Chapter 33
Macy's POV:
"Macy wake up" someone says with a rough tone.. I just roll over and sleep again since I hardly slept last night.. I was just crying the whole night.."Macy I want u to wake up now" the voice says a bit harder this time..
I think for a second and then realize that it's my dad waking me up.. I quickly wake up and sit..
I turn towards him"dad.." "wake up now u r not going to school for the next 3months.. just sit at home and study.. till your finals.. and then your schooling will be done I don't want you to go to school anymore" he says as if it was something normal to do..
I look at him as if it's a dream or something.. because no parent comes and tells you that u won't be going to school anymore.. he rolls his eyes and says "just freshen and come downstairs quickly we need to talk" and just leaves I sigh and go to the washroom and see myself.. I look like a wreck.. I had dark circles under my eyes and my eyes were blood shot.. everything that happened last night came back to me.. and I couldn't stop my tears again.. they just rolled down like a water fall.. I had so many thoughts going on in my mind right now.. I felt disappointed at my own self to be honest.. I felt ashamed.. I felt that I betrayed my parents though I promised them not to cross the rules they set for me..
Somehow I quickly get dressed and head downstairs.. I see my dad reading the news paper and having his coffee..I go and stand near him not knowing what to do.. he looks up, "why the hell are you looking at me? What? Do u want me to feed u now? Go eat ur damn breakfast" he says angrily. I flinch at his tone and silently sit on the table while my mom was serving me breakfast. I look at her eyes and realize she cried too..
Her eyes they were red just like mine.. she looked tired.. like she couldn't get good sleep.. and then when she looked up at me.. I saw disappointment in those eyes that once cherished me.. that once showed only love.. now they showed hurt, sorrow,and most of all disappointment....
I couldn't take it anymore.. I couldn't.. my mom was the only one in this house who I loved the most.. the only one who always understood me.. the only one who knew my likes and dislikes.. she had the same look my dad had when he was talking to my teacher.. I felt that I totally lost in my life.. I lost all my dreams before I even tried to achieve them.. I was holding back really hard not to cry again.. so I just kept gulping down all the cereal..
I heard my dad clear his throat and say "Macy as I told u in the morning, you are going to quit school for the next 3 months and study at home.. I have already spoken to your principal and he is more than willing to do it.. so attendence won't be a problem.. I also spoke to my head's and told them to adjust my timings at the hospital so from now on I won't be going for any emergency duties and morning duties.. I will be going only in the evening..
Now coming to the rules.. I am giving you one more chance Macy.. and you have to prove yourself.. so here are the two options I am proposing to u..
First move to Birmingham and start your highschool again in a hostel or Second study from home and score well in your prefinals.. the decision is up to you now.. decide and tell me what you want don't take to long.. now leave" his voice was Stern and harsh.. I nod and silently leave..
I get to my room and sit on the bed and think.. going to Birmingham? Seriously? A whole new place and that too in a hostel? No way! I think to myself.. I can study well and I can get back on track I think to myself..
My dad was giving me another chance to prove myself.. and by another chance for me.. it's to correct all my mistakes..
And by all my mistakes it also includes..
Matt....
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To be continued..
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Ella!
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