Angela greeted Michael as he slowly walked into the office and took place on the black leather couch, there were large and colourful paintings hanging all over the beige walls making the uptight room feel a bit more alive. Michael gave her a small smile as she closed the door behind them and walked over to her bureau, her black heels clicking against the floor. Sitting down on the large black chair that made her petite body seem even smaller than it actually was.

"So Michael" Angela said as she finally had settled down in her chair and had opened her notebook in front of her, a pen in her hand ready to start writing. "Tell me about your week"

"It was okay" Michael whispered while playing with his fingers "Jason and I did find an abandoned kitten and are taking care of it right now" he added making his therapist nod her head "Tell me more about the kitten Michael" Angela said as she laid down her pen "Well Jason and I found it on the street all alone and we couldn't leave it there so we took it home, we've had it for three days now" the dirty blonde said with a small smile on his face, in the three days that they had mittens he had fallen completely in love with the small kitten.

"Did you name it" Angela questioned, folding her arms over each other , leaning on the table "Mittens" Michael replied. Angela smiled and nodded her head "What do you like about Mittens?" the black haired woman asked , her honey coloured eyes full of interest. "She keeps me company" Michael said quietly and the woman nodded, unfolding her arms so she could pick up her pen and write something down "Do you feel like you need the company Michael?" she asked as she was writing something down "I just feel alone allot of the time and it makes me feel guilty because I know my family tries really hard to be there for me but I still get lonely sometimes" he said, shrugging his shoulders sadly.

"That's completely normal Michael" Angela said, there was a comforting tone in her voice "I just hate myself for longing for somebody outside of my family to do things with" Michael sighed, running a hand through his dirty blonde hair. "It's okay to just want a friend Michael" His therapist said "It's only human to want that Michael, everybody wants a friend to hang out with and do things with" She said, comforting him.

"I know but it still makes me feel guilty because I know how hard my family tries to be there for me" he sighed , wrapping his arms around himself in a hugging manner. "They just want you to be happy Michael, you have a very loving family but that shouldn't make you feel guilty" Angela replied, her pen was darting across the paper faster than ever before. "But I feel like I'm taking that for granted, I mean I know that there aren't allot like close family's like mine these days , I know that allot of people of my age struggle with family issues and I don't have that, I have a loving family that would do everything for me and yet I still feel like I take that for granted because I still long to have somebody to feel the emptiness I feel"

Angela sighed, leaning backwards in her chair almost as if she was trying to find the right words to say. "You know Michael, it's okay to feel like that but it doesn't mean that it's true just because you feel like that. From what I hear you do everything except take your family for granted , you just seem to be mad at yourself for not finding your family enough am I right?" Michael nodded his head , he felt ashamed that he felt like his family wasn't enough. "Michael it's only human to want a friend and you shouldn't beat yourself up about that, you'll find someone to share things with but that could take some time" she said offering Michael an honest smile.

Michael nodded his head again, playing with his fingers "I still feel guilty" he said. "Feeling guilty won't solve anything Michael" Angela said and Michael nodded his head "I know that but somehow I can't help it " he said wrapping his own arms tighter around himself , the woman smiled , nodding her head and writing something down quickly "That's okay Michael, you know some things are just in our nature, some people stress about allot of things and even though they know that it won't solve anything and even make things harder for them they still do it because it's in their nature " she said and Michael nodded his head, she was right feeling guilty didn't help him with anything yet he still did it "So it's okay to have certain kind of feelings as long as you don't let them influence you too much, but you have no reason at all to feel guilty Michael, please remember that when you feel like this again" Angela said and Michael smiled.

After that his time was up and he thanked the woman as she walked him towards the waiting room. Saying goodbye , Michael grabbed his jacket and walked outside. Tugging his beanie over his head. It was awfully cold today as Michael made his way out of the large building, his mom was on kitten duty which meant she couldn't leave so he had to walk to his therapist today. It wasn't that bad since Michael liked the fresh air.

It was cold outside , Michael stuffed his hands deeper into the pockets of his jeans, trying to keep them warm as he walked home. While he was walking home he could hear a car behind him, it was slowing down and it gave him the chills. As the car slowed down next to him, Michael turned his head , being met with the familiar blonde which was quite a relief when he noticed it was just Luke.

"You want a ride?" Luke asked and Michael hesitated before shaking his head "No thanks" Michael said, his voice was soft as he tugged his beanie further down his head to cover his cold ears that were freezing. The temperature had dropped even more and the cold was almost painful , his noise was pinching, the piercing hurting too. "You sure, it's freezing Michael" Luke said, the dirty blonde cursed underneath his breath as he really liked the way Luke's smooth voice said his name, his voice was deep and thick yet so smooth. Biting his lip Michael replied "You sure I'm no bother?" not wanting to bother the guy by getting into the car. "Of course not , come on get in I'll drop you off at home it's way too cold to be outside right now" Luke said and Michael nodded his head, not feeling the need to protest anymore.

