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(A/N:- Nawab pov I can't write fully in Hindi...as i can't trouble anyone for it.....So it will be in English)

I got a message from Manik sir don't why he asked me to come to Pune immediately. So I took a car and reached there soon, I took some short cuts soo was there soon avoiding traffic. Maybe in some emergency, I hope pari is safe. 

I messaged him back, he said he got some information that some people will attack them, so I drove fast and arrived. No one stopped me as some know about me, I looking around for them when I saw a familiar figure standing with someone, I moved closer to see Pari, I sighed in relief seeing her safe, I about to call her when a man in front of him pulled into kiss, that site broken my heart I don't know why I felt pain seeing her with someone.

I tighten my fist seeing it, unless her tearful eyes meet him, I can't see it as she remains with someone, so I walk away from there.

I stood in support of a nearby wall and ruffled my hair in frustration, why dammit it making me angry? I hit the wall in front of me, ignoring the pain it caused. 

Of Course our kiss was just the heat of the moment, I couldn't take it seriously, she is rich and beautiful and will surely choose someone like her. Not a low class like me. But someone inside told me to turn back and go to her. I felt uneasy so I went there to see she had fallen on the floor, I ran to her shouting, Parii.

I picked her up in my arms, patted her cheeks but not opening her eyes. I picked her up and ran to car, nearby hospital. That time she was more important to me than anyone. I informed her family afterwards.

That time my heart stopped because she is like a baby, always jumping here and there, pouting, smiling, smirking , teasing me..I love her guts, always speaking in an attitude never scared of me like others.

"Doctor she ??" I stammered never in my life I thought I could be scared..Anil was right. I even feel scared..scared to lose her..

"Sir, she is fine..due to over stress her bp level has increased.. at this age it's not that good keeping so much stress so please keep her happy..." Doctor said, I nodded.

"Is she a premature baby?" I looked here and there and I don't know anything about it.

"Doctor doctor..is my baby fine?" I turned to see her family was here, Nandini mam was crying.

"Nothing to worry, because of stress her bp level increased and I think she didn't have her breakfast properly...and is she a premature baby?" Doctor asked, Nandini mam nodded yes, crying. Manik sir held her, all were in tears making me feel how much pari was important for them.

"So it affected her more, premature baby are so sensitive, please take care of her properly and don't give stress more..'' The doctor said, all nodded.

"What happened?" Antonio sir asked me I looked down Don't know what to say.

"(Hmm.......manik sir ne mujhe message kiya , mai aa hi raha tha tab maine pari madam ko kisi ke saath dekha , mujhe laga woh vyast hain , intezaar kiya aur wapas aa gaya , phir dekha jaakar toh pari madam behosh padi thi , mujhe laga unki health zyada important hain toh apko nahi bataya , ab bataya hain )
Hmm..Manik sir messaged me, so I was coming there where I saw Pari mam with someone, so I thought they are busy, waited and came back when I saw man was lying on ground unconscious, that time I thought her health is important so didn't inform you..now i did.." I told a lie and looked down, half of it was true.

"Thanks so much betta.." Nandini mam cried holding my hands.

"(iski koi zarurat nahi hain madam , use apki zarurat thi abhi )
It's not needed mam..She needs you now." I said all moved in, except Leo, giving me a suspicious look, don't what problem he has with me.

I stood out looking at her from afar, laying on white bed like a fairy, with a wire attached to her left hand. She is so pure, innocent, even though she denies that is true, she has her mother character but is strong like her father. God always tests good people only.

I saw her slowly opening her eyes, looking around, and smiling when she saw her family. Nandini mam cried and hugged her, followed by all.

She is saying something which I can't hear, but her eyes wander all corners and land straight at me. Is she searching for me?

She smiled fully looking at me, making my heart flutter in happiness. But looked away to control it, it's wrong she loves someone else.

I walked out to let out my frustration, walked away from the hospital, and took my cigarette. This habit is bad but I can't stop it. It gives me peace from my nightmare and frustration.

"Ahem ahem!!" I turned to see Leo, stood straight without throwing cigarettes, someone it is costly.

