school starts soon and I'm honestly not mentally prepared for it

I can't find some of the papers for service hours I need to fill out for the three days I work at a festival

I paint kiddos faces fUN

but the tips are so good from the grandparents of wailing children and I guess they feel bad for me and give me a five dollar bill for a 50-75 cent face paint and say "keep it" and in like okAy bc I don't want to deny the nice offer ya know ??

but also all the math there is going to be this year

I love English and Science sm, but Math and Reading (or Literature) aren't my best. Math has always been confusing to me, I can do the basics and all that, but adding variables and a ton of other not needed steps mix me up

I don't even want to do any extra things during school I would do last year, as in Liturgy Comity (I go to a catholic school), an extra math class with more complex problems, basically stuff for one or two grades higher then the one I was currently in and ahhh

stressin out lmao

music will help a lot of this though, but I'm not ready for some of the people that will be there

Em might not go to my school this year and without her I feel like I'll just stand around awkward because no one else understands the jokes or things we both go through other than her

I talk about things with em that I don't talk about with my other bestfriend of eight years, and I've only known Em for three, going on four years

because Em understands things a lot of other people at school don't and are oblivious to, and I'm so glad she's my friend

ily pal<3 KoKomaedaPuff

buT yEET SCHOOL STARTS SOON AND IM HYPED BUT NOT HYPED LMAO WOO