Apologize
Third Person's P.O.V :-
"A new cafeteria?" Taehyung mused out as he followed Jin through the hallways of the agency.
"Yeah, the last one is under construction, actually they're planning to turn that into an additional recording studio" Jin whispered nonchalantly as he guided Taehyung,"Did you hear? They bought in a new instant ramen machine?" He asked out, peeping over at Taehyung to observe his reaction.
"The automatic ones? The ones that they keep showing on Instagram reels? The one with unlimited toppings?" Taehyung instantly asked out, his eyes sparkling
Jin just grimaced and looked forward,"Heh as if these cheap sons of bitches would actually offer something unlimited" He brooded,"No, it's limited to one time toppings" He sighed out the last part, a little let down by the reality as well.
"Mmm, sounds very on brand for the agency" Taehyung nonchalantly whispered,"Hyung, how do I get someone to fuck me?" He mushed out randomly.
Jin choked.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY?!?!" Jin yelled out in alarm stopping in the middle of the hallway, his ears turning visibly red.
Taehyung stopped walking and looked back at him,"I want Jimin to do me but he's just not doing it" He uttered out with a pout on his lips.
Jin blinked in astonishment,"Um TM fucking I??? Too Much Information, ever heard of that?" He asked out, still unable to believe Taehyung really just asked him that question in broad daylight in the middle of the agency hallway,"And why the fuck do you think I'll have the answer to that?!" He added as his brain finally went back to functioning like normal.
"Well Namjoon Hyung looks at you like he wants to eat you up every time you stand a little too close to him so I thought you must have done something" Taehyung reasoned out with a pout, upset that Jin yelled at him.
Jin face palmed,"I didn't do anything, he's been like that ever since he saw me in a girl's outfit, he must have a feminization kink or something, I don't know" Jin grumbled out under his breath.
Taehyung's ears perked up at the new word,"Feminization kink? What's that?" He asked, his eyes sparkling with curiosity.
Jin just blushed darker at the question,"YAH! YOU HAVE A PHONE RIGHT?? JUST GOOGLE IT DAMMIT!!" He yelled, flustered to the core.
Taehyung just scowled cutely,"Fine, fine" He grumbled and searched it up.
5 minutes had passed since Taehyung had started to read an article about feminization kink and Jin was growing increasingly impatient with how painfully long Taehyung was taking.
"My God! What have you been reading for so long?!" He asked out and walked over to Taehyung to peep at his phone screen.
Only to wish he hadn't.
'How effective is feminization kink? Can it instantly turn your partner horny?'
"I-....what are you reading? This is not the definition page" Jin whispered out a little creeped out at the images provided in the website.
"I'm researching how common this kink is among men" Taehyung whispered out absentmindedly, his eyes focused on the words.
Jin stared at him in confusion until realisation struck him and his eyes widened,"Oh my God, don't tell me you're gonna try this with Jimin!" He yelled in horror, unable to believe his friend.
Taehyung glanced up at Jin innocently,"I'll just wear a skirt and try it out, nothing too extreme" He stated trying to reassure Jin but the other only freaked out further.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN-" Jin was about to yell but he shut himself up and looked around to see if anyone was coming before leaning in and harshly whispering,"What do you mean wear a skirt?! That's shit's extreme already!!" He hissed out.
"So what do I do? He's been avoiding doing it with me!" Taehyung whined closing the article on his phone as he turned to face Jin with troubled eyes,"He keeps on saying tonight tonight tonight but I have a feeling tonight will come and he'll say tomorrow again!" He complained, feeling upset.
Jin gulped a little at Taehyung's words,"Why are you this vocal about your sex life? What gave you the impression that I'm your own personal sexologist?" He asked, genuinely concerned.
"Hyunggg~" Taehyung whined stomping his feet on the ground a little,"If not you then who? Hoseok Hyung is too busy getting railed by Yoongi hyung to even listen to my problems!" He said while doing inappropriate hand gestures to better help Jin understand exactly what type 'rail' he was talking about.
"Jesus Christ! Stop that!" Jin shierked and caught Taehyung's hands to put an end to his hand gestures,"Fine, alright, I get it! So what do you want me to do?" He asked massaging his templates.
"Help me seduce him!" Taehyung instantly piped out.
"Easier said than done" Jin deadpanned,"And I especially wouldn't know anything about seduction because I've never really seduced anybody-"
"But Namjoon Hyung-"
"-On purpose" Jin finished with a forced smile as he pinched Taehyung cheek a little too hard to make the little brat shut up.
"Ow!" Taehyung exclaimed and sprung out of his spot to create some distance between them,"That hurt!" He yelled rubbing his swollen cheek.
Jin just rolled his eyes,"You deserved that" He uttered out nonchalantly before sighing,"Ok, so you want my help now but you've never asked for help before so does that mean this is the first time he said no to you?" He asked like a professional sex therapist.
