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Opening my eyes, I yawned. Then realized something. My eyes went wide. That's not Billie... that's Gerard! Shit!

"Gerard..." I whispered, "Gerard, you gotta wake up..." He groaned, "Gerard, c'mon..." Just then, the sound of a door closing came from upstairs, followed by footsteps, "Gerard, you have to get off me! Please, wake up!" Finally, he tiredly opened his eyes, and sent a confused look.

"Oh, I'm... I'm so-" He began to get off, but was too late.

"What the fuck!?" Billie came over, forcing Gerard off the hardwood floor by holding the collar of his jacket, "Are you seriously snuggling up to my girl like that!?"

"N-no... I... I didn't mean to-"

"Shut up!"

"Billie please, it was an accident. Let him go."

"I'm not gonna let go of him! He was fuckin' cuddling you! And you let him!"

"It was an accident! We were asleep! We didn't know what we were doing!" I tried to explain.

"That's no excuse!" He sent an angry look towards Gerard, who was absolutely terrified, "Don't ever fuck with my girl!" Then, without warning, he socked him in the nose.

"I'm... I'm sorry..." Gerard cried.

"Billie, let go of him! Don't hurt him, please." I tried.

"Why? You two are, 'just friends'? I know what the fuck is going on! I know you're fuckin' around with him!" I was completely taken aback by the accusation.

"No I'm not. Billie, I'd never do that to you," I stepped closer to him, my hand on is shoulder, "I couldn't do that to you. Never." Slowly, he let go of the boy, as his gaze softened towards me.

"Really?" I nodded, "Oh, sweetheart, I could never stay mad at ya."

He took my hand and kissed my cheek. I smiled, then looked to Gerard. His fingers held his nose as tears slowly ran down his cheeks and blood dripped down his chin. I stepped towards him, away from Billie.

"Why don't you go back to the dorm? I'll meet you there in a bit." He nodded, then ran off.

"Baby, why'd you gotta be so nice to him?"

"Cause he's my friend...?"

"Yeah, I know that, but he's such a freak. I mean, seriously, why do you hang out with him?" I stepped away, not liking his choice in words.

"Gerard is not a freak."

"Sure, you say that, but, do you actually mean it? He's not here to say anything."

"Yes I'm sure. Gerard's my friend. I know you don't like him, but there's no need to call him names. He's a good guy. You never even gave him a chance."

"I've given him a chance! I've given him many chances! Every single time, he's fuckin' around with you!"

"Billie, it's not like that! It's never been like that! We're-"

"'Friends,' yeah, I know! It fucks me up," He sighed, "You two just, I dunno what it is, but it kills me! You're always with him! And you're so... you got this look!"

"Look!? I don't have a look!" I've already said this...

"Yeah you do. But you never look at me like that! It's like, you're into him! Or something!"

"I'm not into him! Why do you always do this!?"

"Me!? It's you! You're always getting close with him! Every time I see you with him, you're fuckin' around!"

"I am not!" He ran a hand through his hair, frustrated.

"That's it! I'm done!" He stepped away, grabbing his jacket, "I'm going out with the guys..." And he was gone. Oh... why does he always do this?

Sitting on the couch, I quietly began to cry. My eyes wandering around the floor. Then, there was a quiet sound near the kitchen. I wiped away my tears, and stood up. Frank and Annabelle...

"Hello?" I stepped forward, "Frank, Annabelle, you can come out..."

After a moment, they stood up from behind the counter. Annabelle broke away from Frank, walking towards me, slowly. Her eyes were full of worry and care. Then, she hugged me, tight.

"Oh, guys I'm sorry about him. He just-" She pulled away, just enough to look in my eyes.

"Y/n, don't be. This isn't your fault."

"He just doesn't get it..." I cried, pulling her back in as the tears came spilling. Frank put a comforting hand to my back.

"He's an asshole, is what he is."

"Frank!" Annabelle turned to him.

"What? It's true!"

"No! Not now-"

"It's okay, he's right. Billie can be an asshole. But, he's not always like that. He just doesn't like you guys, for some reason."

"Yeah, I know," She spoke so softly, "Let's get you back to the dorm. I'm sure Gerard is waiting for us." I nodded, following behind them in silence.

"Hey," I greeted Gerard, entering the dorm. Annabelle and Frank walked off.

"Hi," He greeted, a bandage was held over his nose.

"I'm sorry," I stepped closer, "About Billie," I looked to the floor, "Again..."

"Oh, it's alright. I get it." Biting my lip, I sat next to him.

"Gerard, I'm so sorry. You really didn't deserve that." I said, pulling him in for a hug. His body tensed for only a moment before hugging my body back. Then I pulled away to see his face.

"It doesn't hurt, does it?" I asked, my fingers grazing his nose.

"J-just a little..." Sending a soft smile, I kissed his nose. His cheeks went pink, along with his nose, "Uhm... I... I uhh..." aww... it's so cute when he gets all flustered...

He then nervously played with his fingers. Biting his lip and averting his gaze from me. He just seems so scared...

"Y/n?" I hummed, "Why... why do you always kiss me like that?" I smiled, then brushed a hair out of his face.

"Cause I do that with my friends sometimes." He looked confused.

"But... but I've never seen you do it with... with Annabelle... or Frank..."

"That's cause I feel like you need it more," He sent another confused look, "You just seem, oh, what's the word? Scared? yeah, scared, and so... so, shy. It's just my way of saying, you don't have to be."

"Oh..."

"If you want me to stop, it's no big dea-"

"No! No! I mean... uh... it's... it's cool." I smiled, then kissed his cheek. Oh Gerard... absolutely adorable...

My hand held his cheek, which he leaned into. His fearful eyes softened as he only looked to me. A small smile tugged at his lips.

This is all he ever wants. Small moments, with me. The ones that stick with him forever, even if they only last a few seconds. It's what he considers his happy place.

But I had no idea. To me, it was merely special because he couldn't yell at me for it. Because he would never know.

It's not like we're making out or anything... it's just, friend things... but it's not... it's so much more... he's just so... wonderful...

OwO-
Do you guys know how many times I type OwO into this thing and it tries to get me to write owl!? It's so annoying! Anyways, so, my plan was to get a new only love chapter out. And then I somehow found myself back here with a half finished chapter that I now had! To finish! Have a sweet day~peace out cheesebags