jeongguk never knew he would cry this much after taehyung pushed him away even though they both were so into each other.

"mrs. kim. please let me meet taehyung." jeongguk requested the woman who hung her head low as she stood at the entrance.

"dear, he said he won't take the meds if i let you in. i am so sorry but i can't—" she apologized and jeongguk nodded, choking back on his tears.

but he needs to meet the other. he needs to talk to him or else he would go insane. kim taehyung pushing him away was the least thing he would ever want cause it hurts like hell.

jeongguk didn't leave the other's house and walked to the pretty boy's window. fortunately the curtains were pushed to the sides and he could see his taehyung staring at the ceiling, if he isn't wrong, taehyung was crying.

"baby." he knocked on the window grabbing taehyung's attention who now sat up and wiped those fat tears.

"go away." taehyung shouted making his way to the window. he didn't open it and showed jeongguk his middle finger causing him to laugh.

"baby, please." jeongguk literally begged and pressed his right palm on the glass. taehyung sniffled and rubbed his eyes that were already puffy and red due to all those crying.

taehyung rested his forehead on the window and placed his left palm on the glass where jeongguk's one was pressed. their hands were against each other, just the thin glass in between, keeping them apart.

"just leave." taehyung loudly said that sounded all muffled from the other side but jeongguk understood it all.

"let me in baby." taehyung still was unaffected, he now took some steps back before cutting the view in front as he closed the curtains.

he surely heard those knocks on the window but he didn't open it.

he made his mind.

jeon jeongguk won't be in his life. never again. he won't let him.

"taehyungie, please open up." he heard the other shout from outside and to shut himself off all these he threw himself on the bed and buried his face in the pillow.

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taehyung was laying on his bed, his eyes boring into jeongguk's cell number. his hands were itching to press call and he so much wanted to hear the other's melodic voice.

he threw the phone on the bed and sighed before shutting his eyes close. he needs to sleep as soon as possible but jeongguk's thoughts probably won't let him.

he started switching sides as he moved from one side to another. all he could think of was jeon jeongguk.

the brunette now finally felt his tears rolling down as he couldn't just sleep. his heart was feeling so heavy. all he wanted to do is hug jeon jeongguk and kiss him until his last breathe.

he kept on sobbing and could feel his breath getting interrupted in between.

he started taking deep breathes as he could feel the shortage of air at the moment. his breathing was getting shallow and he swears all those oxygen tubes weren't helping him much.

he gulped and tried his heart and soul to regain his pace but unfortunately couldn't. his right hand reached to the remote that his mom kept on the nightstand for emergency. pressing the button on the small remote, his parents can hear the bell ringing fixed in their room.

it was for emergency and taehyung always complaint about this but now at the moment, he was glad it was there.

he pressed it god knows how many times and soon his mother rushed into the room, his father following by.

"tae, baby. what happened?" she asked making taehyung sit up who was desperately trying to breath.

"mom—" he was cut off by his own.

"i can't breath."

taehyung didn't know what happened after that as his vision was getting blurry and he kinda thought that—

this is the end.

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just some more chapters