"Actually....we have only ever done it once..."
"What?!" Jin asked out in shock,"But you guys have been together for weeks??" He asked crossing his arms over his chest,"Jimin also looks at you like he wants to just take you and run away, yeah, actually, now that I'm thinking about it, it's really hard to imagine he's the one saying no to you" He spoke out thoughtfully.
Taehyung nodded sadly,"I keep wondering if me being needy is turning him off somehow" He spoke out, unable to help the pout forming on his lips,"But I want him so bad, how do I hide my feelings?" He uttered, a little despondent.
"If it helps, I heard reckless anal sex could damage the tissues around the butthole, it could cause pooping issues along with severe medical conditions if not done correctly" Jin stated in a the-more-you-know voice.
"Hyung stop it, you're scaring me!" Taehyung complained, hitting Jin on the arm lightly.
"I'm just saying that he might be taking precautions to make the process smoother" Jin mushed out, finally sitting down on the nearby hallway bench, he felt like they'd be there for a while, talking.
"But we already did it once and I felt perfectly fine the next morning!" Taehyung protested with knitted brows,"And we were drunk too that time, if he could do it drunk then he can do it sobar too!" He stated grumpily, crossing his hands over his chest.
"It didn't hurt?!" Jin asked out side eyeing Taehyung,"Damn, how loose were you, promiscuous boy?" He asked in a teasing tone.
Taehyung blushed darkly,"I-..I WAS A VIRGIN!!" He shierked out.
Jin raised a brow in doubt,"You were a virgin and it didn't hurt?" He asked again, just to be sure he heard right.
"No, I was perfectly fine, jumping and running around easily" Taehyung confirmed,"I think Jimin is just that good" He added smugly, feeling a little proud.
"Well damn, ask Jimin to give me a prostate massage then"
"No."
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Both Taehyung and Jin now sat in the new cafeteria, slurping down on their ramens.
"I've been seeing it for awhile now, why do you have your collars up?" Jin asked munching on the noodles.
"Jimin left a lot of hickeys" Taehyung answered nonchalantly and went back to eating his ramen.
"So he left several hickeys on your neck and you're saying he's saying no to you? You must be the one saying no to him, I don't believe you at all" Jin countered.
"That's the problem, right? Before he used to be all over me and now he's running away, it's so frustrating" Taehyung whispered with a pout, a silent rage burning in his heart.
"If he keeps on denying me, I might break something" He whispered glaring down at his ramen.
"Raging out of horniness, would be epic to see" Jin chuckled and went back to stirring his noodles,"By the way did you stop doing something that you used to do before when he used to be all over you?" He asked casually.
Taehyung thought for a moment,"There's nothing that comes to mind, but I think I was less assertive about being intimate?" He asked out uncertainly.
"That must be it then" Jin pointed with a mouth full of noodles.
"Huh?" Taehyung asked curiously, not understanding Jin's point.
Jin chewed quickly and swallowed before speaking,"Maybe he prefers it when you act innocent and uninterested, maybe that's what he's into?" He theorized.
"Really?" Taehyung asked, his eyes lighting up,"Oh my God, Jin Hyung, you're a genius! I knew coming to you was a great idea!" He cheered and went to hug Jin but the table blocked him so he sat back down, deciding to hug Jin later.
"I'm just saying" Jin clarified,"It might not be the case so don't be at my throat if you fail again" He said munching down on a slice of boiled egg.
"Okay~" Taehyung said in a singsong manner grinning like a child.
"Taehyung!"
Taehyung's smile dropped. He knew that voice. It was Jungkook. Panting while he stood in front of their table, a troubled expression occupying his face.
"Jungkook.." Taehyung spoke out as a form of greeting, already feeling uncertain whether he wanted to extend the conversation further or not.
"Can we talk?" Jungkook asked out in a desperate manner before his eyes fell on Jin,"Privately? Please?" He added, biting down on his lips.
Taehyung was glad the three of them were the only ones in the cafeteria at that time, otherwise he'd feel very conflicted talking to Jungkook in front of all the other trainees.
"Su-sure" He hesitantly whispered out, getting out of his seat while Jin just frowned at him but stayed silent.
And Taehyung was thankful for that. A conversation with Jungkook was long overdue.
"What is it?" Taehyung finally spoke aloud when he exited the cafeteria and stood in the other hallway leading to the recording studios.
"Where did you go for the past three days?" Jungkook countered with another question,"I was so worried I almost contacted your parents" He spoke out sadly.
"So you worry now?" Taehyung stated bitterly,"Kinda hard to believe, what did you worry about? Not having someone to cook for you? I made a lot of food that day when I went, it should have lasted at least 2 days, did you start worrying on the third day then?" He asked sarcastically.
