Silence, is the buzz in my heart
trying so desperately to replace the desperation of spark
Screams, are just my heart bleeding for my soul
Begging it to stay alive and afloat 
Tears are just the only time I could breathe
because now the block of darkness is colored white
trying to suppress all the lines

The way his lips touched mine
they way he breathes into my heart
the whispers of promises of his love for me
Something I damaged so thoroughly
The smiles and lovable emotions flowing into his eyes
I craved out a monster, destroying himself for me
I craved out a desperate man, still loving it seems

He is now exhausted, from the bottom of his soul
"My fault" I know from my core
Yet, "No" is what he spoke
And I broke 

Crumbled, eyes barely open, bleeding through the glass
the eyes, the dreams, the smiles that last
the moment has ended, the story is shut
As I cried uselessly, in the bottom of my blood
Because it ended
forever and ever has just ended with the nightmare come to life
I'll never get to see him, feel him, and smile