with me." She kisses but slightly bites me which caused another moan to slip from my mouth. "Not like this, not because I need it. Not because I can't stop thinking about you...." She pauses and press my harder against the door. "Naked" she whispers in my ear again.

Oh fuck just take me now. I can feel myself getting wetter by the second. My hands are in her hair holding her close as possible. I know exactly what she means. I also just want to ripp of her clothes but I want it to be meaningful. I have slept with so many women and they all just went for it and I have gotten to used to it that I forgot how I want it. And this is what I want. Alex is the first person to wait for me. Even though I am more than ready for her, I also want it to be special and I want to take things slow. Because a relationship with sex is much more intimate and it's good to take it slow. I don't want this just to be about sex.

"This is the last time you can touch yourself" i breathe out. "Next time it's me"

"I can't wait" she whispers against my neck. She steps away from my and my hands brush against her cheeks and neck on the way down. "I just need two minutes you just did most it"

I give her a wink. "Touché"

She takes my hand and gives it a long lingering kiss almost as if she didn't want to let me go. She was debating in her head if I should stay or not.

"I will be waiting for a real kiss downstairs" i say before opening the door and leaving her alone.

I didn't go downstairs no fucking way I needed my release as well. I almost ran to my room and locked the door. I closed the balcony door and went into the bathroom.

I closed my eyes, my hand inside my pants. I kept thinking the way Alex took dominance by pinning me against the door. The way her body pressed against mine. Her lips on my neck, her hands roaming my body, her whisper in my ear, her smell, fucking everything about her.

I didn't take 2 minutes and I was crumbling. I kept imagining it was her and it send me over the edge very fast.

Alex's POV

Well now I have to shower again.

What the hell just happened? This was really close but I couldn't let it go any further I want it to be special because she is a special girl. She deserves so much more than me being horny every hour and her just attending to my needs. No I want it to be intimate and respectful the first time. After that I will drag her to bed to attend to my needs.

After my shower and new set of clothes I take a deep breath before opening the door.

I walk outside and see everyone just relaxing on the chairs. Everyone except for Naya. I look around the house and see her in the kitchen talking on the phone. She is laughing and smiling and I am not proud of it but I am definitely a little jealous. Who is making her smile? I want to do that. I hope she isn't mad about earlier.  She did say she is waiting for a real kiss and I am happy to give it too her whenever she is done on the phone.

I make eye contact with her and she calls me over. I shake my head and wave her off going back outside. I take my phone out and fall down next to Lara with a big sigh.

"What's wrong?" She asks

"Nothing" i smile and turn back to my phone.

"Tell me" she demands. And ever since Lara came to visit her parents one time. We got to know each other. She is like the big sister I always wanted. She is absolutely beautiful but she is so nice and she cares a lot about me and gave me one hell of a speech regarding my insecurities.

"Nothing is wrong. I promise." I assure her even though I feel so bad about what happened right now I don't want to talk to her about it. Behind closed doors is a private matter. I have no doubt that Naya already told her but that's ok. She is her sister, they share these types of things. It's not my place.

She seems to accept my answer and I scroll through Instagram, catching up on today's things.

I see Naya coming out on the deck and then Lara of course has to say something. "What did you do?" She asks Naya.

I drop my head and sigh.

"What? When?" She asks confused. There is a moment of silence before I pick up my head and look at Lara who is pointing to me. "Alex what's wrong?" She asks and sits down on my chair. I had to move a bit to give her space. She is so concerned.

"Nothing is wrong" i smile.

"What the hell happened upstairs? She is not the same Alex when she came down" Lara asks Naya but her eyes are locked on mine.

I stare into her eyes. Please don't say anything. This is fucking embarrassing enough.

"Nothing happened. I didn't even talk to her. She was in the shower and then Heather called me. Are you ok?" She says and I give her a small thank you smile before I answer.

"I am really fine. I am just tired" i say touching her arm. She smiles and then puts her hand over mine.

