6

To give and to receive
to see is to believe
giving you my all
was my downfall.

I had you-
you sliced me through
by being with someone
and leaving me with no one.

I loved you
your words weren't true
your love wasn't real
and your true self revealed.

I gave you my heart
just for you to hurt
to use and to break
into pieces for your sake.

Every morning
is my mourning
every night
is my fight.

A fight for sanity
coming back to reality
realizing you took me for granted
is this what I wanted?

No, I was stupid enough
to believe such lies and fought
for you and for nothing
just to be your plaything.

-A-