Ever since that night, Luke and Michael have been texting back and forwards every day. Michael just doesn't seem to put his phone down during the entire week. He was way too busy with constantly texting Luke, the dirty blonde couldn't stop thinking about him, all his thoughts wereLuke,Luke,Luke,Luke,Luke,Luke,Luke and it just wouldn't stop. Yet with Luke it was the same, he couldn't get the dirty blonde out of his head and that's why he had asked him out again for a nice dinner together.

Smiling Michael fixed the sleeves of his dark grey jumper , pulling them just a little bit past his knuckles. It was new and he kind of hoped Luke would like it, he kind of hoped Luke will like him. Taking in a shaky breath he fixed the dirty blonde fringe , running his short fingers through it and combing it into its place.

Grabbing the expensive cologne his parents got him for Christmas he sprayed some of it on himself. Looking at himself in the mirror he sighed, he had no clue what someone like Luke saw in him, he wasn't that good looking at all. Michael was chubby cheeks , soft pale flesh and thick thighs, he wasn't exactly what society painted as beautiful. Yet Luke was, Luke was a gorgeous face and luscious blonde hair, eyes blue as the deepest ocean known to man, he was tall with broad shoulders and a narrow waist, he was long strong legs in tight black jeans, his smile was ice melting and his voice was thick and sexy.

Luke was exactly what society painted as beautiful so why was he showing any sign of interest in someone like Michael. Sighing the young boy sat down on his bed and pulled his phone out of his pocket. Mindlessly he started to scroll through the texts that they had sent to each other this morning, Michael smiled at the slightly flirty one's and shook his head.

There was a knock on his door before the door opened and Jason walked in, he gave Michael a small smile before letting himself fall right next to his younger brother on the bed. "You nervous?" "Yeah" Michael breathed , running his hand through his hair in distress "Don't be , I'm sure you'll be just fine just like last time" Michael sighed but nodded his head in agreement, he had survived his first date so this second date should go fine to.

But the thing was, Michael was afraid that maybe Luke would realise just how complicated Michael was or get tired of the dirty blonde already after two dates, what if he would say something wrong that would change his entire opinion of him, what if he totally ruined every single chance he had with Luke.

"Yeah you're right , I just want this to go right" Michael commented , sighing "Don't we all want that?" Jason replied, shrugging his shoulders in his lying position on the bed. "Yeah" Michael breathed while looking at his hand 'but we aren't all as fucked up as I am' Michael thought sadly, tearing his gaze away from his hands.

"Don't worry Michael, just be you because that's what's important." Jason noted while sitting up "You don't want somebody to fall in love with someone that you aren't because you can't keep up that act for forever and it will hurt so much more when they leave then" Michael knew that Jason was right, he had seen the way his older brother had moped around after his now ex had left him for somebody else.

"Trust me Michael I know how much that hurts but the truth is sometimes it's better to watch people go that aren't going to love you for who you are and find somebody who does" Jason said while wrapping his arms around his younger brother "And he's crazy if he doesn't think you're good enough for him" he said while pulling Michael closer towards him. Both brothers sat like that for a moment in complete silence, Michael was letting Jason's words really work in on him. Jason was right but he didn't know how desperately Michael was for someone like Luke, someone that could give him a type of love and affection that no one else could.

After a few minutes Jason left, leaving Michael alone to get ready. Michael slid on his black converse and tied them and looked at himself in the mirror, his black skinny jeans were wrapped tightly around his legs and the grey jumper looked pretty.

Just then Michael's phone beeped, Luke had texted him that he was on his way. The dirty blonde's heart started to pick up its pace again, groaning Michael walked downstairs where his mother was standing in front of the stove, preparing dinner.

She smiled at him as soon as her youngest son had caught her eye "You look handsome" she stated, smile permanent on her face. "Thank you mom" he said while subconsciously tugging down the sleeves of his jumper. "I still want to meet him" she said giving him a stern look "I know you will, soon" Michael assured her, knowing she hated not knowing who was taking his son out.

They were interrupted by the door bell, he was here. "Be careful Mikey" his mother said sighing and Michael quickly nodded his head and hugged his mother one last time before walking into the hallway and opening the door , being greeted by Luke's tall figure dressed in his all black attire with that effortless smile he always seemed to wear on him.

Michael's cheeks heated up as he saw the boy , he cursed at himself for blushing already but he couldn't help it. "Hey" Michael breathed, greeting the blonde boy in front of him. Luke pressed a short kiss to his cheek as greeting and only now Michael realised how much he had missed those plump lips and lowly craved them against his again. "Hi" Luke replied.

The young boy furiously blushed at the action, swallowing the lump that had formed in his throat and trying to contain his heart from beating out of his chest, he swore it was beating so fast and loud that Luke could hear it.

Without saying another word Michael closed the door behind him , awkwardly playing with his fingers , and Luke took that as a cue to flash the younger boy a smile "U ready?" he questioned and Michael nodded his head quickly before giving Luke a nervous smile before letting the tall blonde softly place a hand on the small of his back and guide him towards his black car.

