I don't remember very clearly why I joined this platform, as far as my concern arisen was from mere curiosity, and a very sudden urge to read beyond my academic textbooks. Wattpad did seem a very authentic place to read books prominently, only to disapprove my assumption as I surfed more of this platform. Almost all books here weren't from qualified writers, as I expected. But it wasn't a bad issue, there were still a lot of good writers. Mush Di, Sam, Ina, Vin, and Sylvie are very good writers. Sylvie a.k.a. Smriti a.k.a. vilarc 's book "hiraeth" gave me the motivation and boost to write, And I scribbled down my childhood memories in this book, expressing my faint memories in the stale fashion of words.

Some of these chapters included my boring vents, some showcased sudden Shakespeare rage - some brought to you one of my favorite poems, and one was just some lyrical bullshit. I do believe this isn't my best book, mere lazy writing to be precise, but they call me tarbooja for a reason. I have yet a lot to prove, a lot to write, but I think this book needs to end here. It has taken me a cup of trauma with extra philosophical bullshit added to it to realize that this book really had no purpose, other than to serve as a mirror to the world about how utterly weird my thoughts can be. Also, I believe this book could've been something more, something better than just a junkyard of memories, of thoughts that could only be felt by me and completely understood. Despite of this, I acknowledge your devotion to reading this work, I'm extremely honored to have you guys. I might be taking a break from writing, even though I'd be working on multiple drafts of Manthan and Forty-Seven Whiskey Bottles and updating them from time to time.

Here are some honorable mentions, a cheers to the people who have been reason to write this book, usernames not given.

sylvie, sam, mush di, saru, ari, ishi, rev, akku, vinyl, ina.
thank you all, i love you<3

signing off.

written & authored by
vedharaj rameshwar

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