A/N- little thingy before the story: thANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 600 READS !!! It means so much to me. Also I've been writing another shitty Joshler thingy so keep your eyes peeled for that. Onward with the story.

I found your suicide note.
You drowned.
You're gone.
Josh, you left me.
Josh, you left me.
Josh, I don't know what to do.
You're gone forever.
This journal is dedicated to you now.
Josh, I love you.