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Ashton thought it wouldn't be like this. He was shy at first but now they are very comfortable with each other and have a relationship as in boyfriend and boyfriend. They have been dating for one year and a half and life was great.

''Hey man, do you wanna go out today?'' Calum asked (more like yelled) from the kitchen in their apartment.

''I can't I'm going to videochat with Ezra today!'' Ashton yelled back while Calum came to the living room, standing next to him.

''Oh yeah I forgot... well, I'm going out with Autumn. Do you know why? Because I'm awesome!'' Calum said while grabbing the house keys and his jacket.

''Calum you met her when she was picking her friend up from a Gay bar and you litteraly vomited on her shoes after she said you were nice. You're awesome at embarrassing yourself without trying.'' Ashton said with a sassy voice, Calum huffed and waved goodbye, shutting the door right after.

Ashton chuckled and looked at the computer again, he was feeling very nervous. He never had a relationship like this before! Sure he had a few boyfriends, his first relationship ended up with his boyfriend named Brian cheating on him with a girl. He remembers Brian saying it was all a bet and calling him a faggot. He was bullied, had to change schools and that's how he met Calum.

Ashton remembers really well how he met Calum. Apparently Brian had an homophobic friend and Calum beat him up because he was making fun of Ashton. They started to hang out and he learned that Calum was quite popular but he really didn't like that popularity crap.

He got out of his thoughts when Ezra was online. Ashton smiled widely at the little green sign in his boyfriends name a quickly wrote on their chat.

Ashton Irwin: Hey baby ❤

He remembers Ezra saying he liked the nickname when Ashton ''accidentally'' called him 'babe'. It was the third month they were talking and they were flirting with each other and Ashton actually didn't mind because he already had a crush on the boy.

Ezra was actually really fun and nice, he was bullied for being bisexual when he was on highschool. He is 20 while Ashton is 21 (an: here Luke is one year younger than Ashton okay? okay) and is taking a break from school, trying to get money for unversity. They like the same bands and have the same hobbies, Ezra is Australian too (which is actually nice because he always thought American people hated him). Ezra wants to be a musician and he plays at night in a little bar in Saint Cloud, Minnesota. At first Ashton didn't trust Ezra but they became friends, then crushing on each other, and now they are dating. Tonight was the first day they actually would see and hear each other and Ashton were pretty excited. The other times Ezra had somethign to do or family emergencies and Ashton has some doubts but usually he pushes it away.

Ezra Hills: Hey Ash ❤ ❤

Ashton Irwin: Ready for our video call? ^-^

He saw the message but didn't answer.

In Minnesota Luke Hemmings was freaking out. He couldn't do this! Michael doesn't pick up the phone and he is running out of excuses and he never meant for it to go this far! Michael said this would help him feel less alone but this isn't helping at all.

Ezra Hills: That's why I'm here... I can't tonight baby, I need to work tonight because my friend got sick!

Ashton Irwin: Oh... it's okay...

Ezra Hills: I have to go now :( Bye sweetcheeks, I love you ❤

Ashton Irwin: Love you too baby ❤ x

And the scary part is: Luke really means it when he says 'I Love You'...