"You're crossing a line, I was simply asking where you were" Jungkook said, trying to remain calm.
"Oh I'm the one crossing a line now? I don't think it was me who insulted you in front of the entire trainee batch two times!" Taehyung finally yelled shoving Jungkook back a little.
The other one just took it with a dejected look,"I was not in my right mind, Jimin provoked me" He whispered with a deep exhale.
"So you just call your childhood friend names in front of everybody when someone provokes you?!" He asked, his eyes turning glassy as he remembered that day.
"Taehyu-"
"No, you listen to me!" Taehyung yelled out making Jungkook look up at him.
"I've been hearing all sorts of stuff from you until now but do you know what I still haven't heard from you?" He asked, already feeling a bitter aftertaste in his mouth.
When Jungkook just stood there silently Taehyung continued.
"'I'm sincerely sorry, Taehyung, I shouldn't have called you names, I shouldn't have insulted you in front of everyone that day, I shouldn't have sexually harassed you, I shouldn't have embarrassed you, I shouldn't have mocked your dreams and ambitions, not because you're my childhood best friend or anything but because you're also a human being who deserves at least the basic respect and dignity!'" He cried out, tears rolling down his face.
"You haven't apologized for ANYTHING" He accused shoving Jungkook back again a little,"It's like you're not even sorry, and that's what pisses me off, Jungkook!" He yelled and wiped away his own tears.
Jungkook just stood there with his head bowed.
"And you're still not apologizing" Taehyung whispered out sadly before turning around and walking away.
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Jin watched Taehyung walk towards him while sniffing a little.
"Did he insult you again?" He asked as soon as Taehyung sat down.
"No, but he didn't apologize either" Taehyung whispered out in a groggy voice, picking the chopsticks back up to finish his, now, cold and soggy ramen.
"I heard Jimin is shooting concept photos for his new album, wanna go see him? You might feel better" Jin gently suggested.
He was glad Namjoon texted him a minute ago asking if he wanted to hang out with him and watch Jimin's photo shoot with him.
Taehyung perked up as soon as he heard Jimin's name,"We're allowed in?" He asked, very interested.
"Of course and even if we aren't, Namjoon will sneak us in, come on, let's go" Jin encouraged and got up from his seat while Taehyung tried to finish his meal quickly to run after Jin.
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"Sir, trainee Kim Seokjin is here and saying you invited him here" One of the staff whispered in Namjoon's ear, trying to be as quiet as possible, not to disturb the photoshoot.
Namjoon cheered up at the news and skipped his way to the door to welcome Jin only to see Jin brought Taehyung along with him.
Namjoon deflated a bit,"You bought him along?" He asked, moving away a little to allow them in.
"Taehyung go sit on that chair while I talk to Namjoon" Jin commanded and dragged Namjoon off to the side.
"Woah, slowly, I almost fell down" Namjoon said dusting his wrinkled shirt.
"Taehyung had an argument with Jungkook in the cafeteria" Jin spoke flatly, shutting Namjoon up.
"Oh my God, did they fight?" Namjoon asked out in concern.
"Not physically I think but I saw Taehyung crying after that so I brought him along to see Jimin" Jin spoke thoughtfully while staring at the floor in a daze.
Namjoon gave Jin's shoulder a comfortable squeeze,"You did well, let's go sit down" He suggested before leading Jin in by the waist.
Taehyung on the other hand was too stunned to speak as he watched his boyfriend posing in front of the camera.
If Taehyung thought Jimin looked ten out of ten bare faced then he looked hundred out of ten with make up on. It was so mesmerizing that Taehyung could not stop staring as Jimin switched between multiple poses.
He looked angelic yet sinful at the same time. Taehyung gulped looking at him. That absolutely beautiful and drop dead gorgeous being was his boyfriend.
Taehyung felt like he had hit the jackpot.
"Cut! Ok, 5 minutes break for touch up!" The photographer yelled out as the backstage lighting turned on and Taehyung made direct eye contact with Jimin.
At first Jimin was a bit shocked to see Taehyung there, if he had sneaked in then it would be a bit tricky to get him out of the mess but then he looked back and saw his Namjoon hyung and Jin hyung bickering in the back and sighed in relief. Taehyung was safe from the scolding of the photoshoot crew, well only if Namjoon was safe from it that is.
Jimin smirked when he saw Taehyung eyeing his outfit. It was a bit revealing but still not that revealing for Taehyung to pout that hard.
Suddenly the mischievous voice in Jimin's head spoke up and Jimin pulled down his shirt a little more to give Taehyung a flash of the full fake tattoo on his chest.
Taehyung flinched in his seat and started to squirm a little. He wanted to get up and walk towards Jimin, running his fingers all over that fake ink that graced Jimin's prinstine skin. He wanted to touch Jimin so desperately that it made him feel uneasy.