"Well then let's get some music and drink a little to get your energy back up. It's only 8pm" Lara jumps up from her chair already dancing without any music.

Naya gets excited and laughs with her. She holds my hand. "One drink?"

I tilt my head and look at her. I guess that could make up for what I just did to her. Basically kicked her out of my room to go fuck myself. Well fucking done Alex. "One" i show it with my finger and she squeals.

Lara and Jared is already heading inside and she pulls my up from my chair. I come face to face with her and I wrap my arms around her neck. She sneaks her hands around my waist and I can't help but think about our moment earlier.

"You really ok?" She whispers rubbing my arm with her other hand.

"I am sorry about earlier"

"Why?" She asks confused.

I let out a deep sigh. "I-" i start but is cut off by Lara yelling at us from the inside. We both look and laugh at her eagerness to drink. Naya waves her off and turns her attention back to me.

"It's fine. We can talk about it later" i say playing with  a strand of her hair.

"Later as in, in your room?" She smiles.

I laugh a bit at her confidence. "We can talk and then you can go back to your room"

Her face immediately falls. "Really?" She frowns in a whine.

"Yes, did you think you were going to sleep in my room again?" I say trying to sound serious.

Her grip loosens around my waist. "Well I was looking forward to it. But-"

I couldn't let her suffer anymore so I cupped her face with my one hand and cut her off with a kiss. I broke the kiss laughing a bit. "I am just joking"

"You bitch" she laughs trying to push my away but i wrap both my arms pulling her tight against me. She still tries to push me away but her hands on my stomach made me tense up a bit and so did she. I feel her hands flattened against my stomach and her fingertips trace over my abs.

"I would love to sleep next to you again" i whisper in her ear. "But you can't touch me like that" i breathe out.

"Yeah" she takes her hands away and I instantly miss it. "That....uhmm" she stutters and I am glad she feels the way I do. Her hands fall down to my hips and I pull back to look at her. She looks a bit flustered and before I could say anything Lara yells again.

"Let's go" i whisper and give her a quick kiss. I turn to leave but she pulls me back at my shirt.

"You owe me a real kiss" she smiles.

"A real kiss?" I smirk moving closer to her face.

"Yes, so pay up Woods" she laughs only inches away from my lips.

"I would love too but the kiss I want to give you is for behind closed doors" i whisper brushing against her lips.

She smiles but I catch her lips in a sweet kiss but deepens it after a few seconds. I slip my tongue into her mouth for a second. She lets out a small moan but I pull away before she wants more.

I grab her hand and pull her towards the door with a big smile on my face.
"Noooo" she whines clinging on shoulders trying to pull me back. Luckily we were alone outside so her parents didn't see us. That would be embarrassing.

......

So i decided to drink a glass of wine with everyone mostly for Naya she really wanted me to taste her wine. I'd rather taste her but let's not go there again.

The night is absolutely perfect. The stars are beautiful and the sound of the ocean is singing in my ears. With me head laid back on the chair, eyes closed and listening to the conversation going on. I am actually really listening but my hand is across the arm rest to Naya's chair and she is running her nails up and down my arm. Now that can put me to sleep. Every once in a while I can feel her tracing the outlines of my tattoos.

I am shaken from my trance when my phone vibrates on the table. I lift my head from the chair and lean over to grab my phone. I don't know the number.

I stand up and touch Naya's shoulder before I leave the conversation.

"Hello?" I ask unsure of who it is.

"Hey Alex."  My mood falls because I know that voice. The voice belongs to the person I am avoiding at all cost. She has beem calling me non-stop from different numbers. She hasn't called me in a while though so I walked right into this one. I scratch my head and look through the window and see my beautiful Naya looking at me. I give her a smile and a wink before I turn around and walk into the kitchen.

"What do you want? I don't want to talk to you" I raise my voice.