"Thanks for saving my sister." Leo ssid, I nodded, she is his sister!! awesome!! Nawab got lost.

"(koi baat nahi .....yeh toh mera farz hain)
No issue..It's my duty." I said looking away.

"I hate any boys with her, mainly after what happened. I hope you don't hurt her." I frown at his words, what does he mean by it?

"(maaf karna , mujhe samajh nahi aaya apne kya kaha?)
Sorry, I don't understand what you're saying?" I said.

"You will when time comes..she has the right to say. Again thanks for saving her." Leo said and turned to leave, I stood in confusion.

"And yes...You know how the man looks when talking with her?" He asked, I frowned and nodded no, I didn't see him properly except pari.

"Ok.." he said and walked in. I looked at the cigarette going to end, I threw it and held my head, thinking about her messing my mind.

Nawab pov end

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Pari pov

Ma crying and scolding me, I just smiled listening to her, she was cute when she actually cried or scolded me. I don't know if she is a baby or me. I was happy Nawab saved me, I don't know where I felt he was not angry at me, caring.

Pap strictly said after coming back to home, not stepping down from bed. I didn't say anything about Jayden to them still but eventually they will get to know by seeing the CCTV camera.

Why is he back?What does he want? I don't want him, how could I love him back, when he tried to kill my father? I could never.

"You were the wrong fireflies, I was the one who loved him, hit him...he never loved me..He used me for his revenge, that's it. Love can't be forced, but he is doing it." Pari said to fireflies which were not glowing.

"You won't glow na... Because like me, my life is too messed up. I am now seriously asking you, don't make Nawab hate me. I could never take it, I don't know why.." I said to her, which glow made me happy.

"Thanks..." I said, looking at the clock which showed 12:30, all must be sleeping. I wanted to meet Nawab, but for three days I didn't see him.

I took over the cot which covered my shorts and t-shirts. Without disturbing Browny I walked out because he won't let me out, as he is a bodyguard hired by Papa.

With the catwalk, I slowly went to the guest house, actually there is a staircase outside which is directly connected to the terrace, so there is no need to open the main door.

I went up to see a figure sitting on bed, looking at the sky. I smiled, his face glowing in that moon light, hair dancing in the wind, falling on his forehead.

I moved slowly about to sit beside him, when, "(mujhe pata hain tum ho .......chor ki tarah mat aao)
I know it you.... Don't come like a thief." I was shocked how he knew without turning back.

"How do you know it's me?" Pari asked, he turned smirking.

"(neend mein bhi itra ka istamaal karte ho)
Even in sleep you use perfume..." Nawab said, pari bit her lips smelling herself, in evening Aarav was using it.

"So, master knows my smell and perfume too." I smirked, he turned away without saying anything. I sighed sadly and sat beside him, folding my leg and hugging my cot tightly around me. Its so fucking cold, don't know how he sitting in vest and pant alone.

I just sat looking around and at him, he didn't speak a word. Maybe he still angry?

"Are you angry with me?" I asked softly, he kept looking at him.

"(main kaun hun tum par gussa hone waala ?)
Who am I to get angry at you?" His questions straightly hit me, right who is he??

"Hm.. after the kiss ..You didn't even talk to me and in that resort..." I stopped speaking when he stood up immediately, ruffling his hair and rubbing his face in tension, I felt his muscles tensed up.

"(kyu ? Sirf ek sawaal kyu?)
Why?? One question,why should I?" He turned to me, I don't know what to answer as I am unsure.

"I don't know Nawab, I know I messed up all...I'm making you worried too, I don't know why I am like this?" I sighed looking down, rubbing my eyes with my slaw.

I felt a hand on my knee, looked up to see blueish eyes looking at me, "(roo mat, ab yah tumhaare lie achchha nahin hai)
Don't cry, it's not good for you now." He said softly.

I nodded while whipping it but it kept flowing. I stiffened it when his thumb whipped it slowly. His rough finger caressed my soft cheek, which made me feel good. His hands are so warm, in this cold weather too.

