Your pov in the bathroom during the party

"Ugh, I could never stay mad at you." Pulling me close, he leaned his forehead against mine.

"Yeah?" I smiled.

"Yeah..." Billie smirked, pulling me even closer, and colliding his lips into mine. Gerard is right there... why does this give me a bad feeling? I'm dating Billie... not Gerard... he knows that... I know that... so why?

"C'mon, let's go back downstairs, enjoy the party."

"Alright..." I took his hand, while he led me back downstairs. As the party went on I danced around with Billie and Annie while the music played loud. I hope Gerard snuck out okay... I dunno what Billie would do to him...

Just then, Billie pulled me close, like he does, and pressed his lips up and down my face. Carefully, my fingers ran all through his hair. He then rested his forehead against mine, smirking. Then, without a word, he led me upstairs, into the same room, onto the same bed as before.

Fingers felt up my dress, tugging on my bra. I tried pushing them away, but he only went back. Then again, pushing his fingers off.

"Billie, I don't wanna do that..."

"Whatta ya mean? Of course you do..." He kissed up and down my neck.

"No I don't..." But he just kept at it, "Billie, you're drunk..."

"So? You are too..."

"No I'm not..."

"Of course you are!" He said, pulling his shirt off.

"Billie, I don't drink..."

"What? Of course you drink, who doesn't drink?"

"I don't drink..." His lips just went up and down my skin, "I don't wanna do that while you're drunk." Finally, I was able to push him off.

"Why not?"

"You're totally shit faced! It's not good to do that with a person who's totally drunk while you're sober. It's just not right."

"Oh, Y/n, pumpkin, you're so... good..." He flopped back onto the bed beside me, "You're like, too good..." I gave him a look.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Like, you always follow the rules and you don't like getting into trouble. But it's not like you have a stick up your ass all the time or anything." He's drunk... is this really what he thinks of me? Or is it just... the alcohol talking...

"Is that a good thing?"

"Sometimes," He answered, "But it's why you always hang out with those dumb ass freshmen all the time."

"They're not dumb," I said, "They're good people."

"Please, not in the slightest," He snickered, "Frank's a poser. He thinks he's this super cool badass guy when in reality he's just some stupid freshman."

"What do you have against freshmen?"

"They're annoying! And they take up parking space. Except for you my dear, of course," He sloppily kisses my cheek, "Anyways, Annabelle? She's so loud! Never stops talking. And Gerard..." My eyes went wide. He better not...

"He can't even talk right in front of girls. None the less act right around anyone. He's a freak."

"A freak!? He is not!"

"Yeah he is, why are you defending him? He's a no good fuck face virgin that'll never make it if he keeps up with this whole, 'oh I'm so shy' sorta act."

"Billie, I know you're drunk, but insulting my friends isn't gonna do you any good. I'm sorry I have to be a stupid freshman who takes up your parking space and has freshmen friends. I'm going to the dorms, you should get some sleep," I lightly kissed his head, "Goodnight..."

"Night'..." Quietly, I turned out the light, walking down the hall. Slowly, tears found themselves on my cheeks as I stood outside. Why does he have to hate them so much? I don't hate on his friends... oh Gerard...

When he came to my mind, a smile tugged at my lips. The tears began to stop. Why does the thought of him make me so happy? I'm dating Billie... but, thinking of him... it only makes me... sad...

"Y/n! There you are, I-... whoa... are you okay?" Annabelle asked, joining me outside.

"Honestly? I dunno..."

"I was gonna head back to my dorm, do you wanna come with?" I nodded, following her, "I saw you and Billie go upstairs, did something happen?"

"Kinda, he was drunk, but, he said somethings. Well, he tried to fuck me while he was shit faced, I told him no. Then he said I always followed the rules, and made fun of you guys, really bad." I explained as we made it inside.

"Really? Did anything else happen?"

"Yeah, but I wanna know what happened with you and Frank first. It's kind of a long story."

"Well..." She almost immediately went pink and giggly, "We made out in a closet." She laid down on her stomach on her bed, facing me, while I sat up against Rachel's empty bed.

"Oh, so are you guys a thing now?"

"Maybe, there wasn't a lot of talking..." She giggled, "Did you see his hair? Oh, it's so adorable. Have you seen his eyes up close? Or his lips? My god..."