"I heard you are training again. That is great news. I miss you. I still l-"

I end the call before she could say the last part. I don't want to hear it. If she really loves me she wouldn't have cheated on me. I don't have time for her. I take a deep breath to calm myself before I walk back out.

I sit back down and take a sip from my wine.

"Who was that honey?" My mom asks turning everyone's attention to me.

"Nobody wrong number. Someone looking for a Frank." I laugh lying through my teeth.

Everyone accepts my answer but when I turn my head to the side Naya glares at me. Clearly not believing a word I said. She is the one I don't want to tell because Melissa has caused so many problems for me and I can't let her affect my relationship with Naya anymore. I can easily ignore her but Naya not so much.

I quickly look away and take a sip of my wine again. Then my phone vibrates in my pocket and I know she can hear it. But it's only a message this time. I take it out still avoiding her gaze she definitely burning holes in my face.

The message is from the number that called me and it starts with

Alex please. I am sorry....

I don't even read further as I internally roll my eyes and put it back in my pocket. I will block the number later tonight. If I do it know there will be questions from my mother and definitely from Naya. And tonight has been amazing I don't want to ruin that now.

My eyes involuntarily look over at Naya and now she is turned to me with her arms crossed more pissed than before.

"No" i say in a whisper, pointing a finger trying to defend myself because I know what she is thinking. There is nobody else.

She holds out her hand for my phone. Ah fuck I can't believe this is happening. I shake my head and tap my lap indicating for her to come sit with me.

If looks could kill but she gives in and comes to sit sideways on my lap. "I know what you are thinking. It's absolutely not and it will never be" i whisper to her.

"Who was that then?" She asks still in a objective manner.

I sigh and rest my hand on her thigh. "It's nobody. Please just forget about it" I plead. "Don't make it a thing"

"It's already a thing. Just tell me"

She is definitely right about that. If I don't tell her I might really sleep alone tonight.

"It's Melissa" i sigh and her eyes go wide with anger. "I am not talking to her" i quickly say. "She is trying to get hold of me from different numbers"

"Give me your phone please" she says and this time I can't keep it from her. She already knows and she has every right to see everything.

I take my phone out and give it to her. She opens my phone and text holding it in her lap for me to see aswell.

Alex please. I am sorry..... It's been almost three months. Why won't you talk to me? I didn't mean for any of this to happen. It was a stupid mistake and I regret every second of it. Jamie said you have a new girlfriend. Is that true? I want you back. Please call me.

Naya takes a deep breath and so do I. Mostly out of anger but also I am scared what Naya thinks of this. I run my hand up her back and kiss her arm. "Please just delete it. I don't want to talk to her"

She looks at me, cups my chin and places a soft kiss on my lips. Well that was unexpected but I am happy that she doesn't seem that mad at me. "Don't worry Alex I will fix this. She wants answers, let's give her some answers" she whispers against my lips and kisses me again.

"What are you doing?" I ask seeing her typing.

She sends a message.

Hi this is Alex's new girlfriend. Please stop calling or texting her. You are totally killing the vibe. I can't have her distracted while I fuck her.

My jaw drops to the floor and I cover my eyes. Naya just smiles and holds my hand as we wait for a reply. Not long after a message comes through.

Who the fuck are you? Alex still loves me. I know she wants to be with me. You are just a rebound for her. Sooner or later she will crawl back to me. She needs me because she doesn't have anyone else.

"You are no-" i start but she lifts her finger to cut me off before she types away.

Melissa. You fucked up. You ruined the only good thing in your life. You should regret everything you did because you deserve to be fucking unhappy. You do not deserve Alex. You never did. She might have loved you once but that ship has sailed. She has me now and I promise you she will not crawl back to you because I am going to show her what love is. You didn't love her. You only used her and that is fucked up. And I really don't like it when you try to talk to her because it makes her upset and seeing her upset makes me fucking angry. So do yourself a favour and forget about Alex. You will never get her back. She is mine.

I smile at the text as she sends it. She looks at me and leans down to kiss me.

Where have you been all my life?