Walking around the shiny black car, it was much more fancy then Michael had expected someone like Luke to own. He carefully opened the door of the car before getting in. "Thank You" Michael said as he sat down in the all leather seats, the car was nice and warm. "No Problem" Luke chuckled before he started to drive again.
Luke turned the heat up a bit more "You must be freezing" he said and Michael nodded his head while taking off his beanie "It's cold as fuck outside" he said making Luke let out a small laugh.

Studying the boy, he was wearing a jet black jumped and really tight black skinny jeans. One hand was placed on the steering wheel while the other one was loosely laying in his lap "Where to?" Luke asked and Michael said his address , Luke nodded apparently knowing the street.

It was quiet as Luke drove, Michael focussed on the road in front of them but somehow he caught himself sneakily glancing at Luke in the corners of his mind. The dirty blonde still felt a bit awkward around Luke, this was the guy that was his first kiss for fucks sake. He wondered what Luke was thinking right now, if he was thinking about it too, reliving that night too or if it didn't

He wondered if Luke thought about it , if it kept him up at night or if it barely even meant something to Luke, if it was just for the game or if he actually liked it. Michael could still remember it, he could still remember the feeling of Luke's lips against his, how his hands burned holes into his sides as he held him so carefully.
He could still feel that strange feeling when Luke pulled him into his lap , his fingers slightly grazing his legs and it felt nice, comforting even. Michael couldn't help but wonder if Luke just did it all because he was drunk or if it had meant more to him than just that, Michael felt confused with his own emotions, he had no clue how he felt about this entire Luke situation, he had just gotten over Chad, it wasn't hard after his douchebag act at the party.

"You okay?" Luke asked and Michael's heart skipped a beat, he had totally dozed off, staring at the road in front of him. "Yeah" he mumbled , sitting up a bit straighter in his seat and nodded his head. "You sure, you zoned out a bit " Luke chuckled and Michael smiled "Yeah I'm sorry, it happens sometimes" the dirty blonde said smiling. "It's alright" Luke shrugged.

"Why were you out there, aren't you supposed to still be in school?" Michael shook his head "No I had an appointment somewhere, doesn't matter" he mumbled while he played with his fingers. The older lad looked at him for a slight second, it was like Luke could feel his discomfort "Hey if somethings wrong you can just tell me, I know that you barely know me but that doesn't mean I'm not willing to listen" He said , giving Michael a small smile. "Thanks" Michael said, the corners of his mouth curling up in a small smile himself.

The dirty blonde had no clue why but somehow he felt comfortable around Luke, it was like Luke gave off some kind of safe feeling, like Luke spread nice vibes wherever he went. Michael even felt a bit sad when Luke turned the corner to his street, not wanting to say goodbye to the tall blonde just yet but he knew he had to when Luke put the car in park and stopped in front of his house.

"Thanks Luke, for driving me" Michael said, a small blush creeping up his face. "No problem" Luke replied, flashing him his perfect white teeth. Michael nodded his head before opening the door but before he could get out he felt Luke's warm hand on his leg. "Wait" he said and Michael turned back, swallowing the lump that had unnoticeably formed in his throat.

"I never got your number" Luke said, his hand creeping up a bit so that it was placed on his thigh, Michael nodded his head. He could feel the heat of Luke's hand painfully burning into his skin and he felt nauseous, not the good kind. Michael's head got dizzy as he tried to control his breathing but he couldn't help but let out a shaky breath. He couldn't control how his body reacted and he dug his nails into the palms of his hands trying to calm down as he felt himself shake a bit.
Luke noticed and took his hand off of the dirty blonde , not knowing what to say but it gave Michael the opportunity to breath normal again , Michael felt guilty he didn't want to react this way so he quickly nodded his head "Yeah" he said, gulping before giving Luke his number and quickly getting out of the car, he needed to be alone for some time.
Michael didn't bother to look back at Luke, not wanting to be met with his face of confusion, Michael was really good at fucking things up. Walking through the front door and hearing Luke speed off , he hung his coat on the rack and took off his converse. He could already smell the food his mother was cooking from afar, walking into the living room he was met with Mittens who was softly sleeping inside of the small play pen his mother had gotten for it. Bending down and running his finger over its soft little head, scratching behind its ears. They've had the kitten for three days now, it was usually in its play pen or in Michaels bedroom since there was a small agreement that it was now Michaels cat , he also did most of the work.

The dirty blonde made sure the kitten was warm enough, they had already put its little pillow next to the heating since they learned from the vet that kittens had to be kept warm the first few weeks after birth.

Walking into the kitchen Michael smelled the pasta sauce and greeted his mother, sitting down on one of the chairs "How did it go sweetheart?" his mother questioned, turning her back to the stove for a minute as she let the pasta sauce cook. Michael shrugged his shoulders "Surprisingly well" Michael said and his mother nodded her head "I'm glad , she said that the past few weeks you've been opening up more" his mother said and Michael nodded his head "Yeah, I feel comfortable talking with her about my feelings now" the dirty blonde replied and his mother smiled.

At first Michael didn't really want to open up about everything but after a while she cracked him, maybe it was because of the fact that she did believe him and nobody really did except of his family, she made him feel understood and that was what he needed at that moment.

So hey guys , chapter five is up.

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