"Wow Annie, just the other day you were complaining about him and now you're head over heals?" She happily sighed.

"Yes..." She buried her red face into the blanket, "Now, what went on with you and Billie? Or Gerard?" She asked through the blanket.

"Well..." I explained everything that had happened throughout the party she hadn't seen, "... and now I'm here."

"Whoa, Gerard almost kissed you. Again. Do you think...?"

"He'll ever go through with it?" I finished, "As long as I'm with Billie, I have no idea. And well, I dunno I mean, y'know that weird feeling you get? Just before kissing someone for the first time?"

"Oh yeah, like a trance or something?"

"Yeah, that's all it's ever been."

"If he kissed you, what would you do?"

"Uhm..." I had to think for a moment, "I know it's wrong, but, I think I'd kiss him back."

"Really?" I nodded, "He definitely has a thing for you. Do you have a thing for him?"

"I'm not entirely sure. When Billie kissed me, in the bathroom, it felt so wrong. Especially with Gerard right there. But, I'm with Billie, Gerard knows that. So, why did it feel so wrong?" She thought for a moment, then smirked, "What?"

"You like Gerard!" She cried, "Isn't it obvious!?"

"What? No I don't!"

"Of course you do! It all makes sense now! And he likes you too. Oh, and the plot thickens."

"No! No plot thickening! I don't have a thing for him!"

"Stop denying it! Face the facts! The almost kisses, the way you look at him, how he only stutters around you! And the way you talk about him..."

"The way I talk about him!? What's that supposed to mean?"

"You're always like, 'Oh, Gerard did this...' 'Oh, Gerard is that...' You always talk about him."

"I do not!" She giggled.

"Yeah you do, you just haven't quite figured it out yet. Patience, young padawan, I went through it with Frankie..."

"Hitting me with the Star Wars references?" She held a hand out.

"Break up with Billie and get with Gerard or else I'll force choke you!" She spoke in a deep Darth Vader voice.

"Mmmm breaking up with Billie is a step towards the dark side, implying you are?" I said in my best Yoda impression.

"Join the dark side, we have yummy snacks and pretty boys!" We both burst into laughter.

"Tempted I am..." I said through my laughter.

"Join us!" She cried, "I'm gonna get some sleep, you probably should too. You've had a long day."

"Yeah, is Rachel gonna be coming back? Or, wait, didn't you say-"

"She went home for the weekend." I nodded, Annie handed me a blanket and pillow as I yawned.

"Cool..." I set up my blanket and pillow as she changed. She then turned out the lights before flopping over onto her bed. We both faced each other as we laid there.

"Y/n?"

"Yeah?"

"If you don't wanna break it off with Billie and go on with Gerard, you don't have to. For your own good, I think it'd be better, but it's your call."

"Thanks, but I think I'll stay with Billie. Just for now. He's a sweet guy, and I like him. But Gerard..."

"What about him?"

"He's just so..." I began to think of the word, "... mysterious..."

"Mysterious?"

"Yeah, I mean, he's all quiet. We've been dorm mates for awhile now and I still barely know him."

"Have you made the effort?"

"Yes! I've tried to talk to him, but he just doesn't want to. He's so nervous."

"Maybe he's scared..."

"Scared of what?"

"Judgement, being made fun of, or making a fool of himself in front of the girl he likes. Either one works."

"But I won't judge him," I said, staring up at the ceiling, "I don't do that..."

"Does he know that?"

"I dunno..." The room went quiet for a moment.

"You should show him that. Maybe then he'll talk more."

"Maybe, I'm gonna get some sleep."

"Night'..."

"Night'..."

Oh, Gerard... why'd you have to be so mysterious? The thought of you makes me smile... maybe I do have a thing for you... Gerard... but I can't... Billie... my guy... this feeling... it'll go away... eventually... and I can stay with Billie... yeah... just ignore it... ignore it... Billie... think about Billie... yeah... I got this... definitely...

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Ahhhh and the plot thickens! I really love this story. It's a lot of fun. Also I'm so sorry I'm such a huge nerd. Star Wars reference, Halo, Dungeons and Dragons, and anything else I may include later. Ugh I'm so annoying. Anyways. Have a smily day~peace out cheesebags