Again pls listen to this with the song - My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion 

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It doesn't take long for him to recognize the song playing. I see Juno's face scrunch up like it does when he's thinking hard, and I see him mouth "what the fuck...?" as I stand there awkwardly in his driveway, unsure of what to do until I start.

After 21 of the most excruciating seconds of my entire goddamn life, it is my time to shine. I open my mouth and begin to sing:

"Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you..."

If I wasn't so focused on not messing up I swear to Jesus I'd hear Paloma struggling not to laugh.

I can see Juno pursing his lips, rubbing his temples, laughing and shaking his head as he watches.

"That is how I know you go..."

I try to focus all my energy -that isn't currently being used to remember the lyrics- on forcing my voice not to shake.

"Far across the distance, and spaces between us..."

GOD, I can't believe I'm fucking doing this. Oh god oh shit oh sweet baby Jesus. I feel like I'm about to cry but I don't know why, so I try to ignore that feeling.

"You have come to show you go on..."

For a moment, Juno seems to actually be watching me sing, as if he's (mostly) gotten over the shock and confusion. I can still see him chuckling a bit to himself.

"Near, far, wherever you are..."

Is he mouthing the words along with me?

"I believe that the heart does go on..."

He leans out his window to shout, "What exactly are you doing?" and I catch a glimpse of his smile. If I hadn't hyper-focused on practicing, I kid you not I probably would've messed up right about now.

"Once more, you open the door, and you're here in my heart and my heart will go on and on..."

I keep singing, and Juno keeps watching. It almost feels like we're the only people in the world.

"Love was when I loved you, one true time I'd hold..."

This was probably the line I was most anxious about. I see Juno's face go from what seemed to be amusement to sheer surprise. He disappears from the window, and I feel like collapsing onto the pavement. I keep going, though, because I didn't practice for a week straight (jkjk he practiced for a week gay) just to give up in the middle.

I keep singing, even though I'm sure I just got rejected by the boy I'm practically head over heels for.

"Once more, you open the door, and you're here in my heart, and my heart will go on and on..."

As we get nearer to the climax of the song (you all know what I'm talking about), Juno bursts through his front door, and runs out into the driveway with me, standing just a few feet away, breathing heavily. It's a good thing there aren't any lyrics at this part, because my brain just short circuited. Seeing what he probably looked like when he'd just woken up. His hair is slightly rumpled, wearing pajama pants and a pastel yellow T-shirt with Certified Lemon Boy printed across the front.

My heart skips about 30 beats when I remember I'm the one who got him that shirt.

And so, I hold out my hand while belting out the next part of the song.

"YOU'RE HERE, THERE'S NOTHING I FEAR, AND I KNOW THAT MY HEART WILL GO ON..."

He reaches out and takes my hand, and I have to refrain from slapping myself to make sure I'm not dreaming. His hand is so soft. And warm. And ay, dios mio, his eyes.

We sing the rest of the song together.

"We'll stay forever this way, you are safe in my heart and my heart will go on and on..."

When the music finally fades out completely, I still need to use all my strength to keep from crying.
"Juno," I say,

"Will you be my boyfriend?"

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