Usually Michael hated it when people touched him , he only let two other people touch him yet here he was , actually enjoying the way Luke would carefully place his hands on his body, enjoying the warm and burning sensation he felt wherever Luke placed his hands.

Opening the car door for the dirty blonde, Luke let Michael slip into his car before closing the door behind him and walking around his car to get into the passenger's seat. Luke started the car and started to drive towards the restaurant.

The sun had already set and it was starting to get a bit dark outside as they drove down the road, the street lamps were on already, illuminating Luke's face in the most beautiful ways possible, long lashes, high cheekbones and sharp jawline defined by the soft yellow light of the street lamps. Their small talk and the soft hum of the radio were the only sounds heard as they made their way towards their date.

Helping the boy out of the car and softly grabbing his hand before closing the car door behind him, Luke lead the way towards the restaurant. It was cold and Michael really wished he had brought a jacket with him but neither had Luke, Michael shivered as the cold wind hit him yet Luke seemed to be just fine while he walked next to him.

When Luke had offered him to take him out for dinner Michael had made the older boy promise him that he wouldn't force him into a fancy restaurant ,surrounded by middle-aged couples looking down on them , he was to awkward for that and his anxiety would be out of control.

So he was really relieved when Luke opened the door for him and he was immediately greeted with the delicious smell of pizza hitting his senses. Michael trailed behind the older boy, enjoying his hand in Luke's warm and big one as he followed Luke to a table at the back of the shop.

Letting Michael slide into a chair, Luke walked around the table and sat down himself. Michael wanted to make a comment about how the older boy was trying way to hard but bit his tongue as he realised that he really liked Luke's gentleman manners , more than he should.

Within a few minutes a waitress came down to their table and took their order, both ordering a pizza and Michael swears he saw Luke give him a weird look when he ordered pineapples on his pizza yet he decided not to comment on it, better said Michael's nerves decided to not comment on it.

With their dinner in the make Luke broke the small talk "I really hoped you liked pizza, I really didn't know where to go" "I love pizza" Michael chuckled "It's perfect Luke" you're perfect Luke he thought but he pushed the thought into the back of his mind and just enjoyed the smile Luke gave him "Then I'm glad that I decided on this place, they make the best pizza I've ever tasted" Luke stated "We'll have to see about that" the dirty blonde commented.

"I'm sorry if I ruined your plans, I just really hate fancy restaurants" Michael said, his voice allot softer than just a few seconds ago "It's alright Michael, I hate them too" Luke said with a shrug of his shoulders and Michael's lips curled into a small smile , he had worried that the blonde would've felt offended when he texted him that he really hated fancy restaurants and he had to cancel their plans but he wasn't and Michael was glad.

"So I'm still confused how you ended up in that basement" Luke stated with a smile, the blonde had been more than glad to see Michael back there but Michael didn't know that. "Zack normally doesn't often bring new people" Luke said and Michael shrugged his shoulders "His little brother was being a dick and he offered if I wanted to come downstairs with them to chill"

"Yeah Chad is a real pain in the ass" Luke sighed but chuckled "How long have you and Zack known each other then?" Michael questioned as Luke took a sip of his water "About two years, a little bit more I guess. We met at college" fuck college , Michael was still in high school. "That's nice" Michael commented and Luke nodded adding a 'yeah'

"So Michael, any hobbies?" Luke questioned casually as he took another sip of his water "Does sleeping and netflixing count as hobbies?" Michael questioned and Luke chuckled softly. The dirty blonde jumped a bit in his seat as he felt Luke's foot softly touch his leg, just brushing it off as an accident Michael continued talking "I don't really use the house often"

But right after that Michael felt Luke's foot trail up over his leg and Michael was sure that his face had just gone completely red. Michael felt cold and unpleasing shivers go down his spine and he quickly moved his leg away, biting down on his lip before speaking "Do you have any hobbies"? Michael didn't miss the slight look of hurt cross Luke's beautiful features and he immediately felt guilty for turning Luke down like that. Luckily the blonde quickly continued the conversation, answering the question Michael had asked him.

Luke had taken Michael out for the second time now and the first time was fun, he liked the casual date but tonight he wanted to get to know the dirty haired blonde who was sitting across from him a little bit more. Luke had allot of questions but he could only get a couple out before their pizza arrived and both of them quit the 'getting to know each other better' talk and started eating, casually commenting on how good it tasted.

Things were going good, things were going really good but of course because this is Michael's life things never something had to ruin everything for him. They were just halfway through their date, munching on some delicious pizza, Luke was right this was the best pizza Michael had ever tasted in his entire life, when suddenly the little bell above the door changed and of course the one person to walk through that door on a random Friday evening was Chad.

Michael quickly averted his eyes from the door but it had been too late and Chad had already spotted the pair sitting in the far corner of the pizza place. Michael looked down at his pizza but he didn't miss the way Chad walked towards their table, stopping right at their table "Michael , fancy seeing you here" he said before turning towards Luke "On a date Lukey?" he questioned "Did you really stoop that low?"

