
Breakdown
Everything came crashing down after Jimin had a miscarriage. His father got a heart attack a few weeks later, and he didn't survive it. His mother had passed away when he was a kid. His family, his dreams all shattered in front of his eyes, he's devastated. He lost two most important people in his life, his child and his father.
He was broken to the core. On top of it doctors told them he can never get pregnant in future.
He became delusional, imagining people who don't exist in real life. He attempted to take his life many times up till now. It was breaking Tae's heart to see the love of his life in this state. He couldn't do anything for him. Jimin was not himself.
He wants to say, everything will be alright my love, but will it be? After all the things that happened in their life was there any hope left? He wants his old Jiminie back, who smiled like an angel. He can't see him suffer like this.
Dr. Kim is well known in his field, a famous psychiatrist. Taehyung booked an appointment with Dr. Kim as soon as he got the information. He wants the best for Jimin. He wants to see him full of life again.
He took the lifeless Jimin to the Dr. he examined him and discussed things with Taehyung. He told him to admit Jimin there, they can take better care of him. He admitted him there with the hope of fast recovery. He trusted the Dr.
Now after months of treatment and support from his family and the Dr. he's gotten better, all thanks to his caring husband Taehyung and Dr. Kim efforts. Now Jimin was getting back to his older self. He still gets illusions of their unborn child but he's coping up with it. He's strong, thats what everyone said to him.
Jimin was discharged now, from the hospital. Taehyung was planning to take Jimin somewhere for a change of mood. He decided that they will go out and asked the Dr. for permission. He allowed them to go, it would help Jimin to recover fast as change in place would help creating new memories.
Taehyung wanted to take Jimin to their farmhouse in Busan, where they stayed before, for their honeymoon. He wanted to relive those beautiful moments with Jimin once again in that house. He wants to make him realise that he's perfect the way he is. He doesn't need anything else to prove himself worthy. He's complete and was always perfect for him.
All packing was done, bags were kept in the car. They were standing in front of their mansion, yes, mansion. Jimin's father was one of the richest businessman and Jimin was the one who inherited everything after his father's death.
He never liked to show off like a rich brat, he always cared for others and treated everyone equally regardless of their status. Taehyung was total opposite of Jimin, he liked to showoff, though many times Jimin scolded him for his attitude towards others. He used to look down upon others which Jimin didn't like. But he used to ignore that since he loves him, but he tries put sense in him at times whenever needed.
Jimin was a bit nervous, he lost all the confidence in himself after the incident. But he doesn't want to disappoint his love who was doing so much for him, he loves him so much. He always thinks he's so lucky to have a husband like Taehyung.
Unknowingly he was staring at Taehyung for a while now,
Tae said,
"I know I'm handsome, take a picture it will last longer" he winks.
Jimin was blushing, a smile crept up his lips, Taehyung hugged Jimin and they sat in the car.
Suddenly Taehyung came near Jimin, faces so close that they could feel hot breaths of each other,
"Sweetheart, we can spice things up if you want" Tae said with a smirk as he pulled out the seat belt and buckling it, Jimin stared at him flustered.
"Shut up Tae, you are too much" Jimin said smacking his arm, he was blushing mess. Tae chuckled, pecking a kiss on his lips. He then settled on his seat just about to put his seat belt when someone called out to them,
"Jiminie, wait" said Suga running towards their car.
"Hyung, you came, I thought you were busy"
saying so Jimin removed the seat belt in a hurry and almost jumped out of his seat while he got down from the car. He jumped on Suga hugging him, like a koala. He missed him so much.
"How can I not come to meet my cute lil Minnie, I missed you! I arrived today." he said holding him in his arms.
"I'm not lil Minnie anymore, I've grown up Hyung" he whined while hugging him
"You'll always be my lil Minnie, even if you grow old, even after all your teeth fall out"
Jimin chuckled
Suga continued
"I couldn't be there for you when you needed someone the most, I'm sorry min. Are you okay now?" Suga asked looking into his eyes.
Jimin got down and stood in front of him looking into his eyes he sighed.
"Some things are not in our hands hyung, we can't get everything we want in life. I wanted a beautiful family to live with, but everything was taken away from me, now I'm useless" he said with a sad smile.
Suga held his shoulders and spoke, "Min, don't be like this, you are the most beautiful person in this world. Don't ever think low of yourself, you have us, and Taehyung is always there for you!"
Though I want to be the one you can rely on, the shoulder on which you can lean on and cry your heart out. Atleast you are with someone you love Min... Suga thought
"Hyung is right Jiminie, you have us, don't ever think you are alone"
Tae pulled Jimin towards him and kissed his forehead, he smiled and rested his face on his chest, feeling safe in the warmth of his embrace.
Suga's heart broke seeing this but he knew Jimin loves Tae, it doesn't matter until Jimin is happy, right? He tries convincing his heart.
"Let's go, we'll get late my love" Tae said as he stroked his hair, kissing him on the forehead. This brought Jimin back to reality.
Tae opened the door of the car, and Jimin took the seat. Tae put on his seat belt, closed the door and sat in the driver's seat. Jimin turned around to face his hyung, he smiled, bidding him goodbye before leaving. Tae also waved Suga goodbye, and drove off.
Suga kept watching the car till it was out of his sight, he sighed
'Only if I had the courage to propose you back then, maybe I would have been the one besides you today, taking care of you. I would have been the love of your life, Min. Nevermind, I'm happy seeing you happy, keep smiling like you always do.
Life has been too cruel towards my angel. If possible I would have taken all your problems and replaced it with happiness and love. Jimin I love you and will always keep loving you. I love you so much that it hurts seeing you hurt. Get well soon! I'll always be waiting for you'
In the car soothing music was playing. Jimin was glancing at the scenery passing out of the window.
All of a sudden everything blacked out around him, he saw himself falling in a deep dark pit. He wants to crawl out of it but can't do it, it's dark and he can't see anything. He's scared, he cries for help, but no one can listen his voice. He's desperate to come out of that pit, but nothing works. It's useless, he's useless, he's crying.
Now he can hear loud cries of a baby, it could be heard from a distance, nooooo, it can't be, it's not real, it's coming back again, I can't do this, someone help me, I'll die, I can't bear it anymore, he thought covering his ears, shaking his head vigorously.
It was useless, the cries of the baby could still be heard and the sounds becoming louder by the minute, it was torturing him. My baby, I'm sorry I couldn't protect you, I deserve to die. I... I
Then he heard a faint voice calling his name, Jimin.... wake up
He woke up from his dream, sweating profusely. Taehyung looked at him, worried. He was crying and shouting in his dream. He had drifted off to sleep earlier watching the scenery.
"Are you okay Jiminie?"
"Ya Tae, I'm fine. Just another nightmare" he said wiping off the tears and sweat formed on his forehead.
It was too real to be a dream, he thought. But then shrugged it off, as he wants to forget everything and enjoy moments with his sweetheart.
Taehyung continued to drive once he was assured that Jimin was alright.
Jimin's phone rang, seeing the caller ID, he smiled from ear to ear.
To be continued...
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