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dear logan,

       Now, where do I start with you? Logan, it's a shame that you were nothing more than an experiment of whether or not I would dabble into wrestling fanfics again after giving up and deleting my previous ones. You were inspired by my love for shadowhunters, and the complete badassery of Isabelle Lightwood because I wanted a character who was so badass, sexy, and can handle her own in a male dominated profession. My love for Finn Balor had resulted in you, and I can't express how important you've become to me. I literally love a fictional character more than my actual friends. lol. You randomly started as a thought that I was for sure would result in another uncompleted and canceled book but then you surprised me since you blossomed into one of my most popular fan fictions that I actually enjoy updating. 

  I just wanted to say how sorry I am for putting you through complete shit, and what you will experience in the future - like, there's just no hope of a happy ending for you is there? Putting you through a horrible break-up, and then loosing another person that you love is the worst thing I've done. but it has made stronger, more fierce and somehow - made you more forgiving?

 I'm just happy with where you are at with your best-friend, Becky, but I'm sorry for what's about to happen with Finn, but you guys always manage to find each other in the end. Stop running away from each other, seriously - it's getting old. just sock her in the face.

dear josephine,

  You are my first ever girlxgirl fanfiction and I can't be happier with how you are turning out. You are everything that I want to be and what I am currently. Your brain is just something that I lack and I wish I had your strength, courage, and smarts to injure what you have in the past and I'm so, so sorry that you will have to experience that again.

 Telling your story isn't just a thought and It wasn't just a topic that I wanted to write. It's something that I personally know how it feels and I hope to spread awareness that you are not alone. You've lost everything, your friends, your parents, but despite that, you still manage to paint the world with vibrant colors and manage to have a smile on your face always, and in managing to do so, gained something else. You have fought hard, with literal blood and tears to have her, and I'm terribly sorry that the haunting of your past had to come between that.

 But I can see how happy you are now that you found your own fire, but manage to have a total babe and firecracker on your arm. With all the pain she put you in, you still managed to thaw her heart that had been caged from further pain and betrayal. 

 Jo, I can't wait to write the rest of your story and impact others the way that 'you' have been impacting me because I simply love you.