Jimin grinned harder seeing Taehyung uncomfortably fidget in his seat and turned around to face the stylish for his touch up.
From the corner of his eyes, Jimin watched Taehyung growing a visible scowl on his face as the stylish touched his face all over and even applied highlighter on his exposed chest.
Jimin started chuckling at one point, Taehyung looked just that pissed off.
"Sir? Is everything okay?" The makeup artist asked making Jimin look at her with a smiley face.
"Ah yes, everything's okay, hey do you think you can come a bit closer?" He whispered making the makeup blush.
"Si-sir??"
Jimin laughed at the reaction,"Don't take it wrong, my boyfriend is watching, I just want to make him a bit jealous, no harm in that right?" He whispered smiling ear to ear, his eyes turning into crescent moons.
"You have a boyfriend, sir?" The makeup artist asked making Jimin realize he just blurted that out to a complete stranger before smiling and nodding.
It was fine, the world can know he had a boyfriend, it'd be easier to introduce Taehyung later if they already knew he had someone.
"I'm happy for you, sir, don't worry your secret is safe with me" The makeup artists whispered before stepping in closer to fulfill his request.
Jimin laughed at the words,"It's not much of a secret anymore, half the agency knows already" He said he leaned in closer for better application of makeup and to make his boyfriend even more jealous.
"Still privacy matters right?" The artist asked, smiling. Jimin just smiled and nodded.
"There, you're done" The artist whispered, putting her brush down and walking away.
Jimin instantly looked towards Taehyung. The other sat on his chair with a poker face while having his arms crossed over his chest.
Jimin raised a sneaky brow while smirking, asking what was wrong, as if he wasn't the direct cause of that.
Taehyung just angrily looked to the side, refusing to look at Jimin's smug face further, making his boyfriend laugh and continue the shoot.
"Ok! Jimin, we'll start with some of the bed shots now, can you go sit on it?" The director asked and Jimin silently obeyed, doing what was asked of him.
"Excellent, Jimin, can you lie down on the carpet and look at the camera now?" The director requested again while the other just nodded, going to lie down on the floor.
"Good job, Jimin! The ladies are gonna love this" The director laughed and soon the staff joined him.
Jimin sat up, smiling at the words of affirmation before standing up,"Can I see the photos?" He asked heading towards the camera.
Taehyung was sitting right beside the camera, Jimin smiled slyly approaching Taehyung. Just when he was a few steps away from his boyfriend, he took a sharp turn heading towards the camera.
Jimin saw all the photos that were taken and commented on a few of them, determining which ones needed a retake while the director nodded in agreement.
Turning around, Jimin was looking forward to finally speaking with Taehyung, only to find empty air in his spot.
Jimin deflated a bit and looked around. No sign of Taehyung. He looked down sadly, Taehyung left without saying bye.
"Jimin, let's go, let's wrap it up soon!"
"Coming!" He called out, looking around for his Namjoon hyung and Jin hyung but found none of them either.
'Something must have come up' Jimin thought trying to be reasonable before walking towards his spot again.
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"A makeup artist? You seriously wanna dress up as a makeup artist?" Jin asked, still unable to believe Taehyung while the other rummaged through the costume rack.
"Yes, a female makeup artist" Taehyung emphasised, flipping through the clothes hanging on the rack.
Jin rolled his eyes,"Can't believe I made Namjoon steal keys of the costume room for this" He shook his head in disappointment.
"Maybe you should give him a reward and dress up in a red Chinese girl dress again" Taehyung whispered, not paying too much attention to what he's saying, too busy looking for the right clothing.
"It's called a red Qipao actually, I researched" Jin stated,"And no, that was embarrassing, I stay up at night cringing while remembering that day" He said while a shiver ran down his spine.
"Are you guys done? I feel nervous keeping guard in the hallway" Namjoon whispered, peeping his head in through the crack of the ajar door.
"Yeah" Taehyung finally whispered turning around with a bundle of clothes in his arms.
Jin sighed,"Let's go" He whispered in disappointment. He could see the pink piece of lingerie peeping out from within the bundled clothes.
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A/n :- Y'all already know what's coming up in the next chapter
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Also you guys wouldn't believe it but this book got added into so many reading lists called "Mature" Or "Smutty" Or "18+" Because the last three chapter have been nothing but that (≧∇≦)
Jk :- Cuz you've been forcing Tae to act like that, he didn't want to do it, right Taetae? * hugging Tae from behind *
Tae :- What's the point of all this, at the end of the day we're all just coloured pixels on a device screen * mumbles *
Jk :- * smile drops, lets go of Tae & steps back *
Jk :- What kind of Tae is this? He's giving me existential crisis * looking at A/n with teary eyes *
A/n :- * muffles her laughter *
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