^^Lmao I don't know why I made this but it's Frank's hands in this story

Also I had a dream last night that Ronald Reagan was dating Donald Trump's son and I just wanted to share that because wtf

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Lily was fussing in her seat as we pushed her around in the shopping cart.

"Just let her out," I said.

"But then she's more vulnerable," Frank said.

I raised my eyebrows and he sighed. Frank sighed and picked her up then set her down onto the ground.

"Hold my hand, Lily Bear," I said.

I leaned down and held onto her hand as she held her kitten stuffie with the other hand.

"I've been thinking," I said softly, "And I don't think we should have another kid. At least, not yet. Lily's still so young."

"Well, they'd be about two years apart if you were to get pregnant right now," Frank said. "And it's not like we're gonna get pregnant again anytime soon."

"Yeah, I guess you're right," I agreed. "I'm just worried. Lily can be a handful at times but adding another baby to the chaos?"

"Hey, I'm here this time," Frank said. "I'll work so hard with these kids, I love them."

We put in the groceries that we needed and I grabbed some more fertility tea.

"Gee, this stuff is just bull," he said.

"People swear their lives on it, it works," I insisted.

"How are some leaves supposed to get you pregnant?" He asked.

I rolled my eyes, walking away with Lily.

"What else is on the list?" I asked.

"We need eggs," he said.

I nodded and walked down to the dairy section. Lily looked at her reflection in the glass as I grabbed a carton of eggs, checking to make sure they weren't cracked.

"Gee?" Someone asked.

I looked over and smiled when I saw Patrick. He walked over and gave me a hug.

"Do you live near here?" I asked.

"Just outside of town," he said. "My boyfriend really likes this one chip brand but they ran out of it at our store. Well, actually we're engaged now."

"Really? Oh, congratulations!" I cheered, giving him another hug. "This is my husband, Frank, and my daughter, Lily."

Patrick and Frank shook hands politely as I picked Lily up.

"Can you say hi, sweetheart?" I asked.

"Hi," she said, waving her arm.

"Hey there, cutie-pie," Patrick cooed, leaning closer.

Lily cried, sticking her arm out to block him as he chuckled and stood up straight.

"I'll see you around sometime?" He asked.

"Yeah, definitely," I agreed.

Patrick gave me another hug before he walked off.

"Who was that?" Frank asked.

"That's Patrick," I said. "He used to work at the strip club with me."

"Really?" Frank asked. "He looks too innocent."

"I know, he's really good though," I said. "He taught me all the moves and stuff."

"Can I get see some of those moves?" He asked.

I giggled, covering Lily's ears.

"What if she understands you?" I asked.

"She has no clue what we're talking about," he stated. "So, do I get my own personal show tonight?"

I blushed, looking around to make sure no one was listening.

"If you're good," I said.

"If I'm good?" He asked. "I know I might've been gone for a while but who's in charge?"

"You are, daddy," I said quietly.

Frank smirked, kissing my temple. "I love you, baby boy."

I smiled happily as we walked down the aisle. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I glanced down at a text from Lindsey with a link. I clicked on the link and stopped suddenly as I looked at the photo. It showed me and Frank in bed, seeming to be taken from outside the window. Although the blanket covered everything below the waist, you could tell what we were doing from the way my back was arched off the mattress and my eyes were shut tight and jaw hung open while I clutched onto the sheets.

"What's wrong?" Frank asked.

"They put a picture of us online," I stated. "They've never done anything online before, they always kept it private."

"Dada!" Lily cheered, pointing at the picture.

I turned it away quickly, feeling my stomach churn uneasily.

"I wanna go home," I whimpered.

Frank wrapped an arm around my waist and I held Lily close to my chest as we paid for our things quickly. I didn't think Frank could drive any faster as we got through a twenty minute drive in twelve minutes.

"How'd they get in?" Frank asked, pacing the floors. "We need to get better locks or board the windows up."

"You can't stop them, Frank, I've tried everything," I said. "If they want to come in then they'll find a way to come in."

I kissed the top of Lily's head as she hit one of her toys against the coffee table.

"Th-there has to be something we can do," he insisted.

"Come here," I said quietly.

I opened my arms and Frank snuggled up with me.

"I don't want them back again," he said. "It was hell. I don't want them to touch you two now too."

I kissed his cheek and I heard Lily whine. She tugged on Frank's shirt and he lifted her up so she could join the embrace too. We both showered her in kisses and she smiled happily.

"I love you," I said.

Frank gave me a kiss and I smiled.

"You're so beautiful," he said. "You too, Lily Bear."

