Time skip at home
I walked up to my room. My dad was actually at work for once and didn't get drunk first. I sat in my chair thinking about what I was doing.  Soon instead of turning on my computer and playing with the guys I walked to the bathroom. I texted Luke a goodbye forever and looked in the cabinet for some type of drugs.  I found some pain relief pills. I poured a lot of them in my hand and put them in my mouth. I swallowed. Goodbye world that I hate. I then passed out.
I woke up in a bed with a quiet beeping sound. I opened my eyes and saw I was in a hospital room. I looked over and saw my dad slowly shaking his head at me. I looked down in sadness and disappointment. A doctor walked in holding a clipboard.
"We ran all the tests while you were passed out so you can leave now." He then walked out of the room and my dad walked in. He looked ticked off at me so I didn't make eye contact. I got up and followed him out. We got to his car and the drive home was silent. When we pulled up to the driveway he finally broke the silence.
"You can't even kill yourself right. You're that big of a screw up." I looked straight at my feet and let him insult me. When he was done talking he motioned for me to get out. I got out of the car and ran upstairs with tears falling down my face. When I got in my room I fell in my bed with an oof. I looked over at the clock it read 10:30. I should probably go to bed I have school tomorrow. I laid back on the bed and let sleep take over.