Michael made himself look smaller, staring down at the table , why did Chad have to ruin everything ? hadn't he done enough damage already? Luke shot Chad a glare "Fuck off Chad , didn't your mom put you on a lockdown after she found out after your oh so amazing party? " Luke commented with an eyeroll "And leave him out of this" he added.

Chad chuckled unfazed by it, he just chuckled and it creeped Michael out. "Oh Lukey, always so nice with his words, yet you're here with the town's whore" he commented casually and Michael felt his entire world fall apart, he wanted to run but he was glued to his seat. Luke opened his mouth to defend the dirty blonde but Chad didn't even give him a chance "I need to say you moved on rather quickly Mikey, just two weeks ago you almost threw yourself at my dick"

"That's not true" Michael defended himself "Says who? Mikey everybody knows you're a lying whore" Chad shot back with a stern look, he obviously was still extremely mad for what happened at the party."Chad enough, leave him the fuck alone before I'll reconstruct your face" Luke growled ,his voice a few tones lower than normal, his eyes shooting straight fire at the younger boy.

"You didn't tell him did you?" Chad said , keeping his gaze locked on Michael and completely tuning Luke out "Of course you didn't, why would you" the boy said tutting his lips and shaking his head "Tell me what?" Luke questioned confused.

"Did you know that your little love affair here actually is only 17? Yeah fake ID's get you a long way but somehow you gotta tell the truth now don't ya Michael?" Chad said and Luke watched as the dirty blonde just continued to stare at his lap "Michael is that true?" the boy didn't respond "Michael?" Luke said, this time a bit harder and more demanding. Luke didn't miss the nod of Michael's head and he silently cursed , great not only did he illegally pierce the boy he also had been lying about his age. "I'm sorry" Michael whispered and Luke sighed , he wasn't that mad , just a bit disappointed.

"Oh but Lukey, that's where the fun part only begins, did you tell him yet Mikey?" Chad questioned and Michael knew what was coming, this was the reason his entire life had been a hell for the past half year. It stayed silent and Luke had no clue whether he wanted to know or not "Come on Mikey tell him, he deserves to know don't you think?" Chad pressed but Michael didn't move , just prayed that the boy would just leave him alone but he wouldn't , he was going to ruin every single chance Michael would ever have with Luke.

"Mikey here used to have the hots for his physics teacher last year, lucky guy he was ended up fucking him in the process" Chad said with a devilish smirk seeing the way Luke's eyes widened as he stared at the dirty blonde in complete and utter shock. "Well my work is done here I guess, have a nice date" Chad said before turning around to leave with a smile on his face.

"Michael, is that true?" Luke whispered , still not completely sure what just happened "Michael?" the older boy questioned as the dirty blonde wasn't showing any sign of responds at all "Michael!" Luke said a bit harsher this time "Please tell me that isn't true" but the silence was all Luke needed to know that it was in fact true, it wasn't a lie and suddenly Luke got up "Unbelievable" he said as he shook his head and took his wallet out "That's fucking disgusting" he spat , missing the single tear that had finally fallen from Michael's eye, Luke didn't know that Michael had been trying to control his tears for way to long now.

Luke threw some cash on the table that would cover for their dinner "Don't even bother to contact me" the blonde said before making his way towards the exit of the pizza place, and that's when Michael let out a quiet sob for the first time.

Michael was left sitting at the table , he was a joke for everybody to watch, he basically just got sort of dumped by Luke. He quickly gets up , Luke was long gone and he knew that he wanted nothing to do with it.

Walking outside Michael had noticed that it had started to rain, just fucking fantastic, it was dark ,cold, he just got fucking embarrassed in a pizza restaurant and now it was raining. To ashamed to call up Jason from wherever he was tonight he decided to walk home. Letting tear after tear fall, Michael sobs , rubbing harshly at his eyes, this was all his fault. He hates his life and he keeps getting reminded that he just can't live a normal life ever again and it wasn't fair, he never asked for any of this. Sobbing and wrapping his arms around himself in a self-hugging manner he shook his head ,Why did nobody ever believe him when he say that he never wanted it.

When Michael finally arrived home he was completely drenched from the rain and his face was flushed and full of dried tear tracks. He wanted to sneak towards his bedroom but he could already hear the sound of his mother's heels clicking against the wooden floors "Michael baby is that you?" she yelled and Michael could feel his eyes water again, he couldn't reply because his throath was all closed up and he was sure that if he tried he would break down in sobs all over again.

Karen walked into the hallway and a look of sadness washed over her features as she saw her youngest son standing completely drenched in the hallway with red eyes from crying. "Oh honey" she whispered and Michael just let the tears fall again as his mother engulfed him into a hug "It's okay" she whispered , even though she was wearing heels she was still a bit shorter than her son so Michael had to bend down a little bit.

"He found out mom, he hates me now" was all Michael said and his mother immediately knew what that meant.

So , that was quite the chapter wasn't it? 

Thoughts on the chapter?

 on their second date? 

Michael shying away from Luke's touch? 

Chad interrupting their date and ruining everything? 

And lastly , on finally knowing what happened? 

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