"Can we watch cartoons?" I asked.

Frank nodded, turning on the tv.

"I'm gonna go organize my things," he said. "Maybe I'll get rid of some old amps or something now that there's less room in the garage. I can sell them to fans so we can get some more money."

"That sounds like a good idea," I agreed.

Frank smiled and went out to the garage. Although, I didn't sound anything moving in there. All I heard was footsteps pacing out there.

"Okay, what if we got a better security system?" He asked.

"I wish we could but we just can't afford that," I said.

"I'll sell Pansy," he stated.

"Pansy? B-but she's your favorite guitar," I said sadly. "She was one of your first guitars, your grandpa gave it to you before he died."

"The fans will pay so much money for her," he said.

"C-can't we sell something else?" I asked. "I mean, do we need a microwave?"

"I'll put some pictures online later," he said. "We need a better security system."

"But won't you be upset?" I asked.

"I'll be more upset if one of you are hurt," he said.

Frank walked back out to the garage and I sighed quietly. Frank loves music, it helped him through everything. When his grandpa died and his mom had a cancer scare. He always turned to music as a way to relieve all that aggression. He was giving all that up now because he was so scared of the bunny men.

"We're gonna fix this, aren't we, Lily?" I asked.

Lily looked up at me, banging two toys together. She loved hitting things and making noises, Frank is hoping maybe she'll be a drummer when she grows up, just like her grandpa and great-grandpa.

"I can sell Bela too," he added.

My heart shattered. His two favorite guitars. I can't let him give all that stuff up, music is his whole life. He loves music as much as he loves me, maybe even more.

"We're gonna help daddy," I said. "I know he hasn't been exactly the same, he's so scared. He needs music, that's the only thing that'll help him recover from this."

I smiled, kissing Lily's cheek. I set her on the ground and stood up. I dug through my pocket and went to the bedroom. I called Patrick and put the phone to my ear.

"Hey, Gee, wasn't expecting to hear from you so soon," he said with a small chuckle.

"I need help," I said quietly.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Do you think that I'd be able to go down to the club sometime this week and you can lend me some lingerie?" I asked.

"Yeah, of course," he agreed. "What do you need it for? Wait, do I wanna know? It's for Frank, isn't it?"

"Yeah," I lied. "Thanks, Patrick, but I've gotta go. I'll see you tomorrow?"

"Sounds perfect," he agreed.

I hung up and walked out. Frank was playing with Lily on the floor.

"Do you still wanna go out tonight?" I asked.

Frank hesitated a moment before nodding.

"Will she be okay with your mom?" He asked.

"Of course," I said. "I'm gonna go get ready."

I went to the bedroom, getting dressed into a tight black dress that went down to mid thigh and a pair of heels. I put on some makeup before I finally decided I looked good enough. Frank got ready himself before we were finally able to leave.

I looked him over and smiled. He had on a white button up with a black tie, black blazer and black slacks. He grabbed Lily's bag and I put her into the car.

"It's okay," I reassured, holding onto Frank's hand as he drove.

Frank gave me a small smile. We got to my mom's house and carried Lily in.

"We're gonna be back soon, Lily," I said. "We love you."

We both gave her a kiss and she started crying as we left.

"I feel bad," Frank muttered.

"It's okay, she has fun there, she's just upset that we're leaving her," I reassured him.

Frank nodded as we drove to the restaurant. It wasn't too expensive, which was a good thing, and frank and I stayed on the cheaper side of the menu.

"Sh-should I use a condom?" Frank asked.

I looked up at him and frowned in confusion. He reached across the table to hold onto my hand.

"Like, when we get home should I use one?" Frank asked. "Because I know that you don't really want another kid right now."

"Yeah, I think that's best," I said quietly.

Frank nodded, looking upset.

"I'm sorry," I whispered. "I know you want another kid."

"No, it's okay," Frank said. "It's your body and you make a lot of fair points. Lily's only a year old, we can't add in a second child while we're still taking care of her."

I smiled, squeezing his hand softly.

"Maybe once Lily is into a toddler bed then we'll be ready," I said. "She'll be able to care for himself more. Plus, then we don't have to buy a second crib."

Frank nodded, a soft smile on his face.

"Are you gonna go through menopause?" He asked. "Because that's gotta suck."

"I don't know, actually," I said, giggling quietly.

I looked around the familiar place, waiting for our food to come.

"Do you recognize this place?" He asked and I nodded. "It's the restaurant I took you to the night I proposed."

"The last perfect day," I whispered.

Frank gave a small smile, leaning over to give me a kiss.