"I can explain..." He cut my words sitting beside me, "(mai kuch nahi puchunga , kaun hai woh ? Kyu tumne use kiss kiya aur baki sab ? Tum ameer ho tumhara boyfriend ho sakta hain)
I won't ask anything, who is he? Why did you kiss him and all? You are rich, you can have a bf, .." I cut his words palming his mouth, he looked at my hand and me.

"Don't say it, he is no one to me. No one..." I said, removing my lips, he kept looking at me.

"Can I ask onething?" He nodded, "If you love your parents so much, there is no love beyond them for you,and you love a girl too, who you can give your life to..But one day she shoots your parents in front of your eyes..how do you feel?" I asked him.

He looked at me, "(dhoka ......dard)
Bertyal...hurt...pain..." he said, shrugging his shoulders.

"Could you love her back and want her in your life back.. forgetting about your parents death." I asked, he looked at me in shock.

I chuckled, "Same my condition...I could have lost my Papa, if that bullet was just an inch below if it hit his heart..it might be one year now, I lost him. Without him there is no life for me, he is my hero, all...when I thinking I am responsible for this..for my Ma tears, everyone etars..its hurt me." I sobbed looking down. I cried harder when he pulled me into his chest, I held his vest and cried mode, that pain was unbearable.

"(pari.....tum keh rahi ho?)
Pari...You saying??"

"True..?that man you saw me kissing was him..Who tried to kill my father...He was one I loved too...not now." I said, and explained all my past to him, which made me feel a little relieved. I felt some burden get down, I just stayed in his arms sniffing, he didn't break the hug or I didn't want to leave.

Somewhere I feel this warm embrace can save me from all worries. I looked up at his face which was hardened, looking straight in no particular way.

I raised my hands, held his chin, he turned his gaze down at me, "You feel disgusted with me?" 

He nodded no, "(mai aisa kabhi nahi sochunga ......mujhe us par taras aa raha hain jisne tumhare jaisa mani kho diya
I would never feel that, I feel pity on him who lost a gem like you." His words made me feel good.

"You didn't feel I was wrong?" I asked him in confusion.

"(tum bhi galat thi .....aise ladke ko chunna jise sirf kuch din pehle dekha ....jisne itna jhut bola.....parivaar se ladna.........main maanta uske liye tumhara dil mein bhavnaayein thi .......par humesha humara dil sahi nahi bolta.......kyuki dimaag aur dil dono apne kaam ke liye khudgarz hote hain ...........tum kabhi aadmiyon se baat nahi karti.......shayad isliye tumhe yeh sab pyaar laga)
You were wrong too, choosing a man who you saw in a few days, who lied to you so much, fighting with you family. I accept you have feelings for him, but everytime our heart won't say the right things.. Because both mind and heart are selfish for their own purpose, you never talk to man, maybe because of that you felt this attraction and name of love.." I listened to Nawab's words and came out of his arms.

"Do fireflies lie too?" I asked like stupid, he frown and chuckled.

"(tum apni maa ki tarah hi ho .......par kya tumne kabhi pucha fireflies se kya woh tumhare liye sabse accha hain , tumne hi kaha saccha pyaar hain , jab usse pyaar kiya tumne ...kya usne kiya ? Shayad us din uske dil mein bhi tumhare liye bhavnaayein jagi hon par kuch dino baad ? Kya waisa hi tha sab kuch ? Mujhe vishwas nahi hota)
You are so like your mother, but did you ask your fireflies if he is best for you? You only said when there is true love, you loved him, did he? Maybe that day he had feelings and after a few days?..was it the same?? I don't believe it." Nawab said, laying on bed holding his head.

I sat thinking about its words. Maybe because of my love it glows, even when I talk it glows.

I looked at Nawab who had closed eye, lying peacefully. I patted his shoulder, who opened his eyes and looked at me.

"What did you feel when I kissed you? Why did you told me forget it? Was it lust or something else?" I asked straightly because I needed an answer. I didn't feel bad about it. He looked shocked and sat on bed, looking into me.

"Say me.." I asked strictly, he looked down and away.

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